Bamboo Forest Manager

119 – 118. A Relationship That Began With A Secret

The somewhat stimulating time we had at the waterpark just a while ago.

My roommates who were out.

My wine, which I had left out.

The thought that the situation was somewhat artificial suddenly came to mind.

I stared at Seo Ye-rin, who was curiously searching for wine, wondering if she was doing it on purpose, but I quickly stopped thinking about it.

No matter how I thought about it, it seemed a bit far-fetched to think that Seo Ye-rin had created this situation artificially.

‘…….’

But even so, I saw myself strangely doubting her in a corner of my heart.

It was a part of me that could tell what kind of image the woman Seo Ye-rin had in me.

“Woo-jin, this isn’t that expensive. It’s only about 50,000 won?”

“Really?”

It looked quite expensive from the outside, but it didn’t seem to be the case.

I answered her casually and checked the roommate group chat on my phone.

There were quite a few chats.

From Noble mtl dot com

I hadn’t been able to check it while I was at the waterpark, but it seemed that they had all gone out to the city together.

‘Oh, man.’

When I looked at the chat, it seemed like they were drinking outside, but they didn’t answer when I called.

“It looks like everyone is drinking outside.”

When I awkwardly explained the situation, Seo Ye-rin, who was already sitting on the living room sofa, asked what the problem was and took out the beer and snacks she had bought from the convenience store.

“Then let’s just drink by ourselves. If there’s any left, we can just put it in the refrigerator.”

That’s true.

Fizz!

Seo Ye-rin skillfully poured the beer.

Suddenly, her eyes went to the wine on the table, and Seo Ye-rin pointed at it with her chin as if she had read my gaze.

“Are you going to drink that?”

“No, not that.”

“It’s not yours, so it’s not right to drink it.”

That’s true too.

‘Why is she saying the right thing?’

The fluttering feeling I had when I saw the wine earlier had subsided a bit.

When I first did it with Seo Ye-rin and when I did it with Choi Yi-seo, wine was involved, so I naturally worried about it.

‘I’m overreacting.’

Thinking that I had overreacted on my own, I put the wine aside.

“Cheers.”

Seo Ye-rin handed me the beer.

I smiled slightly as I handed her my can.

“Cheers.”

Since the topic was about the topic, I needed to drink some alcohol.

To be honest, I wasn’t drunk from drinking beer, and I wasn’t relaxed enough to open up my heart.

Anyway, Seo Ye-rin had accurately picked up on what I was thinking about.

As I chewed on the jerky I had bought as a snack, I found myself pouring out my feelings to her.

“Did I really not love Yoon-ji? I had a really hard time during the break.”

“…….”

“Ha, I don’t know. I just know that I’m a really bad kid. It would be nice if I could just sort out my feelings, but I can’t.”

I know that my behavior isn’t good. I slept with Seo Ye-rin and Choi Yi-seo right away, and Yoo Ah-rin confessed to me.

Seo Ye-rin told me not to put too much weight on it because it was just s*x, but how could I do that?

I took another sip of beer.

I had already finished three cans of beer.

“I’m going to go to the bathroom.”

I left Seo Ye-rin, who had been listening to my story in silence, and went to the bathroom for a while.

I hadn’t planned to drink this much, but after talking, I couldn’t help but drink.

When I came back, Seo Ye-rin was lost in thought, sipping her beer.

The way she sat on the sofa with her legs crossed could have been a pictorial with a lot of early morning emotion.

“Woo-jin.”While I was in the bathroom, did she organize what she wanted to say?

She continues to speak while looking at the turned-off TV screen.

“Was it that burdensome to be with me?”

“…….”

I wanted to tell her that it wasn’t like that.

It was Seo Yerim’s first time.

Anyway, she had some affection for me, so she must have accepted the somewhat abnormal relationship of s*x friends.

So I wanted to tell her no.

“Uh…….”

Her furrowed brow didn’t relax, and I couldn’t choose a kind lie.

Even after my cruel answer, Seo Yerim still wasn’t looking at me.

“You said it. That we weren’t dating and that I shouldn’t feel too burdened. But that’s not right. In the first place…….”

Who on earth wouldn’t care about a woman they had a relationship with?

“It’s not your fault. It’s my fault for being so indecisive.”

When it was Choi Yiseo, I just let it be. I vaguely passed it off as something that happened because she was simply attractive.

But my older brother’s words keep stabbing at my heart.

‘You didn’t love Oh Yoonji that much.’

Just that one sentence.

Until now, I felt like the foundation of who I was as a person was being denied.

My one night with Seo Yerim and Choi Yiseo.

My relationship with Yoo Arin.

Everything felt like some kind of proof that I didn’t love Oh Yoonji, so it was hard to accept it easily.

“I’m sorry.”

I give her a sincere apology.

I was sorry for being rude and selfish.

Seo Yerim, who had been keeping her mouth shut, suddenly turned her gaze towards me.

What kind of emotions was she feeling?

I couldn’t read it, and I was afraid to find out.

I was so scared of what Seo Yerim would say as she looked at me in confusion.

“You slept with me and Yiseo. And you even got a confession from Arin. But you feel guilty about all the time we spent together because of Yoonji.”

My emotions were summarized accurately.

Hearing it like this made me hate myself even more for being such a piece of trash.

If I was going to feel that guilty.

I should have pushed her away from the beginning.

I hated myself for not being able to do that.

“Woojin-ah.”

I thought I was going to get slapped.

My head, which had been looking down at my feet, slowly lifted.

The moment my eyes met Seo Yerim’s, she drank another can of beer and suddenly.

“I have a pretty high libido.”

“……Huh?”

She started an unexpected confession.

“I watch a lot of hard-core porn. I think SM play is okay, and I can be either the S or the M.”

“…….”

“When I say I want to have s*x, it’s not just because of stress, but also because I want to release my s*xual desire.”

“…….”

“I watch humiliation porn, and I watch forced s*x and forced rape. I like cosplay, but I don’t like overly flashy stuff like full-body suits or magical girls.”

What am I listening to right now?

“Do you know about reverse harem? It surprisingly suits my tastes. I don’t like the situations in NTR, but it does get me excited.”

“…….”

“S, sometimes I watch furry porn. But I don’t really like fairies. Tentacles are also strangely unrealistic, so they’re not that great.”

Is she drunk?

I thought that, but Seo Yerim’s gaze was fixed on me with a more intelligent light than ever.

“I watched a few famous BLs, but they weren’t as good as I thought, and I don’t really get emotionally invested in GLs, maybe because I’m a woman.”

“…….”

“I prefer harems over reverse harems. But to be honest, I like…… pure love more than harems.”

“Wait, what are you talking about right now?”I was supposed to be sorting out my feelings and relationships.

Suddenly.

This situation where Seoyerin was announcing her s*xual orientation was something my mind couldn’t keep up with.

“What do you think?”

Seoyerin stared at me and smiled broadly.

“I told you everything, even the things I couldn’t tell anyone else.”

“…….”

“Woojin, we’re like that.”

Seoyerin slowly stood up and approached me.

I was standing there like a fool, strangely welcoming her approach.

“Our relationship started with the deepest secret through an anonymous identity called Bamboo Forest.”

Seoyerin’s true nature, the anonymous 69 that she couldn’t tell anyone, was the beginning of our relationship.

“Do you know why you’re in pain? Should I tell you for sure?”

Seoyerin approached me quietly.

Her hand around my neck pulled me in forcefully and kissed me.

Our tongues intertwined forcibly, and our saliva was exchanged.

Even though Seoyerin had drunk beer, she had a strangely sweet scent.

“Wh, what are you doing!”

I pushed Seoyerin away in a hurry, and she laughed as she wiped the saliva from her lips.

“That’s right! You’re a bad guy, Woojin.”

“…….”

“Why are you in pain? Why are you confused? There’s only one reason. It’s because you like it. Oh Yoonji, Choi Yiseo, Yoo Arin… and me too.”

I was speechless.

In fact, it was obvious.

The reason I was in pain.

It meant that I couldn’t choose anyone in the end.

The reason I didn’t choose even though I thought I liked Oh Yoonji was because there was a part of me that was attracted to all of them.

“Woojin.”

Seoyerin’s hand grabbed my collar.

Then she pushed me as if she was expecting it, and I collapsed under her as my body lost strength.

“Will you listen to my secret and hate me?”

Seoyerin, who had revealed all her secrets, had a smile on her lips as if she already knew the answer.

Of course.

“……No.”

I didn’t hate people just because they were a little more open-minded about their s*xual orientation.

To my answer.

“Me too.”

Seoyerin gave me a bright smile, just like always.

“I’ll love you even if you’re a bad guy.”

“…….”

“I’m glad, Woojin. I’m really glad. I’m glad you’re in pain because of me.”

“Gl, glad?”

Why?

“Of course. It means you care about me as much as you care about the other girls.”

I was speechless.

It wasn’t just a metaphor, Seoyerin’s lips really blocked me from answering.

“Ooh!”

Once again, our tongues intertwined fiercely. Seoyerin’s cheeks, which were exploring me, were flushed red, and she was genuinely happy.

“Phew! I was worried at first. I knew you slept with Yiseo. I thought I didn’t have a place anymore. s*x is my identity, you know?”

“W, wait a minute…!”

Seoyerin slowly took off her top. The breasts that had been rubbing against my arm all day were now in full view.

“But I decided to think the other way around.”

“D, don’t take off your bra!”

Whether she listened to me or not, Seoyerin, who was still on top of me, didn’t take off her bra and whispered, shaking her hips slightly.

“On the contrary, I can give you the pleasure that no one else can.”

Yiseo didn’t know.

Yoonji couldn’t give it.

Seoyerin, who knew a lot about s*x, made a confident statement.

Seoyerin lowered her body again and kissed me.

“W, wait a minute!”Grabbing her shoulders, I pushed her away. Seo Ye-rin, who had already crossed the line, glared at me with a frown.

“What? The atmosphere was good.”

Was the atmosphere good?

I wanted to make sure of my suspicions more than that.

“Were you aiming for this today? The wine suddenly being in the room, or the kids going out to play?”

Since she had Chan-woo’s contact information, I thought she might have been able to do some work in the room.

Seo Ye-rin, who heard my words, let out a confident laugh.

“Really?”

I didn’t need to think about what that answer meant.

She was so confident in herself that she didn’t need to do such work.

“Are you done talking?”

Seo Ye-rin slapped my hand away and covered her lips again.

The soft kiss and the playful tongue that melted my stiffness away.

Before I knew it, it made me close my eyes.

The wine I had put away earlier touched my toes.

I didn’t take a sip of the wine.

I drank a lot of beer, but I couldn’t say I was drunk.

However.

I was getting drunk on the woman named Seo Ye-rin.