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355. Regret

Zhang Qianqian continued: Mom, you feel this way about Meng Zijun, and you feel the same way about my father. In the past few months since my amputation, my father's attitude towards you has completely changed. Maybe you have felt it, maybe you have felt it. But you don’t want to admit that in your mind, he is still the old person who obeyed you honestly, but the reality is that he is no longer the original person, and he will never treat you like before, you just don’t want to admit it At this point, I dare not face the reality, and I still fantasize about his original appearance. Mom, what I want to remind you is that some things have changed, and even if you dare not admit that he is no longer the original appearance, you see Look at me, I'm sitting here, when I walk normally, it seems that I have not changed, it seems that I am still the same, but in fact, I am completely different from the original, I want to admit it like you, but I can't lie to myself , because my own body reminds me cruelly. Everything is different, I lost a leg, and now this leg is fake, it has no feeling, no temperature, and it is stiff and inflexible when walking...Mom, I said After so much, do you understand? Meng Zijun, my dad, and I, we will never go back to the original, wake up!

Zhang Qianqian said so many things beyond her age range. She has experienced despair and died once, so she sees many things clearly. She felt that her mother was pitiful and hateful. Why couldn't she understand many things at such an old age! In the final analysis, she is not independent and dependent by nature. She relied on Meng Zijun before, and later on her father, so when she found out that she could not rely on, she couldn't believe it, didn't dare to face it, and was lucky.

But her daughter's words were not in vain, Mencius was like enlightened, and slowly figured out many things.

Afterwards, Mencius and Zhang Zhou sat down and had a peaceful talk.

Meng Zimei asked: Zhang Zhou, you insist on divorcing me because you really won't forgive me, right?

Zhang Zhou shook his head, I hated you when my child was just amputated, but then I slowly discovered that I actually hated myself even more. I didn't fulfill my responsibilities as a father in front of my daughter, and I knew your decision clearly. It was wrong, but I hurt my daughter because of my cowardice. Because of your existence, facing you every day reminds me of my cowardice and lack of responsibility as a man and a father, so I feel very uncomfortable. I Want to start over and be the man I want to be again, so I'm getting a divorce.

Meng Zimei did not make a fuss unexpectedly. It turned out that listening to a person calmly, she would perceive the other person's true intentions. She understood Zhang Zhou's intentions. He really changed, and he was no longer the same Zhang Zhou. No matter how unwilling or unwilling she was, no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't get it back.

In the end, Meng Zimei agreed to the divorce. She had been so strong in front of Zhang Zhou all her life, and she couldn't do anything like kneeling and begging for forgiveness, crying and stalking, so she agreed to the divorce. More importantly, she understands many things, and understands that everything is irreversible.

They have little property,

The only house with a market value of 300,000 yuan, Zhang Zhou gave her 150,000 yuan to let her leave, the daughter's 200,000 yuan in compensation belongs to the daughter, and the daughter herself asked to live with her father, so Zhang Qianqian's compensation The gold is kept by Zhang Zhou. Meng Zimei suspects that the 150,000 house money that Zhang Zhou gave her was taken from Zhang Zhou's daughter's compensation, but her daughter lives with him. He is responsible for keeping the money and has the right to embezzle it. I can't manage that much anymore.

After Meng Zimei divorced, she borrowed money to buy a two-bedroom apartment worth 200,000 yuan.

Although the house is not big, she still feels empty when she lives in it alone.

After the divorce, Mencius felt extremely lonely. Her parents had passed away, her three older brothers were also strangers to her, her daughter became calm and distant, her husband insisted on divorce despite years of affection, and in the vast crowd, she couldn't find anyone she could talk to properly.

That night, Meng Zimei was sitting alone at home watching TV boredly. Her stomach ached and she woke up. She didn’t make dinner after get off work and forgot to eat. There was a stomachache.

Meng Zimei thought, given her current living conditions, there was no call from her mobile phone for ten and a half months. If something happened to her suddenly, no one would know in time. Thinking about it, she felt very sad.

Meng Zimei ate a bowl of noodles indiscriminately, and her stomach felt better.

At this moment, she suddenly missed the days when her brothers had a good relationship with her. Since when did these siblings of hers begin to drift apart? It seems that it started when the second brother was sick, right?

Before the second brother fell ill, the brothers and sisters were still in contact. The second brother was like a magnet, bringing them together, but after the second brother fell ill, they suddenly felt that the pillars in their hearts collapsed in an instant.

The eldest brother told them that the second brother will not help them anytime and anywhere, and may become their burden. The second brother needs a lot of money to treat the disease, and it may not be cured well. From now on, his daughter Meng Qingqing will be the burden of their brothers and sisters. , their mother even asked them to donate their kidneys, so they were all scared away. But I didn't expect that the second brother's health gradually recovered, but the relationship between their brother and sister gradually became estranged from then on. Without the cohesion of the second brother, the relationship between their brothers and sisters became weaker and weaker.

Meng Zimei now sees that the original brother-sister relationship is so precious, but they gave up easily because of a little interest, but now she realizes that family affection is much more important than interest, but it is already too late, and the lost things, I will never find it again. If she goes to Second Brother now and tells him crying bitterly, saying that she regrets that she shouldn't have treated you like that back then, and that we brothers and sisters are united again, Second Brother will definitely not believe her words, but think She has ulterior motives and other plans.

Even a kind-hearted person like the second brother will not believe her anymore, and even the spirits like the eldest brother and the third brother will not believe her.

On this lonely and suffocating night, Meng Zimei really wanted to find someone to chat with, but she searched through her cell phone address book again and again, but couldn't find anyone who could talk to her.

In the end, she didn't give up and found out the third brother's phone number. After their brothers and sisters fell out with the second brother, the third brother was the only one who was the most sensible, especially after the eldest brother had an accident. He said: Second brother has really changed. He didn’t even lend a helping hand in such a miserable situation, so we don’t need to look for him anymore and count on him.” (To be continued.) To find this site, please search for “” or enter the URL: