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"No one asked you to let go, but put your personal rights in this family. If they make a mistake, you can kick her away. What did you do wrong?" Su Yourong said solemnly: " It is for this reason that you make mistakes unscrupulously, think about it for yourself, and talk about it after thinking clearly."

When the phone was hung up, Jiang Xiaoyan sighed helplessly. This was like a family negotiation. To get more bargaining chips from Lu Feng, such a confrontation was really exhausting.

Zhang Fengxia sat there dumbfounded. These days, she seems to have overestimated her weight in Lu Feng's heart. She has always firmly believed that she can give everything for her children and Lu Feng. Should feel it.

But during this period of time, she felt that she had never been so lost, a kind of loss that gave a lot, but the other party didn't care at all.

At nine o'clock in the evening, the phone at home rang, and Lu Feng answered the phone and asked, "Who is it?"

"Dad, it's me, Duoduo!" Duoduo's voice rang from the other end of the phone.

"A lot, you prepare for the exam well. Dad and your mother don't have much to do. They are just noisy. It won't take long. Didn't you promise you to be an assistant to the idol? Dad has already contacted you about this matter. Alright." Lu Feng encouraged.

Duoduo hummed and said after a while, "Then can you come and see me when I take the exam?"

"What date is your exam?"

"June 15th!"

"Okay, Dad will definitely be there. When the time comes, tell Dad to the examination room, whoever fails is a puppy." Lu Feng said seriously.

"Then can you stop arguing?" Duoduo whispered, "I don't want you to quarrel, and I don't want to be rich anymore. It's not good to be rich."

"Why is it bad to have money?" Lu Feng asked.

"Several of my classmates have rich families, and their families also quarrel, even fight. Some of them have fathers who are having affairs, and some have mothers who have affairs. I recently met some students from other schools. Their families are poor, but their parents I stay at home every day, and I seldom quarrel." Duoduo said in a depressed mood: "That classmate told me that her mother told her that rich people are wicked, that's why they seek affairs outside."

"Son, you can't be fooled by their sophistry. No one is equal to morality!" Lu Feng sighed and said, "Don't worry, Dad will take care of things. You can study at ease. Is the tutor here these days? gone?"

Lu Feng diverted the topic to other places. Children cannot understand the world of adults. Some problems are very simple for her, but there are many concerns for adults.

During this period of time, Lu Feng couldn't sleep. He was always upside down day and night, and some problems were stuck in his mind. He understood business very well, but he was very confused about life.

Li Chen's "Outside the Window, Lu Feng Smoked a Cigarette Silently" was playing on the TV. The sound of the TV was loud, and the singing completely surrounded him.

"Goodbye beloved dream girl...."

"I'm going to a distant place to find the future..."

"If I return to my hometown one day...."

"Then go out of your window and tell your feelings..."

It's easy to give up on someone. When you don't love, the other person's giving up is a kind of relief for you, but when you really realize that this person is about to return to the vast sea of ​​people, you may never see him again in this life. It is a heart-piercing torture for a person.

Just like the lines in that movie, your world doesn't have me, it doesn't matter.

But when everything dissipated, the originally full soul was emptied in an instant, as if losing all motivation, standing in place, looking around in confusion, life seemed to have no meaning at that moment.

Lu Feng likes money. He knows what kind of change wealth can bring to a person. He was also poor in his previous life, so he, like Su Yourong, firmly believes that money can change everything.

Human beings have a common shortcoming, that is, path dependence. When you believe in money and turn yourself into capital, you will laugh at the fragility and unbearability of your feelings. Everything around you is strengthening your point of view. Money can buy everything, including Love and affection.

And people who believe in feelings tend to believe that people can conquer nature, they live a more practical, fulfilling, and happier life, and they believe that every smile around them is true.

Lu Feng used to sneer at a sentence, that is, the world is what you are. He believed in the objectivity of the world and did not change it subjectively.

But now he feels the world of believing in emotions, whether it was Jiang Xiaoyan at the beginning or Duoduo brought him.

The most difficult thing in life is to choose. Lu Feng is faced with the most difficult choice in two lives. His nature tells him to choose money, but the warmth of his family these years makes him unable to let go.

Lu Feng understands that when he chooses money, he will return to the life of his previous life, going in and out are always glamorous, and there will never be a shortage of women around him, but his heart is as dry as a desert.

It was a torment, Lu Feng handed over his work to Wei Yandan, and locked himself at home alone.

A week later, Duoduo called again, telling Lu Feng about his examination room, and asked Lu Feng to arrive earlier, as there should be a lot of people at the school gate that day.

Lu Feng agreed, as if he had found his breakthrough, he ran out excitedly to buy himself a new suit and had his hair cut again.

After changing his clothes, he stood in front of the mirror and looked at it. Lu Feng suddenly realized that he was looking forward to this day, even more than the day when Jiatong mobile phone was launched.

Looking at himself in the mirror, compared to ten years ago, the childishness on his face has long since faded, and he is not as thin as before, and his whole person has become much more dignified.

Lu Feng seemed to be touched by something. He found a month card at home, found a nail and nailed it next to the mirror, looked at himself in the mirror, and glanced at the month card next to him. Today is June 8, 1999. Number.

"How did it become what it is today?" Lu Feng stared at himself and asked, "If you had known what it was like today, would you have stayed?"

There is no answer to this question, and there never will be.

On June 15th, Lu Feng woke up at 6 o'clock in the morning, took a shower, put on new clothes, had a simple breakfast, and rushed to school.

After seven o'clock, a lot of people gathered at the school gate. Some people told the children to bring good things and count them again and again, and some parents told the children to relax and take the exam.

This time it was a unified examination, and there were people from all schools. Lu Feng saw some people driving a farm truck, some people driving a truck, and even a donkey cart. These families have different backgrounds, but at this moment they are standing on the same starting line superior.

Lu Feng looked around, but didn't see Duoduo.

"Dad! I'm here!"

Lu Feng looked around, but still didn't see anyone, and before continuing to search, a person threw himself into his arms.

"Where are you looking? We just arrived." Duoduo called with his arms around Lu Feng's neck.

"Ouch, hello!" Lu Feng hugged her up, feeling indescribably excited at this moment, the sound of daddy in the crowd, Lu Feng even felt that it didn't matter if he died.

"Put me down, there are many people." Duoduo shouted.

Lu Feng looked around, it was obvious that the current parents were all restrained, and there were relatively few unrestrained ones like Lu Feng, and most of them were not good at speaking.

"My mother, Aunt Zhang and Aunt Su have all come to see me off." Duoduo said and looked at the three people on the side.

Lu Feng looked aside, the three of them were also very well dressed today, Zhang Fengxia stared at Lu Feng with a bit of resentment in her eyes.

"Have you had breakfast?" Lu Feng asked.

"I've eaten at home." Jiang Xiaoyan asked, "Have you eaten yet?"

"Take a bite out of it." Lu Feng looked at Duoduo and asked, "Have you brought everything together? Check it again, go in later and meet a topic you don't know, put it aside first, do what you know, and write the name .”

"Know it!"

It's almost eight o'clock, and the candidates began to enter the school one after another. Many parents are looking forward to seeing their children entering the school. For many families, this exam is a hope for recovery. As long as their children pass the exam Key high schools, that is, undergraduate college students who are sure.

College students in this era can really turn a family over.

After a lot of encouragement and confirmation that the admission ticket, draft paper, and pens were all brought, Duoduo waved his hand and walked towards the inside. Lu Feng looked at her back, his heart was touched, and his eyes were red with tears.

"Why are you crying?" Su Yourong asked. UU reading www.uukanshu.com

"The child has grown up!" Lu Feng said, wiping away his tears.

Jiang Xiaoyan's eyes were also red in the side. If she is not a parent, she will never understand how touched the moment her child grows up.

Students entered the examination room one after another, and there were only a large group of parents left at the school gate. As the sun rose, the heat began to spread, and various vendors at the school gate were selling various products.

"Just wait, there are two exams in the morning and one in the afternoon!" Su Yourong said, "Go and sit in the car."

Lu Feng followed them into the car, and there were some things to face all the time. Sitting in the car, Lu Feng saw a small lunch box and asked, "Did the child eat this morning?"

"Feng Xia brought it for you. I'm afraid that no one will cook and you will be hungry!" Su Yourong closed the car door and said, "It's good if someone loves you, and someone misses you."

Lu Feng sat in the co-pilot seat, turned his head and glanced at Zhang Fengxia, she lowered her head and did not speak.

There was silence in the car, and a couple sat on a donkey cart not far away, their tanned skin was dark, and they were fanning with a broken fan in their hands.

"I also rode in a donkey cart when I was a child. I like to sit at the back of the cart, because my feet can hang down on the ground." Jiang Xiaoyan looked at the donkey driveway: "At that time, the happiest thing was done, cutting a cart of grass for the donkey to eat at night. , how happy I am to sit in the back of the car!"

"Our family doesn't have a donkey cart, our place is full of mountains, and we have to carry it back when we cut pig grass." Su Yourong sighed and said, "Those two pigs are really edible, no matter how I cut them, there's not enough for them. For food, after working hard for two years, it only costs about a hundred catties."

The car fell into silence again, and after a while Su Yourong said, "You must be tired after making such a fuss for so long. I've been thinking about how long the fuss will last, don't you just think I want to enter this house? I don't need to enter this house, but you can't treat them like this!"