Abandoned Priest at the Hero’s Party

Candles in the Sanctuary

In order for a person to adapt to living as a person, preparation is necessary.

One day, I will have to hold this child’s hand and go to the market to buy what I want,

Once now I have bought children’s clothes. When a grown man asks if it’s embarrassing to buy a girl’s clothes, I’ll always answer that I’m ashamed.

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My lord Why did he choose me,

Also, I don’t know why he is giving me strength, but it must have been because there was something to expect from this obscure thing.

When I think about whether I’m living up to those expectations, it’s just embarrassing.

“Why is a girl’s underwear…”

Although the expression of the woman in the textile shop was strange, she was not ashamed. really.

“Please cut the pork into fine pieces of about six pounds. No intestines, only lean meat.”

“Would it be too much to eat alone? And if I only eat lean meat, there will be an extra charge, is that okay?”

“Then let’s do it with seven gin and mix the intestines, please. I have a kid with a good appetite.”

Our wolf girl is docile, but has a bit of a gluttony.

The slave trader was starving, so he couldn’t come to his senses when he saw the meat. Thanks to this, my wallet is emptying quickly, but I’m not worried.

Because it was my Lord who made it possible for me to meet this child.

If child support is insufficient, he will make up for it. Money won’t fall from the sky, but when you run out of money, something will happen.

“Are you hungry? Let’s eat.”

“……”

As if wanting to say something or not, even if you just glance at me,

A child who quickly lowers his head when our eyes meet.

So far, I only prayed as I saw the child approaching me only to feed. I prayed while looking at the unquenchable candles of the sanctuary on the table.

“…to whom are you praying?”

“Only to the one I serve.”

At every meal, I pray before eating, so I was wondering?

It looked like he was asking the question without knowing it. So I pretended not to know.

I just laughed, I just laughed, and I thought that even that laughter was a virtue of the Lord.

“…God, does it really exist?”

“then. You are always watching me.”

“Then why is God… ah, no, God…”

The child was about to speak. I forcefully swallowed what I was saying.

But I know what you’re trying to say. This is what unbelievers always say.

-If God exists, why is the world like this?

I don’t think distrust is bad. God does not want faith, so with what qualification and with what right can I condemn unbelief as a mere believer?

-If God exists, why doesn’t he save me? And why don’t you help me

But if you will believe, you must do so from the beginning, and if you disbelieve, you must do so until the end.

When things are going well, I think it’s only because of my abilities, thanks to me,

If you seek God only after it becomes difficult and difficult, no one but God will help you.

The person I serve is not one who directly intervenes in the world.

He only sees man go through hardship on his own strength.

Even if you give a little help when you’ve tried your best but it’s not enough, they don’t support you from start to finish. He respects human free will.

A world where everything starts with God’s will from the beginning and goes back to God’s will. What is the meaning of being human in such a world?

If the world works according to the will of man, and if man can act with the will of man,

The responsibility must also be borne by the person. Because freedom comes with responsibility.

“Because he doesn’t exist to help humans.”

Only humans exist to help themselves. Man exists only to help my neighbor.

“Don’t give up. But, have hope.”

I drew my surname. Even if all my faith does not help him in the slightest,

Nevertheless, I serve him today.

“Then the hope will guide you.”

“Hope…”

“The God of Hope is everywhere. Whether you serve someone or not, if you don’t let go of yourself until the very end and don’t give up, that’s your faith in him.”

The child emptied the plate without a word. After emptying the plate, he got up from his seat, crouching as usual. She hesitated before escaping to her room.

“Rocca.”

How much trouble did you have to say that one word? How much more would you worry?

I knew it, so I just laughed.

“That’s my name.”

I now know the name of the wolf girl.

*****

Unfamiliar, afraid, open-minded,

It is better to wait at a distance than to forcefully approach.

The child who was only in the room, the child who was only in the room that was her own territory I gave her,

The child who only came out to feed occasionally opened the door and started walking around the house.

still bothered me

However, the degree of fear was significantly reduced.

Other than that, my life hasn’t changed. Rather than watching the barley planted during the winter grow, I go to the market to buy things, and on the way back I stop by Mr. Roosevelt’s business for about two hours.

2 hours a day. Even just for that amount of time, he shares his divinity with those in need.

They don’t receive money, but they don’t receive them as goods, they just impart divine power to those in need of treatment. Even when the poor and merchants came, they took care of me.

Even if they offered to give me something, I declined everything. It’s not because Tritheism is scary.

In the end, this divinity was also given by God regardless of my efforts.

It is not something that can be sold for money. I thought so.

Lokaya, I got it because I thought it was God’s will to receive it.

“Is this Kyle’s Clinic, where it can cure diseases that even the temple can’t cure?”

“That’s right, but are you a patient?”

“Well, that’s… I think I have a bad tooth…”

He looked like an aristocrat because of the splendid clothes he was wearing, but he had no choice but to have a toothache.

No, those exposed to sweets are more likely to have bad teeth.

Tooth decay is a terrible disease. It is not incurable, but no one can cure it.

The most common way to treat cavities is to hit the jaw with a fist and pull out the tooth. Then, it is most neat to have the teeth grow back with a powerful divine power.

Pain is also pain, but a normal priest cannot use that much divine power.

At least a bishop-level priest of the Trinity Church is needed, and it is difficult for even nobles to find such a person.

“Hey, can you fix it? I heard that you are not a priest who worships the three gods, but if it is impossible, I would like you to tell me in advance.”

“Available. You don’t even need to pull your teeth. Because I’ve already done it once.”

Parnell, the mage of the Yurinell Party, loved sweets so much.

Thanks to this, there was a time when I suffered from a tooth decay that was scarier than a tiger.

There are various opinions on whether or not to pull out the teeth, and there is a history of healing as it is when the divine power was injected just in case. It was simply the grace of God.

The probability that tooth decay will stop naturally and the already rotten area will recover itself.

That would probably be so close to the bottom that it wouldn’t be strange to call it 0.

Rejecting the logic of such probability simply by the will of God and by the power of God,

It is His divinity that brings me and the patient the desired possibility into the future.

“I have really good teeth! no pain! da, what are you? Even though it has this level of divine power, why is it healing the commoners and the poor? It wouldn’t be strange if I became the exclusive healer of the Imperial Family!”

“It’s not that great.”

“That’s great! Even the priests of Goddess Helai…”

After he looked around, he spoke. with your voice lowered.

“They wouldn’t be able to do this either. Unless you are a saint or a saint.”

he suggested to me

“Would you like to do something big with me? Maybe you can cure him.”

“Is that him?”

“I will tell you if you accept my offer. I can’t trust you and tell you right now.”

“It will be difficult right now. And I am not as great a body as you think.”

He responded by lighting a ‘candle of the sanctuary’ in the center of the treatment center.

In a situation where I had a child to raise, and in a situation where people came to see me every day, I couldn’t break my schedule and go to treat someone I didn’t know.

“Then, if he comes here, will he heal you?”

“It doesn’t matter who comes here. That is the will of my Lord.”

“I understand. Then I’ll ask you again that day.”

The unknown man left with only unknown words.

I just prayed. Feeling the cold winter ending and the spring breeze starting to approach.