Born as a Koi Life in the 70s

Ran Yingying did not know that so many things had happened at home, let alone that the Zhai family was about to fall out at this time.

She and Zhai Hong are still very happy during this time.

During this time, Zhai Hong, no matter how busy he is, would still take time to dine with Ran Yingying.

Since the last time Ran Yingying asked him to be so busy, he has been deliberately taking time, and no matter how busy he is, he can't ignore his sister.

My sister is alone in school, very lonely. Here, Yingying has only one friend, who is young, how to live and study in this cold school?

The Juvenile Military Academy is a very competitive study, where everyone is not so much a classmate as a mutual competitor.

Unless, they were friends before enrolling.

But like him and Wu Xiaojun, they used to fight when they were young and now they are friends.

They are special.

Yingying didn't seem to know anyone except him and Wu Xiaojun before enrolling in this school.

Oh, there is another Lou Mingjiang.

But Lou Mingjiang is a bit weird, we can't tell.

In the past, he looked down on him and treated him very maliciously, but now he is even more malicious.

He was used to being targeted by Lou Mingjiang, and he didn't feel anything wrong.

However, Lou Mingjiang has always been very good to Yingying, and always robbed Yingying from him when he was young. I guess it’s also good to Yingying now, right?

Apart from them, Yingying has no friends.

As for the students in the same dormitory, he never thought about how good Yingying could be with them.

Of course, if they become friends, that would be great. After all, Yingying has too few friends.

But if they don't regard Yingying as a real friend, it's okay, there is him.

No matter how busy he was, and he couldn't spare the time, he would let Wu Xiaojun tell her.

Such a life is very warm.

He never thought that such a warm day would be broken by others.

He would meet someone he had never thought of.

On this day, as usual, he wanted to go to the first and second middle school class where Ran Yingying was to find her after school.

This is something he must do every day, he is used to it.

But this day was different from usual. He was stopped by someone.

It was his classmate who stopped him, saying that the doorman had notified that someone was waiting for him outside.

The juvenile military academy is very strict and fully enclosed management. Outsiders can not enter the school if they find it.

If there are no necessary things, students are not allowed to contact with outsiders.

After all, who knows what the outsiders are like? What if it is disadvantageous to the students? The school will still shut it down.

When Zhai Hong was stopped, it was strange. How could he be unfamiliar with school management? Under such circumstances, someone called him. Is the person waiting outside very special?

He thought for a while, as if no one could make the school handle it like this.

He wanted to break his head, but didn't think who it was.

No matter what he did, he would never have thought that the person who came to see him this time would be the biological mother who abandoned him for ten years.

Just because he didn't know, he met in the past.

Outside the gate, a figure was walking there. Looking at it from a distance, he saw that it was a woman.

The figure of the woman was inexplicably familiar, and his brows wrinkled tightly.

The pace of walking has also slowed down.

Finally, he stopped.

The figure in front of him couldn't be more familiar.

Even though he was only three years old when she left, he still couldn't forget the person who abandoned him.

Every time he dreamed back at midnight, he couldn't help but think of that person.

The man who used to be so beautiful in his heart, how tenderly he once told her how great and heroic his father was, but in the end he left without saying goodbye.

Now, that woman is standing outside the school gate. Although the distance was still far, he couldn't see the person's appearance, but there was a subtle feeling in his heart that he couldn't tell.

The figure looks so alike.

This made him dare not go any further.

He just stood there, staring straight ahead, staring at the figure of the woman in front of him.

At this moment, there was an unspeakable pain in his heart.

Are you finally looking for him now?

She didn't show up when he needed her the most, but she showed up again when he had slowly forgotten her.

He didn't know why she ran to the Junior Military Academy to find him. But for whatever reason, he didn't want to see or listen.

Zhai Hong tightened his lips, didn't look at him again, but turned around.

He just wants to leave this place.

"Ahong!" A voice came from behind.

Zhai Hong didn't stop, staggering.

"Ahong! It's A-niang!" the voice behind him shouted again.

Hongyan didn't expect that her son would turn around and leave.

She came to look for her son today because she had no choice but to.

When she was found by the Armed Forces, it was ten days ago.

She has been hiding, not used to them finding.

However, in the end she did not hide, because she was abandoned by her second married husband.

It is abandonment rather than the country's rectification.

Her second married husband was the winner of ten years of sports.

In that movement, he was the leader, he managed many people under his hand, and caused many wrongdoings.

But he was very smart, and he didn't let himself take the shot himself, but dumped all the pots on others.

After the campaign, he was not liquidated.

As for how it was done, she didn't know. He has his own means.

Myself and him originated from a trip to the street to buy groceries.

She didn't expect that she was just one of the most common grocery shopping, and she would meet him and even be favored by him.

That year, the family life was very difficult.

She couldn't get the news that Jianguo was in the army.

With no money in her hand, she has been struggling.

There are old and small at home. The old legs are inconvenient, the young ones are only two years old, or they don’t know the age at all.

Other relatives in the family were laughing at her again, and the uncle and the second uncle even scolded her for being cheap. goods.

At that time, she really couldn't support it anymore.

Later, the comrades in the same village who served as soldiers with Jianguo came back, and they told her an almost devastating news: Jianguo died!

She didn't know how she survived.

Her love for Jianguo has always been very deep. She has fallen in love with him since she was in school, and she has never transferred her love until they got married.

Even now, she loves him deeply in her heart.

But what about love?

Can love be eaten? Can love make money in her hands? Can love make her live a good life?

Can't!

Love can't do anything, love can only suffocate people.

Especially after receiving the bad news that Jianguo had already sacrificed, she felt that the sky was about to fall.

Her whole breathing was hot, and she felt that she might die at any time.

Later, she shook her head and denied it, feeling that Jianguo was not so easy to sacrifice.

He told her that he would definitely come back to accompany her.

Since then, she has often ran to the post office to wait for letters, and the search lasted for several months.

The second married husband appeared in front of her at this time.

That day she ran to the post office again and asked if she had any letters, but got no letters. She sat on the steps in front of the post office, crying sadly.

She feels that she can't hold on anymore.

Jianguo sacrificed, how can she survive? Even if she knew that there was still a mother-in-law to take care of, even if she knew that her son was still young and needed her care, she felt that she could no longer survive.

She even had the urge to die.

But at this moment, a voice rang in her ear: "Comrade, what's the matter with you?"

This was the first time she met her second-married husband, and she always thought this was the first time they met.

Later I realized that this was not the case, it was too late.

She looked up at the time and saw the face of her second-married husband, a man who was twenty years older than herself.

At that time, she was also not wary, thinking that he was a good person, but she did not tell him about the family.

The man smiled and said, "Just tell me if you have anything? Maybe I can help you?"

She still shook her head. However, she felt much better after being interrupted by him.

Cheer up again, she still has a mother-in-law and a son, and she can't fall down.

She thought she and her second-married husband would never see each other again, but she didn't know that they would meet again later, it would be a month later.

I still came to the post office to read the letter that day, and there was still no letter from my husband.

Even if she heard that the people in the same village said that Jianguo had sacrificed, she still reported a kind of extravagant hope, which was just a rumor.

Meeting a second-married husband again is indeed unexpected.

That day, she couldn't help telling him about her own difficulties.

Maybe it was because they were so coincidental that they were able to see it both times. It was also because of his honest face and the identity he told himself.

He turned out to be a member of the Revolutionary Committee, and he was not a small official.

At that moment, her heart was trembling.

She married Jianguo. Although Jianguo performed well in the army, he was just an ordinary soldier after all.

When did she meet such a big official?

That is from the Revolutionary Committee. In this chaotic era, the people of the Revolutionary Committee are all the same.

The conditions in her family are also average, and those in the Zhai family are even more average. No matter what day it is, it has nothing to do with the Revolutionary Committee.

But at this time, such a big official asked her kindly if she had encountered any difficulties at home.

Her heart melted at this moment.

It's kind of vanity.

Before she got married, she didn't have much vanity. She was just a man who liked her admiration, longed for her love, and longed for the man she likes to respond to her.

She didn't think too much at all.

Never thought, what should I do if my family is poor and can't make ends meet?

I never thought about Jianguo as a soldier outside, what if he sacrifices?

She had never thought about it, just wanted to marry love.

The previous days were indeed happy, even if Jianguo was not by her side, she had faith to support her persevering.

Later, the son was born. This was the crystallization of their love and the joy of being a mother. It made her careless about anything and only wanted the best for the child.

But no matter how beautiful the love is, it has been crushed by reality.

She slowly felt that this kind of love is really not good.

Every day I have to think about how to live. Jianguo still sent money at the beginning, but later I didn’t know why he didn’t send money.

At first she didn't know why this was, until someone later said that he had sacrificed. At that time, she completely broke down.

Even if I still hope that Jianguo will not sacrifice, he has been wandering around the post office, wanting to wait for his letter and the money he sent, but for several months, there is no.

She was almost disappointed.

In such a state of collapse, she met someone who cared about her.

Although this person is older than her and twenty years older than her, she can be her father, but in front of her identity, she is vain.

I feel that it is a good thing to be friends with such a person.

In this way, no one dared to bully her.

She can ask him to help, find a job in the city, and she can support her family without having to work so hard.

However, the reality crushed her again.

She only met him twice, so why should people help her?

In the beginning, he did not help her, because this matter was inherently difficult to handle.

He told her that although he was the leader of the Revolutionary Committee, he could not favor favoritism. The country's policy was put here.

At that time, she was disappointed, but at the same time she felt that he was a good person and a good official.

Iron-faced and selfless.

After a few months of this kind of life, she couldn't afford it anymore.

Although she can earn work points in the village, although she has a hard time, she will not really starve to death.

But without comparison, there will be no fluctuations.

Her heart, ever since she met Lao Liang—Lao Liang is her second married husband—is completely different from before.

Suddenly I yearned for the kind of life that I can live a good life without hard work.

Especially Lao Liang told her that his wife had already passed away, and now he is single.

He even told her that he liked her and wanted her to marry him so that she could live a happy life.

At that moment, the string in my heart broke.

She suddenly felt a feeling of love coming back to her.

As long as she marries Lao Liang, she will be able to struggle out of her current embarrassment.

She has had this impulse.

Jianguo has already sacrificed, and she doesn't need to be a widow for him.

In the current era, although it is still very rigorous, there are many divorces.

At that moment, she was moved.

But Lao Liang also said that after she fell in love with him, she could not bring her son, nor her mother-in-law.

That is, she had to abandon everything in the family and draw a clear line with the Zhai family, he didn't want her to think of her ex-husband.

At that time, she was contradictory.

But as long as she thinks of the hardships at home, she feels that marrying Lao Liang doesn't have to be so hard. This is another matter that doesn't need to be considered.

She agreed to him at that time and decided to deal with him.

Even if she no longer hesitated in her heart, she still couldn't immediately promise him to marry him. She doesn't love Lao Liang, and can't accept him right away. To marry him, she needs to fall in love.

Although Lao Liang found it troublesome, he still agreed.

The two were in the object, but did not live together.

She thought she could really marry him after spending some time with him.

The change happened a month after they were in the object.

When Lao Liang was cleaning up the room, she accidentally found a box with many letters and money orders.

At the beginning, she accidentally broke the box, she was very nervous, afraid that Lao Liang would scold her if she knew it, and afraid that this was Lao Liang's confidential document.

She picked up the letters in a panic, planned to put them in the box and put the box back in place, but accidentally discovered that these letters were all Jianguo's handwriting and the money order.

She couldn't be more familiar with the address on the money order. It was the address of Jianguo's unit.

And those letters.

Although there are not many letters, how can the handwriting of the seal keep her from getting excited?

This is actually written by Jianguo, but why is it in Lao Liang's study?

Lao Liang didn't know Jianguo before he knew her.

But these letters were clearly written long ago, letters written before the people from the same village brought the sad news of sacrifice.

She didn't receive the letter at that time, thinking Jianguo had forgotten her. Later, the people in the same village brought such bad news again, and she couldn't resist the stimulation and almost collapsed.

But at this time, these letters were found in Lao Liang's study. And those remittance slips, at first glance, seem to be uninterrupted every month. She even saw the money order from last month.

At this moment, she seemed to understand.

Lao Liang didn't say what he said. It was their first meeting at the post office. He had seen her before that, but she didn't know it.

She almost slumped on the ground, not knowing what she should do at this time?

She and Lao Liang determined that their relationship was based on the premise that Jianguo had already sacrificed, not when Jianguo was still there.

She even went so far as to get along with others behind Jianguo's back.

Although she is still innocent and has never had a relationship with Lao Liang, it is a kind of betrayal that she does such a thing.

She didn't know what she would think when Jianguo came back and knew the stain on her body?

He will definitely not forgive her.

At this time, she even had the heart to die.

She wanted to question Lao Liang, but in the end she drew out all her strength. She suddenly felt that what happened to her own questioning?

What if Lao Liang admits it?

Can this matter be saved?

She herself couldn't resist Lao Liang's enthusiastic offensive, and couldn't resist the benefits of falling in love with Lao Liang.

When she married Jianguo, she told him that she would always be with him, no matter where he was, she would always stay at Zhai's house.

But she broke her promise.

She didn't do it herself, so why should she blame others?

Lao Liang did what she was sorry to do, but if she insisted on holding it back then, would there be these things now?

Her heart was ashamed, and for a moment, she didn't want to live anymore.

Silently wanted to take away these letters and remittance slips, and broke up with Lao Liang.

Even if she is stained now, she still wants to return to Jianguo.

She will ask Jianguo for forgiveness.

She knew that Jianguo would definitely forgive her, she did not lose her body, her body was innocent. It's just that she hesitated, but as long as she didn't say it, no one would know.

With Lao Liang, what was he afraid of doing wrong himself?

But she was wrong.

Lao Liang didn't want to let her go.

Lao Liang said, love her. I have never loved a woman so much and can do anything for her as long as she marries him.

Lao Liang didn't threaten her either. Except for hiding Jianguo's book cover and money order, he didn't do anything to apologize to her.

After spending so many days with him, she knew that Lao Liang was a real man and a good person.

In front of love, there is nothing to do with little tricks, but it gives her a sense of vanity, especially this man is still powerful and powerful.

At that moment, she was excited.

Lao Liang said to her: "I know you have a husband, and your husband is not dead, but I still want to say in my heart, I love you and just want to marry you. You can go back and consider whether to divorce with me or go back. Find your husband. I can wait for you. As long as you don’t refuse me one day, I will wait one day. Even if you refuse me, I will still wait for you.”

She didn't dare to see him, and left without looking back.

After that, she didn't go to town for a long time.

Lao Liang also agreed with her, and never came to the country to find her, but he gave her a lot of things, which were delivered by someone.

Later, Lao Liang did not deduct her letter and money order.

She thought she would never see Lao Liang again.

But people's hearts will indeed change, especially when they are used to the happy life around Lao Liang, they are used to the vanity that Lao Liang brings to her, and they are used to the kind of being in the county town that Lao Liang brings to her. The days when you can hold your head up.

Looking at myself at home, I have to serve the old and the younger.

The son is still young, and she has no complaints about taking care of her son, but it was her son who was born in October.

But she still has to wait for a mother-in-law with inconvenient legs and feet, even though the mother-in-law treats her well, she still can't accept it.

For comparison with a man who had not had good conditions before, and had not enjoyed the days when a man loved and pampered in the palm of her hand, she could still feel that she could stay in Zhaijia Village. But after enjoying Lao Liang's love, she has already beaten the drums in her heart.

The balance in his heart has already begun to lean towards Lao Liang.

No one wants to live a life of poverty.

After enjoying a good life, go back to live the days that have had a meal but not a meal.

Although the money Jianguo has sent over is in her hands, she still has to plan carefully.

In such a day, Lao Liang finally couldn't resist Lao Liang once again invited her to the city and bought her expensive skin care products.

At that moment, she made a decision in her heart.

…

When recalling this, Hongyan's face was full of tears.

She knew she had done something wrong, and she knew she had entered a trap carefully designed by a man as early as she met Lao Liang.

But if it weren't for her, she couldn't resist the temptation of wealth. Confused, will something follow?

At this moment, she was standing outside the school and seeing the back of her son turning away, her heart was filled with bitter wine.

She is self-inflicted.

Abandoning her three-year-old son and ran away with an old man, she just had more reasons, but that couldn't be said.

"Ahong! Turn around and see A-niang, okay?" She couldn't help but yelled again.

Zhai Hong did not turn around.

Before, he wanted to ask her why, but when he saw her again at this time, he suddenly felt that what happened after asking?

She did the abandonment of the husband and the son, but no matter how many reasons there are, there is no way to ask for forgiveness.

He was abandoned, and Dad was also abandoned.

Dad has been delayed by her until now. If she came out early and divorced Dad, wouldn’t Dad need to be alone like she is now?

He used to be young and didn't want other women to occupy the role of A Niang, but as he grew up, he became sensible.

Dad can't be so alone forever.

"Ahong!" Hongyan cried.

I cried loudly and broke my heart.

At that moment, Zhai Hong, who had been walking fast, stopped.

"Ahong, Aniang is wrong!"

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