Back room: I deliver courier to the entity

There are a few names in this that I can't quite match the number, is there a great reader with great powers, can the number be right.

Like Kusim, like Olivia.

If you don't read the popular science chapter, I will replace it later.

The background of the popular science chapter may or may not appear in my follow-up story.

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So Gooden... My dear friend, you are strange to me in some ways, but I have always admired your beauty and creativity.

In the end, you are as afraid as I am, afraid of losing everything that exists for a person.

I know this fear all too well.

I don't know where you are now.

You never came back, just like Augustus and Claudius, and my heart aches every time it remembers that you all left in some way.

Even if my heart knows, my mind pretends to be ignorant and believes that everything is as good as it was billions of years ago.

Otherwise I might break down, and my body might crumble with this overwhelming sadness, because I'd have to come to terms with the fact that most of you are dead, or... Change.

Gatekeeper – I still feel your aura, but now it's so different.

You have changed too. You don't remember anymore, the pain caused to me is like a knife in the chest.

All our memories turn into fleeting dust.

Perhaps this is a punishment, retribution for all our ignorance and sin.

When will you come back to me?

I miss you and I miss all of you.

Eliad (Grey King)... We were never friends.

Your purpose keeps us from getting close, but I always try to be there for you when no one is around you.

You have committed horrific acts because you are in despair, and this painful purpose controls your life and torments you.

Then you came back after so long, and now you wander aimlessly in this broken kingdom.

Now that there is nothing left, what will you do?

But I don't want you to continue to suffer.

I can't help you find the end of your endless self-torture, but I know that a hope may be able to fulfill it.

It's just a matter of time... Perhaps fate will soon arrange for the two of you to meet.

When that day comes, I hope you will find happiness and cleanse your heart of sins with the help of others.

And you, Mrs. Blanche - you have achieved what I lost.

You are able to get close to mortals – even if you need to hide your nature in the process.

I can do that too, but I don't want to pretend I'm not God.

I want to be as close to mortals as a god....

However, this may never be possible again.

At least, you're still here, my dear friend.

Even if we can't see each other often, your kind words are one of the few precious things I've left behind.

As for me... Mortals are one of the things I cherish the most because I see the beauty in the love they feel, the kind of emotion that is so special to them that it is incomprehensible.

Born from love, life is born. Love creates warmth, kindness and acceptance.

I want to be able to protect this emotion at all times, to observe the way humans perceive it all the time.

But now my existence is not needed, deep in my heart, even afraid of being hated because of my divinity.

I don't have any role to guard and observe this beautiful phenomenon.

It scared me and couldn't go back to what I thought was familiar, and after years around them, watching many grow and some die as if they were my closest friends.

Time has passed, and I have somewhat accepted the current situation.

In the end, only a few of us are left here, and I have come to terms with the fact that I have to go on even though there are many uncertainties.

In order to find inner peace, and even happiness, I must first find the strength to accept my destiny again.

I will do everything in my power to prevent others from suffering like I did.

Perhaps, Olivia... That's probably why, on that fateful day, I made you a part of me.

Reawakening the power of love within you, I see myself.

You've lost so much and fought so much. You drag the broken heart back into place despite the grief you experienced.

I can't let everything you believe fall apart.

It's not where I decide what you have to do now.

To blaze a new trail, you may have to face many difficulties.

You shouldn't end up in this miserable way.

I'm sorry I can't do anything anymore, but I'll help you in any way I can; It's a promise.

There is a future where you and I will meet and I will wait patiently for something like this to happen.

Meanwhile... I will also look for a new goal, no matter how difficult it may seem.

I believe in my own future and that of others, and even without the one thing we've always had, maybe we could still live.

I also make this promise to you, Kushim—and all those who have passed away.

Until the end, I will hope, as if I are still the same young god who loved to make wishes, look up at the stars, and miss the future.

Tonight, the stars seem to be lit up again... Isn't it, Kuhim?



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This Philia, with the Chinese version of Lilith, I don't know if it corresponds or not, is somewhat similar.

Beta — Lilith, the goddess of life and death.

She had dark eyes and hair, and the fire of purgatory shaped her clothes.

She is both life and death, light and darkness. Her holy fire warms life and devours flesh and blood.

She is an abyss of darkness, able to accept all tears and pain, able to accommodate all smiles and joys; At the end of the day, everyone will be accepted by her gentle embrace.

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One of the previous chapters was the Grey King, and that was the name I changed, right.

The others are not on the right page yet.

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To be honest, I don't even know what water is next, and some of the recent water stuff is the backstory that I am going to add to the chapter.

These are all in English, and I got them in and reformatted them for easy reading.

But the basic wikidot version, I will use it, and that's it.

Fandom version, I've posted a lot of it before.

Everything I will involve is basically popularized science.

Next, move on to new content.

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I'm sure I'm going to replace all these popular science chapters with normal chapters.

Some supporting characters play soy sauce for too long, it's time to show up.

Originally, I was going to write it as an outsider, but after thinking about it, I still took out some of the important plots and put them into the main line.

I had to start filling in the pits, and many of them hadn't been filled yet.

It's all lying in my Excel.

Every pit has to be filled.