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427. Same car

Qin Haonan wanted to go to City A to do business. It was more than 700 kilometers away from Nanshi to City A. Qin Haonan had been busy all day and felt very tired, so he decided to take the high-speed rail to City A instead of driving. For more than an hour, he can still take a nap to adjust and rest, and he can go directly to work when he arrives in city a. So he bought a soft sleeper ticket.

Bang Shasha also went to City A to look at the goods. Coincidentally, he and Qin Haonan took the same high-speed train that day.

While queuing at the station, Meng Shasha saw Qin Haonan in front of her, and there were five or six people between them.

After so many years and so many things, every time Meng Shasha sees Qin Haonan, she still can't restrain her excitement, but she can only look at him from a distance. She used to have fantasies about him, but only later did she know , that will only make him farther away from her, and after many things, she knows that he can only live in the most secret place in her heart forever. Many things, the gap between ideal and reality is the distance between heaven and earth.

So seeing Qin Haonan at this moment, Meng Shasha shrank involuntarily, she didn't want him to see her. As long as she can see him, the current position is just right, although she can only see his tall and straight back, she is also inexplicably excited.

Although she didn't want Qin Haonan to see her, Meng Shasha took a look at her clothes. The clothes were of excellent texture, fashionable and fashionable, and the matching was perfect. Her hair and makeup were also delicate and meticulous. She was very satisfied with her current state. She always dresses herself very delicately, just so that when she meets him suddenly one day, she can face him with the best posture, although the probability of them meeting is very low, once every few years, even if they meet, it is only in a hurry Just pass by. Even if it is a gesture, she is always carefully prepared. And today, even though she obviously didn't want him to see her, she still felt good about being in her best state.

Ever since Qin Haonan took her to the brand counter to buy a few sets of clothes, Meng Shasha fell in love with high-quality and high-end clothes, and no longer looked at those ordinary high-end goods. She felt that a woman wearing those clothes with good quality It is the greatest enjoyment in life. Wearing such clothes, a person's state of mind, pattern and temperament stand out from ordinary human feelings.

Because she has always paid attention to good clothes, she not only cultivated her sensitivity to clothes, but also made her a strong player in the field of clothing management.

At this moment, Meng Shasha finally understands why she has been working hard to live a beautiful life all these years. She is not just for the glimpse of Qin Haonan when she meets Qin Haonan unexpectedly after a few years, but because In her life, she has become the weathervane of her life, and all her efforts, all her endeavors to be in line with beauty, are all aimed at getting closer to his life.

Fortunately, Qin Haonan didn't look back and didn't see her.

Meng Shasha watched Qin Haonan enter the soft sleeper car with his own eyes.

She just walked towards her own soft-seat car, and they were separated by six cars, with the soft-sleeper in the front and the soft-seat in the back.

Although there were six carriages away, knowing that Qin Haonan was on the same train as her, Meng Shasha still felt that Qin Haonan was sitting next to her. There is a feeling of solidity and peace of mind.

The car started, and Meng Shasha sat there, watching the scenery passing by outside the window, and some scenes between Qin Haonan and Qin Haonan also flashed in his mind.

It was the first time I saw Qin Haonan. She was working in the small winery in the township of her hometown. He and Meng Qingqing entered the winery together. He is the most handsome and temperamental man she has ever seen in real life. That feeling has not changed, and she still thinks so now.

At that time, she was suffering in the despair of life. Since she was a child, she wanted to be like Meng Qingqing's father's brothers and sisters, go to school well, get out of that poor Shangzhong village, and live a decent life like a city dweller.

However, the poverty of the family and the serious patriarchal thinking of her parents turned her ideals into ashes.

But this most beautiful man she had ever seen brought her back from desperation. He said he could subsidize her and let her continue her education. unbelievable.

When he left, he really gave her 2,000 yuan, saying it was one year's tuition, and she knew it was true. At that time, he was a holy existence like a Bodhisattva in her mind.

Later, he kept his promise and sent money to her regularly every year. She used his money to support her, not only to solve her schooling and living expenses, but also to save a little to supplement the family. Her parents' attitude towards her has also changed a lot. Not only did they agree that she should continue to go to school, but they also stopped beating and scolding her as they wished.

If it is said that he has always been a god-like existence in her heart before, the four days when she came to Nanshi to look for him during the Spring Festival of the third year of high school, and the four days he had close contact with her was the first time she really When I really touched him, it was the first time I felt that he was also a person with flesh and blood and feelings. He was so close to her, as if she could touch it as soon as she stretched out her hand, so she was confused and moved. However, the smart him and the sensitive Meng Qingqing were aware of her thoughts, she didn't do anything, and Qin Haonan avoided her.

That time when Qin Haonan cut off her support was a heavy blow to her. It wasn't the disappointment and panic of losing her source of income, but the despair and panic that she truly understood that she and he would never be able to in this lifetime. I also understand how much he loves Meng Qingqing and how unfeeling he is to her. His deep affection for Meng Qingqing did not make her disappointed in him, but instead made her love her even more. She loved him as a dedicated and responsible person, even though the object of his dedicated affection was others.

She could only hide deeply in her heart the love that she had no time to express, until she met Lu Zhiling.

She knew that it was impossible for her and him, their lives had no intersection, but she still paid attention to him, knowing that when his company encountered difficulties, she was more anxious than anyone else, and worried for him. She wanted to help him, even if she gave everything she had, she would help him regardless of anything in return, so he accepted Lu Zhiling.

She used to think that she helped him, and she felt relieved, but later, Lu Zhiling told him that it was just a trick he had done to her, and what was even more stupid, she also told Meng Qingqing about it, Since then, he has completely disappeared from her life. (To be continued.)