Adorable Food Goddess

In the winter of the ninth year of Tianbao, it will be the eighteenth day of the twelfth lunar month in a few days. The snow has already fallen one after another, and the whole world is covered with silver. It is said that the auspicious snow heralds a good year, but in the eyes of some people, it is like heaven and earth. In memory of the empress dowager who has passed away for ten years.

Today is the Empress Dowager's memorial day, and the palace has passed down the decree early. On this day, the Empress will go to Ciyun Nunnery to pray for the Empress Dowager's spirit in heaven.

Zhao Liuli got up early and took a broom to sweep the snow with the nuns in the nunnery. Although she is still a princess, the emperor did not deprive her of the title of princess, and even sent some snacks from the palace during the New Year, so the presiding teacher took extra care of her. Others should take it easy, but today the Queen's coming to pray for blessings is the top priority in the nunnery, and everyone is assigned work.

Zhao Liuli swept the snow mechanically. He thought that he had stayed in Ciyun Nunnery for eight full years, and that he would lighten up the ancient Buddha every day. He had figured everything out, but today, because the queen was coming soon, it reminded him of something. With the dusty past, his mood is not at peace.

She used to look down on the current empress and the princess concubine, because the concubine's natal family was not from a prominent wealthy family, but a young lady from a third-rank official family. In a short time, she became the crown princess. For this reason, the queen mother ignored the former queen for a while. It wasn't until the crown princess gave birth to the emperor's grandson, and she was always cautious and flattered her in front of the queen mother, that the queen mother's complexion gradually improved. People were willing to give her some face, but the queen was still quite critical, but now, people Has become a queen, the mother of the world.

The world is really impermanent, but there were too many people she looked down on back then. At that time, she was the queen mother's heart, and she wanted wind and rain, no matter what she did, who she teased, who she humiliated Even if the emperor wanted to blame her, the queen mother had no choice but to give up under the strong protection of the queen mother.

She was spoiled like this, thinking that whatever she did was right, until the appearance of Ye Jinxuan, the person she hated the most in her life and her greatest enemy.

However, at that time, she also looked down on him from the bottom of her heart, fighting with him again and again, and losing miserably again and again. At that time, she seemed to have fallen into a magic barrier, and she wanted to trample this person under her feet and into the mud with all her heart. Never turn over. The ridiculous thing is that she was the one who fell into hell in the end, and she was the one who couldn't turn over again.

During the first year of praying for the Empress Dowager in the palace, she thought every day and every night that if she had been able to see it a little earlier, maybe everything would have been different.

It's a pity, I can't see it! The first time in my life I was deflated at the hands of Ye Jinxuan, and then I was jealous, jealous that such a mediocre woman and lowly cook actually won Xia cChunyu's heart; Apart from her, Ye Jinxuan, there is no other woman in this world; I hate every time I hear others praise how capable Ye Jinxuan is, and I hate that everyone around me turns to Ye Jinxuan; I hate every time she complains to Chunfeng. To say good things about Ye Jinxuan...

Yes, jealousy. I hate Ye Jinxuan because of jealousy. She is jealous of Ye Jinxuan. She is inferior to her in everything, but she lives a wonderful life. There are in-laws who value her, husbands who love her, and friends who like her. The heavenly dwelling that shakes Jinling...

After much difficulty, she finally had a chance to be proud, better than Ye Jinxuan. Her child, unfortunately, is gone.

So, she began to calculate, but after calculating again and again, in the end, the retribution fell on her own head.

It was the first time she was scolded by the Queen Mother because of Ye Jinxuan.

It was the first time that her in-laws looked coldly at her because of Ye Jinxuan.

The separation from Chunfeng was because of Ye Jinxuan.

Lost Xiaoya because of Ye Jinxuan.

Forced to move out of Hou Mansion because of Ye Jinxuan.

His reputation was ruined because of Ye Jinxuan.

...

But thinking about it now, it's not so much because of Ye Jinxuan, but because of her own fault.

Xia cChunyu scolded her long ago, in Lan Tingxuan restaurant that day, Xia cChunyu said: When you bully others, you feel happy in your heart, have you ever thought about how others feel? Don't you think it's okay to bully others? You can't bear the slightest grievance...

At that time, she only felt angry. Of course she bullied others, because she didn't like those people.

Later, after framing Ye Jinxuan and Lu Xiaotian, Xia cChunyu scolded her for committing a crime of her own accord.

Chunfeng looked at her with colder eyes day by day, and she was still complaining that Chunfeng didn't help her, didn't look towards her, and even doubted Chunfeng and Ye Jinxuan's thoughts.

It is only now that I understand that it is not because Chunfeng likes Ye Jinxuan that he is disappointed with her. Ye Jinxuan is his sister-in-law and his family. Feng is a person who takes family affection very seriously.

It's a pity that she understood these truths too late, and she was proud for too long, and she didn't know how to lower her noble head.

Chunfeng...

As she silently recited the name in her heart, her heart felt like it was being pricked by a needle, and it hurt faintly.

Chunfeng, do you still hate me?

You must still hate me, otherwise, why haven't you come to see me for so many years? Even if it's for the servants to take a look and let me know that you don't hate me anymore, that's good too!

Chunfeng, do you know that in this life, I have only given my heart to one person, and that is you; do you know how much I regret now; do you know how much I miss you...

Zhao Liuli raised her head, looked at the still dark sky, and forced back the welling up tears.

Chunfeng, do you know that now I only have this little thought, I hope to see you again in this life, even if it is from a distance.

It was finally dawn, and the Queen's Luanjia ceremonial guard came to Ciyun Nunnery in a mighty manner.

Zhao Liuli, apart from being mixed up in a dry Shani while chanting sutras, then hid in her room and couldn't come out, she didn't want to see the queen.

Seeing people whom I despised in the past, so glamorous, this feeling is indescribable.

However, after the queen finished praying, she specifically asked her and asked her to meet in the past.

If she was the former princess, she definitely wouldn't go, but if she saw that she was a queen, what the queen said was Yi's order, and she had to obey it, dare not not obey it.

The queen and the presiding teacher were drinking tea in the incense room, and when they saw Zhao Liuli, who was dressed in a blue monk's robe, walk in, they didn't recognize him at first glance.

In fact, when she was chanting sutras before, she had been looking for Liuli among the Sani, but everyone was wearing the same monk's robes and hats, with their heads bowed, so they couldn't tell the difference at all.

Seeing it now, I am also surprised. I haven't seen her for many years. Liuli has lost a lot of weight. Her round face is now a standard oval face. Her sharp chin makes her eyes look very big. She wears a wide monk's robe. empty.

Seeing her appearance like this, the queen felt filled with emotion for a moment. The Princess Liuli, who was once glorious and unparalleled, has now become like this.

As long as she could be a little more patient and tolerant, she wouldn't be in the situation she is today.

She also asked the teacher before, how is Liuli doing here? The teacher said that Liuli was very quiet and didn't talk much, and she never objected to what she was asked to do.

The queen sighed silently, and signaled everyone to step back, she wanted to have a few words with Liuli alone.

The room is quiet, only sandalwood is lingering.

The queen thought about it and said, Liuli, would you like to follow me back to the palace?

Liuli raised her head, her eyes lowered in surprise.

She had been here for so many years, and this was the first time someone asked her if she would like to return to the palace.

The queen smiled slightly and said: Before coming here, the emperor Tete mentioned you, saying that you have prayed for the queen mother for many years, and your filial piety is commendable. Now you are still a princess. If you are willing to return to the palace, or if you are willing to remarry, the emperor will help you. call the shots.

In fact, Ye Jinxuan mentioned this to her, so she told the queen mother and the emperor, the queen mother thought, Liuli is the only daughter of the Seven Sage Kings after all, even if she did something wrong, the punishment for so many years is enough, she can't It's really called Liuli's lifelong blue lamp ancient Buddha. The emperor is filial, so the queen mother said so, the emperor naturally has no objection.

A wry smile appeared on the corner of Liuli's mouth, returning to the palace? As everyone knows, the imperial palace is the place she least wants to stay. She spent the most beautiful time in the imperial palace. She asked to come to Ciyun nunnery because she didn't want to stay there and be looked down upon by others.

As for remarriage, who would want to marry a notoriously savage princess and an old abandoned wife? Even if he had to marry because of the majesty of the royal family, I'm afraid he won't treat her sincerely, so why bother to make people hate her?

Unless this person is Chunfeng.

Liuli hesitated for a long time and asked, Is Jing'an Hou Mansion okay now?

The queen knew well that Liuli was thinking of Xia Chunfeng! Can't help thinking of Ye Jinxuan's words again: Liuli said that Liuli has done so many wrong things, but she is sincere to Xia Chunfeng, but she is young and energetic, and she is used to being spoiled by arrogance. Know how to do it. Of course, Chunfeng is very happy now, and it is absolutely impossible for him to continue his relationship with Liuli.

The queen said calmly: The old Marquis of the Jing'an Marquis Mansion is old, and he lives a leisurely life at home with his grandchildren. Now Xia Chunyu has inherited the title.

After a pause, the queen said again: Chunfeng is now a general, guarding western Sichuan, and has two sons.

Liuli couldn't tell whether it was joy or disappointment. The joy was that Chunfeng was so promising. In fact, when the Queen Mother asked him to go to Dali Temple, he didn't like it very much. He wanted to go to battle like the old Hou Ye and his second brother Xia Chunyu. Killing the enemy, now, has come true.

What was disappointing was that Chunfeng married another and had two sons.

She couldn't help thinking, if her child had been kept, maybe there wouldn't be so many things in the future.

I don't know which family's girl is so blessed? Liu Li smiled, but her heart was filled with bitterness.

The queen also hesitated, and said, It's Chen Ya, the son of a scholar of the Longyuan Pavilion.

Liuli was stunned, Chen Ya, isn't that Xiaoya? Xiaoya is the child of a criminal official, so she did not enter the palace as a slave. Could it be that her father's case has been vindicated?

Her face was hot, and complex emotions were rolling in her heart. She thought it was the daughter of some family, but it turned out to be Xiaoya, her former maid, a mute. Xia Chunfeng is really kind and righteous, marrying a mute, and helping Her family was rehabilitated.

Ridiculous, too ridiculous, she who was once extremely noble is now a lay disciple in the nunnery, and the once humble girl has become the daughter of a scholar of Longyuan Pavilion, the wife of a great general, what an irony!

The queen saw that her face was blue and white, and her expression was complicated and difficult to distinguish. She did not expect that Liuli would still care about these things after so long.

Liuli, as long as you think about it and think it through, you will still have a bright future. The queen persuaded.

Liuli smiled miserably: Thank you Queen for remembering me, but I think this kind of life is very good, I am very quiet here, and for the rest of my life, I just want to pray for the Queen Mother, the Emperor and the Queen.

The only thought she had was shattered. What else could she hope for?

You don't need to rush to answer me. You are still young, and you still have a long way to go in your life. You should think about it carefully, and then send someone to send a letter to me. I will make arrangements for you, the queen said. He said.

Liuli bowed her head and remained silent, is she still young? It's almost thirty, how many thirty can there be in life, one wrong step, one wrong step, she can't turn back.

Three days later, Zhao Liuli officially became a nun and became a nun without regrets.

In this life, she has too many regrets and regrets, and she hopes that she will not regret it again in the next life.