Because I'm a coward, I maxed out my san value

Ye Tingbai heard the voice that sounded exactly like his own in his ears. He just wanted to look around, but his body was restrained by himself, as if Ye Tingbai himself was resisting himself. In fact, no one knew how much control the secondary personality had over this body, but the secondary personality always followed all the decisions of the main personality.

And now this is the first time that the two people competed for the body at the same time. The result was obviously that the main personality was completely defeated. Ye Tingbai walked towards the gate of the community as normal.

"I am you. I need you to let down your guard. I will give you a real memory."

Even if the two can share memories, it is one-way. The secondary personality can only pass it to the main personality, but the premise is that the main personality is willing to accept it. But even if the main personality accepts it, the current situation is that the secondary personality wants to overturn Ye Tingbai's fake life of more than ten years with only a real memory of more than ten days.

If it can't be done, then the secondary personality can only control the body by force, but this is likely to cause irreparable damage between the main and the server personalities.

"What are these? Why? You are me, then who am I?"

"You are you. You told me a sentence, let me tell you, only by staying alive can you win."

The two personalities communicated fiercely in their minds, but their bodies kept walking numbly. When they reached the gate of the community, it was the end of this duel, because the secondary personality did not know the life that Yuan Chengyu had shaped for the main personality, and he did not know where the school was.

"We can win, we can win, you let me out first."

It was just a short while, and Ye Tingbai's back was soaked, but he still forced himself to be calm and walked towards the school in his mind. In fact, it was not that sentence that overturned Ye Tingbai's false worldview for more than ten years, but the strange thing that the secondary personality appeared and controlled the body and shared memories.

This is inconsistent with the worldview that Yuan Chengyu shaped for him. Is Ye Tingbai weak? He is weak. Compared with the cold and ruthless secondary personality who is as strong as a machine, he is indeed like a weak chicken, but for most people, Ye Tingbai is a high IQ talent, he is a super talent who can get the qualification of status promotion after graduating from university.

Status promotion is rare in this world. Many people can only be lower class people throughout their lives, but Ye Tingbai is different. He is half-baked in everything he does. He has no patience, he is lazy and cowardly, but even in this state, he still won the qualification for status promotion that year.

Every year, each university will only have one status promotion qualification, which will look very good on Ye Tingbai's resume, but what did Ye Tingbai do in the end?

He became a salted fish reporter, not a dream or a hobby, but purely because of comfort, so Ye Tingbai's main personality is very capable, he is just very lazy, very cowardly, and very salted fish.

After only accepting the memory of getting along with the secondary personality for more than ten days, he has made a judgment that the world he lives in is fake, because the memory of those ten days is too real, and now his world is too fake, the pedestrians around him are confused, and the scenery in the distance is like a black film, all of this is so unreasonable in this world.

But the people living in this world don't care at all. At this time, Ye Tingbai is like a bubble. As long as the secondary personality is gently pierced, the main personality will notice these things and notice the unreasonableness of his existence. This is also the reason why the main personality can accept the memory so quickly. Of course, accepting memories is very different from complete trust.

According to the memory, Ye Tingbai bought his favorite pancakes, came to school, and sat in the most inconspicuous corner by the window. According to the setting of the memory, he himself is a otaku with a very low sense of existence. Except for games, he doesn't care about anything.

And this class is Xinyang Middle School, Grade 1, Class 3. Li Qiang is the class monitor, and Li Qian is only one row away. Everything is so simple in daily life, going to class and leaving class, waiting for school to end.

This class seems calm, but in fact, there are undercurrents, and gangs are very obvious. Among the boys, Li Qiang has the most status, and the girl is another girl Ye Tingbai has never seen.

But no matter what, these people are just children, and they are very naive. Until noon that day, a transfer student came to the class, Yuan Chengyu. After Yuan Chengyu introduced herself for only a few seconds, she won the welcome of all the boys in the class, including Ye Tingbai.

That kind of admiration is hard to describe, it is spontaneous, and it seems that it cannot be described as admiration. It is more like a kind of worship, willing to sacrifice everything for her, but all the girls have a strong aversion to her. Of course, most people don’t care, just think it’s jealousy between beautiful girls.

With the arrival of Yuan Chengyu, the class has undergone subtle changes. The contradictions between boys and girls have been intensified, and there is even a tendency to fight. Ye Tingbai once saw Yuan Chengyu being pulled into a corner by three girls and being poured with dirty water. At that time, he had an impulse to do whatever it took, but was forcibly suppressed by the secondary personality.

Yuan Chengyu was not a good girl. She had a "bloody fight" with the three girls, biting, scratching, kicking and using all kinds of crude fighting techniques. They were like a shrew. The four girls all became cat-faced cats, but Yuan Chengyu's wounds were completely healed the next day.

This incident was used by someone with ulterior motives to spread the rumor that Yuan Chengyu was not a human being, saying that she was a monster. The fanatical "admiration" of these boys was finally shaken, mixed with a trace of fear. Later, Yuan Chengyu was taken away by the Psychological Assessment Bureau because someone reported her.

In this world, pollution is an infectious disease, but it is not highly contagious. After Yuan Chengyu was taken away, she underwent a series of tests, and the results showed that there was no difference. She returned to this class. Now she has no friends here, but she still smiles so happily and beautifully every day.

Ye Tingbai is like a passerby. He records his mental state every day and lets the secondary personality participate in it to ensure that his consciousness will be correctly guided when needed.

Bored, Ye Tingbai communicated with the secondary personality. Until now, he has not recovered his complete memory, but after all, his reason is still there.

"What do you think she said depends on my choice? What choice is it? Should I help her at this time?"

Second personality: "Although high-level pollutants cannot be measured by human thinking, I don't think what she means is this kind of thing. I don't recommend you to do anything else."

Ye Tingbai also nodded in agreement. Their current situation is very unfavorable. Ye Tingbai's normal life of more than 20 years has been sealed and replaced by the experience of a otaku. This has largely led to the change of his personality. If it weren't for the secondary personality who kept reminding him, he might have done something wrong long ago.