Am I a person of interest as a newbie in the second dimension?

"Even if there are people who learn to paint because they are interested in painting, how many people can ignore those boring, complicated and repetitive painting skills exercises because of their interest?"

"To give you an example, it's like saying, Shiyu, that you like writing, but if there is someone who keeps urging you while you are writing, for example, a certain Machida-san..."

"Hiss~!" I have to say that the chestnuts raised by Toma Sougo were indeed very empathetic. Before he could finish his words, Kasumigaoka Shiyu shuddered subconsciously——

One look at it and you can tell that she was definitely urged to write by Machida Enko.

"Tsk..." In this regard, Sougo Doma saw through it but did not expose it. He just chuckled and said: "Shiyu, even if you like writing, you will do it when you are chased by Machida-san. Do you have the idea of ​​​​being messed up or even tired of writing? Even under the urging of the other party, Shiyu, you gritted your teeth and wrote the manuscript——

I think that what you write will never satisfy you, right? "

Kasumigaoka Shiyu: (1. 1;;)

Indeed, indeed...

In fact, the reason why the results of the second volume of "The Rhythm of Love" were so poor were that, firstly, it was her first contact with light or even long-form writing, so in many aspects, she did not think thoroughly, and secondly, Because as the deadline approached, that old woman Machida Enko suddenly became like a ghost——

As long as she slacked off a little bit, the other party would seem to feel something in his heart and urge her desperately, so she could only bite the bullet and code out the original manuscript. But with such a work, let alone the readers, even she herself was not satisfied. satisfy……

It can be said that the second volume of "Metronome of Love" was obviously far inferior to the first volume, but it was far more painful for her to write than the first volume. It even made her wonder if she had exhausted her talent? In other words, she is not actually as talented as she thought?

It is precisely because of this that she seemed so sensitive and irritable at that time...

In fact, it was just a layer of protective color she had laid out for herself. It was just a protective color she used to cover up her uneasiness, guilt, and even self-doubt.

If you peel off that protective layer, you will find that she, who seems to be extremely strong, is actually fragile and sensitive. After all, it was probably her first attempt and she failed...

You know, before starting to write "Metronome of Love", Kasumigaoka Shiu, as a student, was doing her job——

In terms of studies, he has always controlled the No. 1 throne. Coupled with his good looks and a figure that makes countless girls feel envious and jealous, it can be said:

Apart from the fact that there are too many girls who are jealous of her, leaving her with few friends, her life has tended to be perfect. Failure is too far away for her!

In fact, even after she submitted the first volume of "Metronome of Love" on a whim, her life was still on the road to perfection. After all, she won a grand prize for her first submission, and then it was successfully published— —

If her achievements were revealed, I don't know how many people who are aspiring to become a Qing family would be envious, but they have been silently writing for several years.

However, as the saying goes, the higher you stand, the more painful you fall...

Probably she had never experienced failure before, so when failure was about to happen to her, she panicked. Not to mention that because she had no friends, she had no one to talk to and could only bear it silently. In fact, not only did she have to suffer the pain of failure silently, but she also had to desperately hide her identity as Kasumi Shiko.

Just because Kasumigaoka Shiyu knows better than anyone else, if others know that she is "Kasumigaoka Shiyu" and that the "light" she wrote was cut in half, then what she will receive will not be much comfort, but a long-term Ridicule and teasing...

For example:

"Wow, Kasumigaoka, you are so awesome, you have already published it..."

"Wow, Kasumigaoka is truly a scholar of our Toyosaki..."

What, isn’t this a compliment every word? Naive, if her book sells over a million copies, then those people who want to laugh at or tease her won’t even mention it. The reason why they would mention it is

Just to arouse people’s curiosity:

"Eh? Kasumigaoka is actually writing it? And it's been published? What's the title of the book?"

In this way, those who want to laugh at or tease her will immediately cheer up: "Yes, yes, Kasumigaoka is our scholar from Toyozaki. Is it strange to publish a book? As for the title of the book, it seems to be called "Love..." "What?"

Some people may ask: "Hey, why don't you even know the title of the book?"

And this is exactly what those people wanted: "Sorry, sorry, because when we knew about this, Kasumigaoka's books were no longer available..."

The question is, what kind of books can’t be bought? Is it a book that is sold out? Wrong, capital won’t worry about books being out of stock. As long as someone buys them, it doesn’t matter how many you want.

Capital can help you print out any of her books in minutes. Therefore, only those books that no one cares about will be unavailable.

And because although the Qing family can be considered a member of literary workers, they are at the bottom of the food chain in the literary circle after all. What's more, Qing also has a famous saying - buy illustrations, give toilet paper; from this, selling If you don’t go out, you’re probably not as good as toilet paper…

Don’t you Kasumigaoka Shiyu think your grades are good? Aren't you aloof? But look at the works you've written, I'm afraid they can't even compare to toilet paper, right?

Under such circumstances, could Kasumigaoka Shiyu not hide the fact that she was "Kasumigaoka Shiyu"?

Therefore, when someone approaches her, she is terrified, because she is afraid that the fact that she is "Xia Shizi" will be discovered, because that has become a stain on her, or a handle. If not, she can live better than most people in the future even if she does not rely on writing. After all, in terms of grades, she is No. 1, and is a seedling of a prestigious school...

It can be said that 95% of people can only be the lowest-level office workers after graduating from school, and then slowly climb up. After a few decades, they may be able to climb to the middle level of office workers. As long as she is willing to work, she can at least become a middle-level office worker as soon as she graduates from a prestigious school--

Even if writing is not discussed, what is the end point for others is actually just a position for Xia Shizi.

In fact, if she hadn't written light works on impulse, then her life would have been absolutely perfect. Maybe she couldn't compare with those famous families, but it was far beyond the imagination of ordinary people. However, because she wrote light works and failed, it left a stain on her life...

Because no matter what achievements she would make in the future, as long as people knew that she was "Xia Shizi", as long as people knew that her works were cut short before they could even finish the book, then people would have something to mock her:

"So what if she is so good? Isn't it impossible to find what she wrote?"

", you have the ability..."

...

Don't think this is alarmist, exaggerating, and making a fuss. In fact, it's just like a person who has done good deeds all his life suddenly did something bad. Even if the bad thing is small, people will magnify it infinitely, and then point at the good person and say:

"See, I knew he was pretending, right?"

"He is so hypocritical and hypocritical..."

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