Li Xinzhi had a long-lost, distant dream. It was like a revolving lantern looking back at his past time, from childhood to youth, and then to old age.
Various memories revolved in his mind. It was just like watching a movie, but the memory was so clear, as if it was an unforgettable experience. In that memory, he was alone most of the time, moving forward in silence.
Looking at the endless Milky Way, kicking the gravel under his feet, he walked forward alone in the darkness. Even if there were companions who could walk side by side with him, they slowly left him, leaving Li Xinzhi alone in this world.
"The meaning of life is to try your best to live until the last moment of life!"
Suddenly, Li Xinzhi remembered what Qian Jin Zhenshu said when he first met. That crazy and reckless optimistic girl could always say words that moved people's hearts. She did live her life to the best of her ability as she said. However, the experience of the two was indeed very dangerous. It can be said that without the protection of the goddess of luck, Li Xinzhi and Qian Jin Zhenshu might be caught up by the god of death in the next second.
By the way, when he said this, the two were digging soil to bury the bodies in the mass grave of Bosli. He was digging the soil with an engineering shovel, and Zhenshu was dragging the bodies of the dead soldiers. The two were shining under the stars. Under the night sky, he spoke insanely and nonsense.
But even so thrilling, Chijin Shinzuka lived safely until the end of her life. She was quite happy at the end of her life, accompanied by herself and her lover, Takina Leakes. It was a normal day, and the weather was very good. Chijin Shinzuka held the hands of Li Xinzhi and her lover, and told them about her funeral in a nagging way.
She smiled happily, completely ignoring the atmosphere, and did not notice that she and Takina were already in tears. Then, when the nightingales sang in the evening, Chijin Shinzuka slowly closed her eyes, ending her life at the age of 28.
""Thank you, brother, for accompanying me through such an interesting life."
These were Qian Jin Zhenshu's last words to Li Xinzhi, spoken with reluctance. Li Xinzhi could feel that this silly sister was actually afraid of death like ordinary people, but she pretended to be indifferent so that her close ones would not worry about her.
After that, Li Xinzhi gradually walked towards the path of moving forward regardless of everything. After losing companionship and love, the whole meaning of his life was only great cause and realizing his own value.
The suppressed darkness was completely liberated, and all the beauty was far away from him. All humiliation and desire were used as fuel for moving forward, and even the destruction of the Lin family was not just to satisfy his own desires..
Every time Li Xinzhi thought of this, he felt regretful. He had done something wrong, and he had deservedly been punished. But when he recalled this memory, he felt a huge regret.
Now that Li Xinzhi was in a coma, he felt this emotion again. He couldn't help but feel scared. Would these encounters be just a dream during this reload?
As he regained consciousness, Li Xinzhi slowly opened his eyes, and saw an unfamiliar ceiling and a rotating exhaust fan. His body was very sore, and his right hand had almost lost consciousness. He only felt a slight pain, and his fingers could still move, proving that he had not lost his dominant hand.
"Phew...I'm alive again.……""
Li Xinzhi talked to himself, with a complex feeling of surviving again. This injury was nothing. In his previous life, after failing to assassinate General Shelly with Zhenshu, he fought a life-and-death battle with Instructor Snake, who was his ally. After both sides gave each other indelible injuries, they withdrew from the battlefield.
Li Xinzhi and Zhenshu were both seriously injured, almost fatally, and the phantom pain that tortured them for the rest of their lives was left by that battle. He had a major operation and was in a coma for two months before waking up.
By the way, that operation was done by Shen Zhonghe, not him. He would have buried himself somewhere casually, like a wild dog. This time, he saved his life. It was really a fucking fate!
However, this kind of injury is also commonplace. Li Xinzhi felt that his brain circuit was still in the way of his previous life, exchanging danger for efficiency. He always acted unconsciously, as if it was engraved in his bones, but it was also in this way that he could protect important things.
Li Xinzhi exhaled, and when he struggled to get up, he found that his hands were being held tightly, but it was not the kind of cold bondage, but a grip full of warmth and worry.
"Qingjue! Zhiyao! Senior Nuoya?!"
When he came back to his senses, he found that somehow, Ji Qingjue, Song Zhiyao, and Nangong Nuoya were all in this ward, holding him like they were keeping watch, as if they were worried that something might happen to Li Xinzhi. But because they were tired, they had fallen asleep. Seeing this, Li Xinzhi couldn't help but scream!
"Believe it! You woke up!"
"Wow wow wow! Xinzhi, you finally woke up!"
"There's a big mess coming! You're so naughty!"
The three of them heard Li Xinzhi's strange cry and woke up very quickly. They all shouted out, their expressions were full of worry and even tears, and they looked at him angrily but lovingly.
"Hahaha...it's not serious.……"
Perhaps because he felt that the injury was not too serious, Li Xinzhi shyly used his still-active left hand to scratch his face. He had never seen such a formation before. It was better to say that every time he woke up from a serious injury, he would see Shen Zhonghe's ugly face.
"Isn't this serious? You are so stubborn! You come here with such an injury!"But because of his words, the fuse was triggered. Ji Qingjue scolded Li Xinzhi with tears in her eyes. At the same time, she couldn't help feeling scared, afraid that this boy would lose his life because of her and leave her.
""Wow, Xinzhi, please don't waste your life like this!" Song Zhiyao was like a little dog that was afraid of losing its owner. She held on to Li Xinzhi's blanket tightly and cried. She was also afraid that something would happen to this companion who cared about her.
"Xinzhi, you have to reflect on yourself... If anything happens to you because of me, I will feel guilty for the rest of my life.……"Nangong Nuoya was not as excited as Ji Qingjue and Song Zhiyao, but tears welled up in her eyes, and her eyes could not stop worrying.
""Hello, sorry, I was impulsive this time... How many days have I been unconscious?" Li Xinzhi hurriedly apologized to the ladies who were worried about him in the face of this situation. As a gentleman, it was really unqualified to make the ladies cry.
"About a day... It was really dangerous last night, I almost went to the ICU, luckily I took proper measures beforehand……"Nangong Nuoya sighed and delivered the information in time. When Li Xinzhi was sent to the hospital, if the doctor named Shen Zhonghe had not treated his wounds in time, Li Xinzhi would have been in danger.
"Yes, yes, it is really very dangerous!" Song Zhiyao responded seriously while Li Xinzhi wiped his tears with his left hand. After Song Zhiyao learned the news last night, he hurriedly borrowed a bicycle and rode to the hospital without stopping. He stayed with the unconscious Li Xinzhi for a day and a night.
"You must reflect on yourself, Nanjin-sister, Rina-senpai and Setsuna-senpai are also very worried about you.~"~
"Ah! Senior Nuoya?!"
Ji Qingjue put on a teaching posture and lectured Li Xinzhi seriously, and then said meaningful words to Li Xinzhi with a playful smile.
Li Xinzhi looked at Ji Qingjue's expression and immediately understood what happened. He subconsciously looked at Nangong Nuoya, who shrugged to show helplessness, and also had a devilish smile, as if to say that he deserved it!
"Okay, I'm hungry after waiting for so long, Zhiyao! Let's go buy some lunch boxes. We need to fill our stomachs first."
"Okay! Then let's go buy some food. Qingjue, what do you want to eat?"
"Just bring some bread and milk. By the way, Xinzhi can only eat sick food now. Shihui Zhiyao, please ask the doctor to prepare some for him."
"Okay, I understand!"
As if to give Li Xinzhi and Ji Qingjue some private time together, Nangong Nuoya promptly gave the reason to leave, and took Song Zhiyao, who had been waiting until he was hungry, out. After explaining everything, the two of them walked out, leaving only Li Xinzhi and Ji Qingjue in the ward.
Click!
Ji Qingjue listened to the sound of the two people going away, walked forward to close the door, turned around, and looked at Li Xinzhi with a serious face. Li Xinzhi felt unlucky, because the expression of this little hedgehog was now very dissatisfied.
"I know everything. Senior Noah has told me.……"Ji Qingjue took a deep breath and slowly opened his mouth. With a strong force of suppression, he made his words clear, leaving no room for maneuver.
"Is that so?...Sorry, Qingjue……"Seeing Ji Qingjue like this, Li Xinzhi couldn't help but lower his head. He knew that Ji Qingjue hated hiding things the most, so it was normal for him to be angry like this.
"Stupid! Do you know how worried I am! This happened���Why did you insist on coming over here?" But unlike the expected storm, Ji Qingjue did not get angry, but threw herself into Li Xinzhi's arms out of control, sobbing and burying her head deeply in his chest.
"Because I promised you, so I have to come no matter what. Being alone on that stage, Qingjue, you must be very uneasy.……"Li Xinzhi used his still movable left hand to stroke Ji Qingjue's hair, feeling her body temperature, and responded to her tenderly with infinite love.
"But even so, I don't want you to show off, and I am not qualified to accept such sacrifices for me!"
Ji Qingjue looked up at Li Xinzhi like a spoiled child. She already knew the truth and why, as a newcomer, she could get such a grand debut treatment. Naturally, it was the work of the new boss of Fox Company.
"It's normal to do anything for your beloved, and Qingjue, you have also responded to this expectation!"
Li Xinzhi hurriedly coaxed the little hedgehog. After all, he was indeed in the wrong. Ji Qingjue was an upright person, so he naturally wouldn't be fond of such shady operations and differential treatment.
"Humph! You sound so nice, but are you also like this to that girl named Lin Qingxue?"
"Wow! Did Senior Noah even say this?!"
Isn't it said that girls are sometimes unreasonable? Ji Qingjue suddenly changed the topic to his ex-fiancee Lin Qingxue, with an unhappy face, as if to say,"Explain it to me clearly."
At the same time, he was a little dissatisfied with that little devil in his heart. This was too cruel. It almost burst his underwear. But... it was true. Li Xinzhi knew that he would have to explain to Ji Qingjue sooner or later. This unclear situation would make this little hedgehog who was easily hurt uneasy.
"……Qingjue, I have let it go. Although I once loved Qingxue, now I want to look to the future. I have met you, and you are the one I want to hold the hand of the most now."
Li Xinzhi took a deep breath and confessed to Ji Qingjue from the bottom of his heart, telling Ji Qingjue his feelings and thoughts.
"……Xinzhi, I'm sorry, I know you're in pain too, that past was really hard……"After hearing this, Ji Qingjue did not continue the topic, but just snuggled in Li Xinzhi's arms. She was indeed impulsive and should not have casually revealed his past. As an orphan, she naturally knew the pain of being abandoned.
"It's okay. As long as Qingjue is by my side, everything will be over. That, Qingjue, you can be friends with me.……"Li Xinzhi stroked Ji Qingjue's black hair like smooth hair, and when he felt that the atmosphere was about right, he opened his mouth to propose a relationship.……
"no!"
"Ah!"
But before he could even open his mouth, he was rejected by Ji Qingjue. Li Xinzhi couldn't help but feel that this was too fast. Was he now treated the same as Liu Qingshu in Ji Qingjue's heart?!
"Xinzhi, since I am an idol now, I must abide by the rules, so I will not agree to you for the time being, and this is your punishment for deceiving me." Ji Qingjue looked at Li Xinzhi very principledly and explained his reasons to Li Xinzhi firmly.
""Okay, okay." Faced with such a righteous little hedgehog, Li Xinzhi could only nod helplessly. There was nothing he could do. Who made him like this about her?
"However, you have to be prepared. I am a very difficult person. I will not let go of someone I like easily!" Ji Qingjue, who had given the whip and the candy in time, went a step further and announced his thoughts with a serious face.
"Clear, clear!"
"Don’t hide it from me again!"
"OK!"
"Don’t think about Lin Qingxue anymore!"
"Um!"
"Don't make me worry anymore!"
"Do not worry!"
"besides!"
"Um?"
"I like you, too! Xinzhi!"
Then, there was a series of fierce offensive and defensive exchanges. Ji Qingjue was very strong and made demands on Li Xinzhi like a string of cannonballs. Li Xinzhi agreed to this rhythm again and again, feeling that he would be controlled by his wife in the future.
In the end, Ji Qingjue took a deep breath and suddenly confessed to Li Xinzhi. The moment Li Xinzhi heard this answer, he was slightly stunned, followed by Ji Qingjue's kiss. The gentle moonlight shone into the ward at this moment. The two people were kissing against each other. Li Xinzhi kissed Ji Qingjue's lips and felt a new feeling happening to him.
That love and warmth completely permeated his heart that was afraid of loneliness. A love that belonged only to him completely liberated his fearful heart.
The two kissed selflessly, hugged each other, and greedily enjoyed the beauty of this moment. There was no sadness or distress, only the joy of being loved at this moment.
"This is... my first kiss………"They were both satisfied, right? Li Xinzhi and Ji Qingjue reluctantly separated. Ji Qingjue shyly turned his head aside, wondering if he was too passionate just now. It shouldn't be a young, light kiss.
"Well, it's very sweet. I will never forget it until I die.……"Li Xinzhi looked at this lovely girl and became even more moved. He couldn't help talking nonsense and the pain in his body completely disappeared. It turned out that love is the best painkiller!
"Humph! Slippery tongue!" Ji Qingjue pounded Li Xinzhi's chest shyly, but her heart was even more aroused by his words. She felt that because of love, she would become an idiot!
"But it still doesn't feel enough, can we kiss again?"
""Hmph! Kissing devil!"
But it still didn't feel enough, and he wanted to continue to experience this feeling. Li Xinzhi pushed the issue further and asked for more kissing. Ji Qingjue blushed and cursed, then kissed him again.
In this ward, a place full of the smell of death, the two kept kissing, dispelling their respective uneasiness.
They felt each other's love and their respective lives, which were completely connected, and even death could not separate them.
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