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137. Drink

So Meng Zijun felt that it was necessary to talk to Mr. Le.

After school, Teacher Le called and told Yu Xiaofei to pick up her son, and told her that she would not go home for dinner.

Teacher Le took a taxi to the Jinlilai Hotel, where Meng Zijun had been waiting for a long time.

Meng Zijun booked a private room on the second floor this time.

After sitting down, the food was served, and Meng Zijun also ordered wine.

Meng Zijun poured two glasses of wine and put one in front of Teacher Le. He picked up the other glass, Mr. Le, I haven't had a drink since I got sick, but today I want to drink. This is the first time I drink. This glass of wine is my respect to you, thank you for your care and love for my daughter Qingqing over the past year. Meng Zijun drank it down.

Teacher Le said: Meng Zijun, don't drink if you are not in good health.

Meng Zijun poured himself another glass, It doesn't matter, my body is like this whether I drink it or not. I invite you here today to tell you that I am a person who will not be alive soon. So what I say, it doesn't matter. It’s from the bottom of my heart. So today, we two men, we will drink and speak freely, and speak out what is in our hearts.”

Meng Zijun, haven't you already had a kidney replacement operation? Haven't you been doing well for more than a year? How could it be...impossible? Teacher Le said in surprise.

Meng Zijun smiled wryly and said, The condition is getting worse now. The doctor said that I can survive for half a year at most, and only two months at least.

Why is this happening? Isn't it true that some people can live for more than ten years after a kidney transplant?

Individual situations are different. The longest life can be twenty years, and the shortest one month. If I can persist for half a year, it can be regarded as two years. During these two years, I can arrange my daughter's life well, which is also considered as It's worth it!

You can have another kidney transplant. I think you don't need the money anyway.

Meng Zijun shook his head, It's not about the money. It's about not having a suitable kidney, and waiting in line for a test. It's a long way off. I'm afraid I won't be able to wait. I used my mother's kidney to survive before, but now I'm I have been keeping my daughter’s condition secret. If she found out, she would desperately ask the doctor to replace me with her kidney. She had done the type matching last time. Her kidney is suitable for me, but I don’t want her to have it. The slightest injury, my mother gave me a kidney transplant, which has already made me regret. If my mother hadn’t given me a kidney transplant, she might not have left us so soon, so no matter what, I would not allow Qingqing to do it for me again. kidney.

Teacher Le said: I don't know anything about medicine, but as long as you have a little bit of hope, you can't give up!

Meng Zijun picked up the second glass of wine, This glass of wine is my apology. I'm sorry for Xiaofei, and I feel deeply guilty for the troubles between Xiaofei and you. It's all my fault, I You lied to Xiaofei, you didn't treat her well, and you didn't handle her affairs well, so that this situation has come to this. Meng Zijun said and drank his second glass of wine.

Teacher Le was silent. Staring at the wine glass in front of him, when he heard his wife tell about the past between her and Meng Zijun last night, he wished to beat Meng Zijun violently, but now he is facing Meng Zijun. But he couldn't get out with his fist. This man, who was only thirty-four years old and in his prime, was living with a limited number of days. He still has to think hard about planning for his daughter in the future. The things he did that made him hate it, from another perspective, from his standpoint, how helpless he would be if he chose that way.

Mr. Le, if I am in good health, I will never let Qingqing recognize her mother, and I will not disturb your peaceful life. But I am going to die soon, if I leave, this child will be alone I am alone, so I have to plan for her, so let her recognize her mother, let her have a dependence in this world, and don't live so lonely and miserable. Teacher Le, as a father, I have such a request Not too much, although this decision is very selfish and unfair to you, but the child is innocent, since she has a mother, she should be cared for and cared for by her mother. Teacher Le, I really have no other choice, but I have a better way, I will not destroy your life with Xiao Fei, Teacher Le, you are more knowledgeable and cultured than me, you can help me with ideas, if you were me, what would you do?

If I were you, I would try my best to survive and take care of my own daughter instead of passing the responsibility to others. Most people die because they don't have money for medical treatment, but you are different. You have money, you have money. There is a chance.

Le Huazhang also drank the wine in front of him in one gulp.

Meng Zijun filled Teacher Le with wine, filled himself with wine, and rubbed his forehead with his hand, Mr. Le, when I was desperately poor, I often thought that if I had money, many things could be solved easily. If I had no money, I would It is difficult to move an inch, but after I have money, I realize that things are not as simple as I imagined. Teacher Le, you will not understand, you will not understand the helplessness and powerlessness when a person is standing on the verge of death. Of course I want to live, and of course I want to grow up with my daughter, but it’s not what I want. Those who died in the hospital were still talking about what to do after being discharged from the hospital the day before! But the next day they said they were leaving. After leaving, who wants to die? Who doesn't want to live a good life, but luck and fantasy can't change the reality, so it's better to face the reality directly and arrange the future life for the daughter who can't bear to give up.

If you want to arrange your daughter's life well, you have to pay the price of breaking other people's peaceful lives. Meng Zijun, you are too selfish. Before thinking about this child, you tried every means to trick Xiao Fei into giving birth to her, and you also thought hard to make her go away. The child cheated away. After all these years, Xiaofei already has her own life, and you want to let the child recognize her and disturb her family. How could you treat her like this, and you have the heart to treat her like this.

Mr. Le, I'm really sorry for her, but what can I do if the fate is arranged in this way? Teacher Le, if one day I leave, can you understand that Xiaofei recognizes Qingqing? Can you accept Qingqing?

I can't understand, I can't accept it, Meng Zijun, tell me, if it were you, you would have always thought that your family was very happy, that your wife was the only man in your life, but one day someone told you that your My wife had a child before, a child born with someone else, what do you think? Can you not care about all this?

Mr. Le, if I were you, I really wouldn't care at all. Unfortunately, I'm not you. My life is not as rich as yours. It's so good. People often don't know how to cherish what they have, but they don't care about those insignificant things. To be obsessed with little details is to be self-confident, to make yourself uncomfortable. Most of people's pain is to find troubles for themselves.

You say I'm rich? I'm in a cocoon and looking for trouble? Meng Zijun, do you know what you're talking about? Are you mocking me?

What qualifications do I have to ridicule you? I said that you are rich because of your health, which cannot be bought with any money. If it weren't for the car accident more than ten years ago, I would never give up Xiaofei easily. No matter what kind of difficulties I encounter, I will hold her tightly and prevent her from slipping away from me. You teacher Le will never have a chance to get Xiaofei, but that car accident made me no longer a healthy person. Man, I can't give a man the happiness a woman should have, so I reluctantly left her. So, in this respect, aren't you richer than me? You have a healthy body and a good woman like Xiaofei , what else are you dissatisfied with? Xiaofei and I happened before you. She gave birth to Qingqing before you. I don’t feel well in my heart, what are you asking for troubles?” (To be continued.):