A middle school cartoonist

The so-called "pleasure" refers to a positive emotion that makes people feel good and activates their nerves...

Just as human beings instinctively pursue happiness, the essence of the soul will autonomously pursue happy things that make them feel [pleasure]. Therefore, enjoying [pleasure] is not sinful, but a way of letting go of one's desire for [love]. !

It is precisely because of this visual directionality derived from the "root" that originally individual and independent human beings cannot exist alone, but must rely on each other, entangle with each other, and use the "love" in different forms and expressions between people. , let your soul feel [pleasure], let yourself have a real sense of being alive... and rely on this to survive in the world! ! !

Human beings yearn for immortality because they are confused by immortality and immortality, forgetting that immortality can only be the body and not the soul; human beings yearn for time travel because they have been deceived by the slap-in-the-face plot routines in various novels and animations, without knowing it. The pain of being out of tune with the world after time travel...

Perhaps it is precisely because it is impossible to obtain that human beings pursue it so hard?

After all, in essence, the concept called "There is no need to cherish things that are easily obtained" has long been imprinted in the depths of human souls!

So don’t think too deeply about something…

Although there is a 10% chance that the thinker will evolve into a philosopher in the orthodox sense... there is also a 90% chance that the thinker will mistakenly evolve into [anxiety disorder] or [anxiety disorder] due to excessive thinking. Depression patients are lost on the road called life!

Mine Kirei is such a person...no, it should be said that he is a thinker who exists like this!

When talking about Kotomine Kirei, we have to say a word with a distorted meaning that is generally used - pleasure!

Strictly speaking, Kotomine Kirei is not a villain, but readers still subconsciously classify him into the [villain] camp, because Kotomine Kirei's behavior, even if it is not cruel, is The flaws in his character make Kotomine Kirei's behavior tend to be in the [evil] camp!

Kotomine Kirei, who was born with a personality defect, is unable to feel beautiful about the things that people say are beautiful, and has difficulty forgetting many things that are said to be ugly... It is precisely because of this different understanding from ordinary people that Kotomine Kirei is in It was very troublesome when I was young!

After realizing his abnormality, Kotomine Kirei, like most people, once tried to correct himself, trying to be like ordinary people, able to derive pleasure from beautiful things... However, unfortunately, in In this world with mysterious beings, the only people Kirei Kotomine can come into contact with are human beings who regard "abnormality" as "everyday life"!

Living in an [abnormal] environment, but yearning for the [daily life] of ordinary humans; trying his best to correct his [abnormality], but found that people around him regard the [abnormality] as [daily life], so... Yan It's natural that Mine Kirei would feel confused!

When human beings are confused, the emptiness in their hearts will prompt them to find a kind of faith or sustenance to support them in completing the journey called [life]... Therefore, Kotomine Kirei chose to believe in the church, hoping that God can give him enlightenment. , guide yourself out of confusion!

Learning various abilities and becoming a representative of the church, Kotomine Kirei constantly tried to find ways to get rid of his confusion from all kinds of life, but he found that it seemed that nothing he could try could make him escape. Freeing yourself will only make you more confused...

Therefore, whenever the abilities he mastered were about to reach the top level, Kotomine Kirei gave up. It was not that he lacked the ability to continue his studies, nor that he lacked talent... but that Kotomine Kirei had realized that he could not learn these abilities. Find a way out of your confusion!

Mine Kirei's last attempt was to find someone to die with... ahem, to form a family with Claudia Ordesia, in an attempt to correct his twisted self and save his confusion through marriage. of myself!

During this marriage, Kotomine Kirei tried hard to love Ordesia...but in the end, Kotomine Kirei still couldn't achieve normal happiness by loving his wife!

No, this marriage is not meaningless...

Rather, it was through this short marriage that Kotomine Kirei, who was "thinking about the meaning of life," awakened some twisted evil tastes... Kotomine Kirei had noticed that during this marriage, Kotomine Kirei What caused her to feel happiness and joy was actually Ordesia's pain when she was tortured by the disease! Especially when he saw Ordesia wanting to heal himself, the more Kotomine Kirei wanted to see Ordesia sigh with disappointment and sadness!

Born in a religious family, Kotomine Kirei has suppressed his emotions for many years. He is confused and does not know how to express, he does not know how to describe his pain, and he cannot express his joy...

So when the Command Seal appeared in Kotomine Kirei's hand, this confused man with almost no wishes could not understand why he, who had no ambition, desire or pursuit... was chosen as the Master of the Holy Grail! ?

The death of his wife made Kotomine Kirei even more confused...

The death of his father made Kotomine Kirei confused and driven to a desperate situation...

Under the control of such a fate, the ancient King of Heroes, after seeing through the essence of Kotomine Kirei at a glance, used words to induce Kotomine Kirei to truly realize that the "pleasure" he was pursuing was What……

“… Kirei, why is your definition of [pleasure] so narrow?”

“What is the contradiction between pain and lamentation and [pleasure]? The so-called [pleasure] has no specific form… It is precisely because you don’t understand this that you are confused!”

“Pursue for your own desires, this is the right way of entertainment! Then entertainment will bring [pleasure], [pleasure] will guide you in the direction of happiness… The road has been pointed out to you, Kirei!”

It must be said that the Hero King is worthy of being the oldest king! Only people with demonic qualities like the Hero King can calmly regard the behavior of [tasting the pain of others and feeling happy] as a [pleasure] behavior!

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“Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh… this plot… this plot…” Nizuma Eiji, who was originally a little depressed, lost all sleepiness in an instant after receiving the comic manuscript completed overnight by Makoto Takahashi, and read the comic with relish… Especially the dialogue between the Hero King and Kotomine Kirei, Nizuma Eiji still couldn’t put it down after reading it several times! "I've always wanted to draw but couldn't... This is it!!! Mr. Hououin Kyouma, you are so amazing!!!"

"Oh, really? Anyway... King of Black Flame, as long as you are satisfied!" Compared to the energetic Eiji Nizuma, the face of a certain chuunibyou manga artist is a little pale... Part of the reason is the side effect of turning on the [Cultivation] mode, but more importantly, it is the massive consumption of the mind and spirit during the drawing process of the comics!

During the serialization of the comic "Fate", Takahashi Makoto appeared many times in the costume of Kotomine Kirei. This is probably what Eiji Nizuma said before, "Manga artists should have a preference for a certain character in their works." This point of view!

Although it is true to say so, in fact, the more important thing is... It is because when Makoto Takahashi completed the content of [Kotomine Kirei's Pleasure Tutorial], he put too much of his own emotions into the character of Kotomine Kirei!

After all, the so-called [confusion]... A certain chuunibyou manga artist who is a time traveler also has it!

"In order to get rid of confusion, Kirei embarked on the road of [how to find happiness] under the instigation of Jin Shanshan..." Makoto Takahashi looked up at the ceiling, while recovering his physical strength and spirit, he whispered to himself, "So, what about me? The [pseudo-pleasure] that I have been pursuing... can it really guide me to the direction of happiness when I am confused?" Although I know that all readers are more rational, it is unlikely, but if it really happens, then I would like to give you a friendly reminder. Don't pursue [pleasure] because of the confusion in life! We should fight for our ideals, be more sunny and cheerful, face life with a good attitude, and life will definitely reward us with beauty. In short, drink this bowl of chicken soup, rest early, and have a good dream~