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  Night, deathly silence.

  The dark night makes people feel a little frightened, the gentle moonlight can no longer touch its earth, and what is far away is like how much love the world can’t love.

  Zhang Fengxia is gone, the five-flavored bottle in her heart was completely overturned, ashamed, shameless, and humiliated, all of a sudden, she felt wronged.

  Driving the car with one hand and wiping tears with the other, she wanted to help Jiang Xiaoyan. She really wanted to pull this struggling woman to relax her heart, and don't let yourself breathe.

  She sympathized, grew up in a rural environment, experienced domestic violence, followed the rise of Lufeng, and was unable to conceive a child. In fact, Zhang Fengxia wanted to tell Jiang Xiaoyan a long time ago.

  Don’t live like a vine.

   Always rely on others to move forward, always attached to Lu Feng, once he left, he didn't know how to live, but she didn't say anything.

She is Lu Feng’s accessory. Everything is based on Lu Feng. She needs to guard the family for him. She needs to have a child. She has to be a boy to inherit the family business. That seems to be her mission, like a entanglement. The vines on a big tree hugged tightly.

  Now she can't even think about Jiang Xiaoyan. She doesn't even know what she should do tomorrow. She parked the car on the side of the road and felt the pain from her body. She lay on the steering wheel and started crying.

Zhang Fengxia is not a vine. She can admire a person, but she will never be a subsidiary of a person. She can like it, but she is never humble. Now she feels that she is extremely humble. If Zhang Fengxia had seen herself at this time for several years, she would definitely Will come up and slap myself without hesitation.

  There are still people in this world who can’t let go?

   Nonsense!

  Regardless of man or woman, in Zhang Fengxia's mind, people should live independently and independently, rather than constantly accommodating and compromising for someone.

   "These years, enough, enough, really enough!" Zhang Fengxia raised her head and wiped her tears and muttered to herself.

  Jiang Xiaoyan returned to the house in despair, sat on the edge of the bed and said nothing. Lu Feng lay on the bed and said, "Untie my hands and feet."

Unlocking her hands and feet, Jiang Xiaoyan lowered her head and said: "My idea, the child... the child is gone, I can't be pregnant anymore. As a woman, I am useless. I'm sorry you old Lu family, I think about you. It’s a good fit with Fengxia, so I want to lie to her, let her be pregnant first, and then I will die. I didn’t expect it to be like this, you hit me!"

  Lu Feng listened to what she said while sobbing, her chest was so blocked, he couldn't imagine how self-blaming Jiang Xiaoyan was to think of such a ridiculous thing.

   "You beat me!"

  Lu Feng reached out and grabbed her wrist, Jiang Xiaoyan lowered her head, ready to meet everything.

"Why are you torturing yourself so much?" Lu Feng grabbed her wrist and asked, "The problem is not with me. I never told you that you must have a baby. The problem lies in your heart. You can't stand other people's criticism. And the eyes of life around him."

"I'm incompetent! Don't say anything. You didn't ask me to give birth. You are pitying me, as if you are pitying a patient." Jiang Xiaoyan raised her head and stared at Lu Feng and said: "You beat me and kicked me out of the house. Right."

   "Why? I didn't...I really didn't." Lu Feng wanted to explain, and suddenly realized that all of his words were so pale. In her world, everything was what she thought, she felt.

   "You hit me!!!"

  "Are you a man!!"

Jiang Xiaoyan raised her voice suddenly and yelled at Lu Feng; "Your wife can't give birth to a child, she's an old hen who can't lay eggs. You still talk like this... so kindly, this is you, early in the village. Just slap your face and kick out the door, you're going to hit it!!"

  Lu Feng looked at her hysterically and asked, "You want to find an excuse to go, don't you?"

   Jiang Xiaoyan looked like a deflated ball, stood there for a while, turned around and out of the room, she shut herself in another room and stopped coming out.

  Lu Feng got dressed and knocked on the door several times, but she didn't answer.

  It was late at night. The house was brightly lit. Lu Feng was sitting in the living room smoking a cigarette. There was already a faint sound of thunder outside. Tonight is destined to be a sleepless night.

  Jiang Xiaoyan originally wanted to give Lu Feng a good future. She knew that Zhang Fengxia liked him, and both of them were good match in life and ability.

  And what about yourself?

  It’s nothing. It doesn’t matter if Lu Feng is talking about whether she has children or not. She has seen some couples without children in the village, and they just broke up as they walked.

  She thought she had arranged everything, but she didn't expect it to be the ending.

Being locked in a house alone is a **** to Jiang Xiaoyan. She wants to find someone to talk to, even cry, but the only person who can talk to her is Zhang Fengxia, but at this time she has lost that one. friend.

   Picking up the phone in the house, Jiang Xiaoyan still called the house.

   "Who? It's midnight!" Song Xuemei asked on the phone.

   "Mom, it's me!" Jiang Xiaoyan choked out.

"what's happenin?"

  Jiang Xiaoyan said the matter again. Song Xuemei is different from Jiang Xiaoyan. She has always had an idea. Hearing this situation, she immediately said: "Get a divorce!"

   "I...I can't bear to... woo woo woo." Jiang Xiaoyan cried.

"What is reluctant to bear, you live such a big life, the biggest failure is what kind of **** feelings, that stuff is worth a few dollars, I tell you, he can't wait for a while now, and wait until he treats you like that, I I'm telling you, you can't get a penny, and now you need money quickly, you know?" Song Xuemei scolded.

   "I don't want money, Mom, I'm so tired!"

"Don’t cry, how can you live without money? I’m all for your own good. I said as if you got the money and I snatched it from your hand. You just listen to me. In this way, you come back first. The total amount of the family!" Song Xuemei ordered.

   "What's the matter?" Jiang Ergou could be heard asking on the phone.

   "Xiaoyan had a miscarriage. You can't keep even a child if you talk about it. It's okay, you can buy and sell with a hammer, and get more money, I'm afraid that the Lu family will be upset then." Song Xuemei turned her head and said.

   "Noisy? He gave him a discount on his legs and asked Xiaoyan to come back. This child has always suffered." Jiang Ergou ordered.

  Jiang Xiaoyan listened to the muttering on the phone, but her mood did not improve. Perhaps in this home, only Jiang Ergou is the only one who can put the two girls in the same bowl.

  Of course, provided that her two brothers are not counted.

   "You go home first!" Song Xuemei gave her an order.

   "I'm going back, go to school more..."

   "What do you care about so much? You should take care of yourself first, it's not your child, all right, let your dad pick you up at the airport tomorrow." Song Xuemei's words were not negotiable, and she hung up immediately.

  Zhang Fengxia is right, she is just a vine, and needs a big tree all the time to be her backbone.

   Until the morning, Lu Feng didn't fall asleep, and he could deal with the changes in the business world, but facing her, with her closed and complicated heart, he couldn't do anything.

  In the morning, Duoduo was sent to school. Lu Feng bought breakfast and came back. As soon as he got home, he saw that she had packed a bag, her eyes were red, and she seemed to be leaving.

   "Where are you going?" Lu Feng asked.

"I........"

"Let’s separate. You can find a better one. If you want, you can find someone a hundred times stronger than me. I don’t deserve you. You don’t need to understand my heart. If you say those things, I understand all the principles. , If... if you feel that you beat me for the past two years and made you feel guilty, then the wealthy life of the past two years has already equalized the previous ones, and we both owe nothing to each other."

   Jiang Xiaoyan said, her eyes reddened again.

"I am not worthy of you, I stay by your side, I am scared, I am afraid, I always think about who I am, how I face those people, this is torture for me, they are The arguments behind it make me suffer. A look at your parents during the New Year can kill me!!!"

   "Then I won't go back to the New Year." Lu Feng looked at her and said.

"Don't be like this. The better you are, the more uncomfortable I will be. How can I be." Jiang Xiaoyan carried the package on her body and said: "I want to go home. By the way, we didn't get a marriage certificate back then, so we don't need it. Divorce, go to different places, follow you more, you have money, and she has a good future."

   "You thought about it all night, so you thought about this?"

"Fengxia is a very nice person, very suitable for you. I am afraid that I am the stupidest woman in the world. I want to introduce someone to my man, but I hope you are good, I look forward to you, I think as long as you have a good life , I'm dead, I'm all happy."

"You're no longer anymore, how the **** am I happy? Your mind, oh shit, you really... are you really going to **** me off? Ah!!! Jiang Xiaoyan, are you going to **** me off, right? I died here on the spot, you are not making trouble, you are satisfied, I have told you so much, don’t you understand?"

"what!!"

   "Do you have to act according to what you think in your mind, I have told you, I don't care, you are at ease, you just don't listen, that's what you think!"

  Lu Feng burst into a foul language, and smashed the breakfast in his hand on the ground~www.readwn.com~ hit me! "Jiang Xiaoyan said.

  Many people in the alley walked out of the gate to see what was going on. Seeing that Lu Feng and his wife were arguing, Uncle Hong stepped out and said in the tone of an elder: "What is the quarrel, early in the morning!"

   "It doesn't matter to you, get out!!" Lu Feng shouted.

Uncle Hong turned around and walked back, muttering: "Don't care about young people."

  Jiang Xiaoyan did not speak, but just stood there. She had already made a decision in her heart.

Lu Feng took a deep breath. Maybe she should give her some time and space. He said, "If you want to go back to your natal house, please go back. Stay for a while, find someone to talk to, don't give yourself too much worldly pressure. I am not a worldly person. I will take you to the airport."

   "I'll take a taxi and go by myself!"

   Jiang Xiaoyan spoke, stepped out of the gate, and walked out to the entrance of the alley. There were already many people in the alley muttering.

   "What's the matter, early in the morning."

   "What's the noise, what's wrong with Lu Feng's house?"

   "Jiang Xiaoyan's child is gone, and she was sent away. You see how miserable it is!"