Become a Cat and Be Pampered by Everyone

Therefore, he can easily accept intimate scenes with other girls. Yang Jin is also studying directing, so she naturally knows this. She is also trying her best to persuade herself to accept it and separate the inside and outside of the scene.

But...it's really difficult.

When Ruan Lei entered the film school in his first year, a teacher introduced him to small roles. When he played small roles, he usually only had a few lines and a few scenes. At that time, she was really happy for him and prayed for him every day. a role.

But as he gradually became famous and the roles he received became more and more important, especially when there were some intimate scenes in them, her state of mind changed.

She still remembers the first time Ruan Lei received a role as a male co-star. The male co-star was the heroine's childhood sweetheart. When the two were about 17 or 18 years old, they were about to kiss under the Begonia flowers. She was present at the scene. When watching the two of them perform the scene, one of her reactions was that she hoped Ruan Lei would fail!

She was shocked at that time.

Afterwards, she did a lot of psychological work on herself, but when the second time came, her psychology not only did not alleviate, but became more serious.

And with the emergence of this mentality, she also had a guilt mentality.

The addiction to smoking was acquired at that time, and it was getting worse with Ruan Lei's success.

Later, it developed directly. Every time Ruan Lei received such a scene, she had to struggle a lot. She would even stay up all night, smoking and thinking about solutions. But no matter how hard she suffered, she was able to stabilize in the end.

But the big role Ruan Lei took last time completely broke her already weak psychological defense.

Because, she felt that she had discovered a possibility that she simply could not accept.

And this possibility made it impossible for her to wait until the trouble was over before continuing to pretend as if nothing had happened.

Yang Ji didn't say much, but the way Ruan Jiaojiao looked at her, she felt as if she was really tired.

However, she still doesn't understand.

Ruan Lei and Yang Xiao have been together for five years. In their memories, they have always been having trouble like this. Why did it suddenly stop?

"Jiaojiao, maybe I'm a little pretentious, but I can't accept it. In his heart, I am more important than not being able to perform." After a long time, Yang Jin said after putting out the cigarette butt in the toilet.

After saying this, she got up and walked to the toilet faucet to wash her hands.

Ruan Jiaojiao looked at her back blankly, but was stopped by her words.

By the time she reacted, Yang Jin had already left the toilet. She chased him out again, but only saw her back as she left the dance hall.

The lights inside the ballroom were dim, but outside it was bright and transparent. Ruan Jiaojiao looked at her back as she walked out and subconsciously wanted to chase her, but was stopped by the person coming out next to her.

"Jiaojiao, is your friend okay? Did she misunderstand something? Do you want me to explain it to you? I was just sitting there. I didn't mean anything else. I didn't know she would..." Hong Ling looked a little apologetic. As he spoke, he wanted to chase him out to explain.

"You really don't know?!" Ruan Jiaojiao was so angry when she saw her acting like this at this time, she grabbed her hand and pulled her back, and asked angrily: "You have been with us every day these days. Together, we never avoided you, and we talked about my brother Lei and Xiaoxiao more than once, but you were always there! Are you deaf or blind?"