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Chapter 109 Chu Yi Out of Control
After repeated kneading and beating by Meng Xiaoxiao, this noodle became very firm and chewy, and it was paired with the fresh fragrance of vegetables, which Chu Yi couldn't resist.

She felt very relieved to see Chu Yi gobbling it up. It seemed that he was really hungry, but he was trying to be aggressive just now. She smiled and looked at him with satisfaction.

"Neng, eat more, and some side dishes, let's eat!"

She picked up some delicious side dishes and put them in his bowl, smiling.

Meng Xiaoxiao found that there was still a small box in the refrigerator, which contained the side dishes Meng Xiaoxiao had brought before. Chu Yi often didn't eat at home, so there was still a lot left. She opened the box and smelled it, and found that the taste had not changed. After dipping in the sauce and licking it, I found that it was still edible, so I put it in a small dish.

"Yeah, Meng Xiaoxiao, thank you, it's delicious."

When Chu Yi spoke, he was still calm, without any expression on his face, he just looked at the things in his bowl, without looking up at Meng Xiaoxiao.

Meng Xiaoxiao just quietly watched Chu Jia pick up the springy and delicious noodles and slowly put them in his mouth one by one. After chewing for a few times, he swallowed. His sexy Adam's apple moved up and down, conveying the chewed food into a hungry stomach.

After a while, Chu Yi finished eating the noodles. He picked up the bowl and drank all the soup in the bowl. Satisfied, he put down his chopsticks, took out a piece of log-colored paper and wiped the noodles like smudges. Oily mouth.

"Are you full? Do you want to have another bowl, there is still in the pot! I'll get you another bowl! Just wait!"

Meng Xiaoxiao pulled away the chair, picked up the empty bowl in front of Chu Yi and was about to stand up, but was stopped by Chu Yi when he passed by.

"What's the matter? Chu Yi, I'll serve you another bowl. Let me go first. If you have something to say, let's talk when you're full, okay?"

Meng Xiaoxiao was stunned for a moment, and soon she laughed, looking at Chu Yi very softly, asking her to let go of herself first.

"Meng Xiaoxiao, let me lean on, okay? I feel so tired, so let me lean on for a while."

Chu Yi didn't let go, he wrapped his arms around Meng Xiaoxiao's waist, buried his head in her stomach, closed his eyes, and said a little tiredly.

"This one……"

Meng Xiaoxiao was a little hesitant, but seeing Chu Yi who was in a bad mood, she didn't struggle too much, but stood quietly by the side, letting Chu Yi hug her waist, she felt a little distressed, and couldn't help but put her hands on the Chu Yi's head, but she seemed a little unnatural, and wanted to stroke his hair to comfort him, but she didn't know where to start.

After a long time like this, Chu Yi seemed to have fallen asleep in Meng Xiaoxiao's arms. Because she stood for a long time, Meng Xiaoxiao was a little unsteady and swayed a little. She was afraid of waking him up, so she put her hands on the table to avoid He shook himself, but the action just now seemed to have woken him up.

Chu Yi raised his head, the corners of his mouth rose slightly, and he couldn't help holding back a smile.

"Sit down! Blame me for being too selfish, be exhausted!"

"It's okay, it's just that a little unsteadiness woke you up, Chu Yi, I'm sorry!"

Meng Xiaoxiao lowered her head in embarrassment, her face blushed slightly, she pouted her mouth like a discouraged ball, she was a little annoyed, and blamed herself that it would be better if she persisted.

"Sit down! Don't be stunned."

Chu Yi stood up and pulled Meng Xiaoxiao, who was blaming himself, onto the sofa, telling her to sit down quickly.

Meng Xiaoxiao kept staring at Chu Yi after sitting on the sofa, but he still didn't look at her, and kept fiddling with the phone case in his hand, or just stared at one place in a daze.

The two of them remained silent all the time without saying a word. Meng Xiaoxiao felt that he was not used to this kind of range. Before, Chu Yi always liked to joke with him, and it was very interesting to play and fight, but now he doesn't say a word, he is bored and just cares about She was in a daze, she began to lose her composure, her heart was pounding, she bit her lip, her eyes rolled around, thinking.

"Chu Yi, I have something I want to ask you."

Meng Xiaoxiao was the first to break the dead silence. She couldn't bear it anymore, and she couldn't help but want to ask the questions she had been holding back, because silence can't solve the problem.

"what's up?"

Chu Yi raised his head and glanced at Meng Xiaoxiao, but the movements in his hands did not stop, either moving the cup or fiddling with the withered bouquet.

"Why did you leave the piano at the door? Didn't that piano mean a lot to you? Why did you do that?"

Meng Xiaoxiao's voice became louder and louder, almost shouting. He hoped that he could wake up and focus.

Chu Yi's movements froze, his face turned gloomy, his lips trembled slightly, his breathing was a bit short of breath, I don't know why he was so fragile at this time, his tears flowed down without any scruples in front of Meng Xiaoxiao , his shoulders twitched up and down in different ways, he covered his face, not wanting her to see it.

"Chu Yi, I know you are very sad now, and I am very sad, but I want to know what you are thinking now, so that I can do my best to help you. It hurts me to see you like this."

Meng Xiaoxiao's face was full of worry. On the one hand, he felt extremely anxious, and on the other hand, he felt powerless and helpless.

Chu Yi took a deep breath and slowly lowered his hand, but he was still very sad. He bit his tightly clenched fist with his white teeth, trying to calm himself down, but he still couldn't control himself. Choked up and said.

"Meng Xiaoxiao, do you know how sad I am now? After seeing the news and letters, I was very angry. When I got home, I wanted to prove that my style was not the same through all my efforts, so I played the piano desperately and composed music. , but I seem to be under a spell, and I can't even play the previous songs, how sad! I am a singer!"

Chu Yi was like a mad lion, he was roaring loudly, howling the grievance in his heart, the emotion that had been suppressed in his heart for so long finally broke out, and after he finished speaking, he lay down on the table and burst into tears.

"Cry loudly if you want to cry! Chu Yi, cry if you want to cry!"

Meng Xiaoxiao hurried over, she squatted beside him, patted Chu Yi's back lightly, looked at him who was crying bitterly, tears flowed down her eyes, she sobbed softly, covering her chest Mouth, hoping not to let him hear his cry.

Meng Xiaoxiao's heart was pulled together, she really wanted to help Chu Yi get out of this predicament, let him return to his previous state, return to the sunny and handsome him, she didn't want to see him continue to degenerate like this, anesthetizing herself with alcohol.

Meng Xiaoxiao secretly went to see Chu Yi when he was free these few days without telling Xiao Ai. He originally thought that his company would cheer him up, but he was still downcast all day long, and sometimes his eyes would always stare at one place in a daze. He didn't say a word when he got to his room.

Several times he walked to the door, opened the box, glanced at the piano inside, pressed a few keys at random, shook his head and closed the box again, his eyes were full of loneliness, his head slowly drooped, losing the old The brilliance, as if dark clouds were lingering over him, no matter where he went, his surroundings were full of oppressive atmosphere.

Once Meng Xiaoxiao went to the room to ask Chu Yi to eat and found that he even broke the strings of his guitar and put it in an inconspicuous corner. There were large and small paper balls in the trash can. She opened it and looked inside. The lyrics he wrote, but each piece of paper was torn off without writing a few words, and each piece of paper repeated the words "I'm trying to be myself", and she put the ball of paper back into the trash can .

Chu Yi has closed himself at home for half a month. Meng Xiaoxiao wanted to take him out for a walk, but he just shied away. In order to let him know the outside world and connect with the outside world, Meng Xiaoxiao would turn on the TV every day and let him listen to the sound. It's strange to say that one day Chu Yi sat on the sofa for some reason and stared at the screen. She was a little curious and sat next to her, and she found out that she was reporting news about Chu Yi.

"Hi everyone, I'm ***, and I'm going to broadcast a piece of exciting entertainment news for you today. Some time ago, I received an anonymous report that the singer Chu Yi's songs were plagiarized from Internet singers. To prove it, I also sent I found conclusive evidence and compared the songs on the Internet with Chu Yi's, and found that the similarity reached 80.00%. After the turmoil, he disappeared from the public..."

"Stop looking, go back to your room and rest!"

Meng Xiaoxiao quickly stood in front of Chu Yi, turned off the TV, and dragged Chu Yi into the room.

Chu Yi sneered, his complexion became ugly, like a vibrant eggplant in spring that had been frosted and dimmed, he angrily pushed away everything on the table, the shards of glass shattered all over the floor, he rushed out Going up, he slapped his hands on the ground, and all the glass shards stuck on the palms and backs of his hands. Drops of blood flowed down from his hands, and when they fell on the ground, they looked like blooming roses.

"Chu Yi, what are you doing! Don't treat yourself like this, you have to believe in yourself."

Terrified, Meng Xiaoxiao grabbed Chu Yi's hands with all her strength and knelt on the ground. She cried and begged him not to torture her like this. She regretted it deeply. Why did she turn on the TV for him to watch? !He had been sad enough before, and now he was adding salt to the wound.

"Don't stop me, no one wants to believe me, what do I still believe in myself, I can't write lyrics and compose now, why can't I, I can't play the piano, I can't play the guitar, what else can I do? "

Chu Yi lost control a little, he yelled at the tearful Meng Xiaoxiao, how desperate and distressed he looked.

"Even if everyone doesn't believe you, don't you still have me as a good friend by your side? Am I so unbearable in your heart?"

Meng Xiaoxiao pulled Chu Yi back onto the sofa, and she slapped Chu Yi vigorously who was out of control, but when she slapped down, even she was stunned, her hand was hanging in the air, trembling slightly Then, she took a few steps back, was stunned for a moment, and then immediately touched his face that had already been imprinted with fingerprints. She knelt down half-kneeling, feeling extremely regretful in her heart.

"Chu Yi, are you okay? Chu Yi, I didn't mean it. I made a mistake. You hit me. Now you hit me hard."

She panicked and took Chu Yi's hand to meet her tear-stained face, but just when she was about to touch it, the palm that was at her mercy suddenly froze, and he moved his hand to the other side. Throwing it in one direction, in fact, the slap by Meng Xiaoxiao just now woke him up a lot, but it still didn't cheer him up.

"Meng Xiaoxiao, don't be like this, you are right, I really should fight, it's time to get emotional."

When Meng Xiaoxiao heard Chu Yi's answer, she thought he had figured it out, she was surprised and happy, she was so excited that she couldn't speak for a while, she wiped her tears, sat next to him again, and said happily.

"Just figure it out, as long as you keep working hard, you will be able to prove yourself again."

"No, what I figured out is that maybe I'm really not suitable for singing. I'm not a good singer. They're right. I'm just limited to one style and never break through. That's why I'm accused of plagiarism. "

Before Meng Xiaoxiao could finish speaking, Chu Yi interrupted her.

"What are you talking about! These are two different things, why are you still awake! For you, music is your life, how can you say that you are not suitable now? If you are not suitable, who can be more suitable than you You have to cheer up, there are so many fans silently supporting you, you cannot be defeated."

Meng Xiaoxiao stood up excitedly, she grabbed Chu Yi's shoulders, her eyes were firm, she wanted so much to find him who was optimistic and optimistic through her eyes, but she didn't, in his eyes only Lost and helpless.

"Okay, Meng Xiaoxiao, I want to sleep now, you should go back first!"

Chu Yi broke free from Meng Xiaoxiao's grasp, and slowly stood up, his feet seemed to be filled with lead, and he staggered.

Looking at him who was exhausted, she had no choice but to let him walk by her side.

Meng Xiaoxiao put the trash can next to it, and put the blood-stained glass shards into it one by one, but she was lost in thought, and her slender finger was cut, and she quickly pulled her hand back, the blood Slowly seeping out from inside, she took a breath of cool air, put her hands in her mouth and sucked, and blew into the wound, her eyes were depressed, and she was talking to herself.

"Such a small wound like mine is very painful. It hurts so much that Chu Yi just had so many cuts on his hand. But compared to the wounds on his hands, the pain in his heart hurts him the most."

After tidying up the glass shards in the living room, she found a medical box in the cabinet, opened it and checked it, and found that it was all there, then quietly walked to Chu Yi's room, heard his snort subtly, and found that he seemed to have died. I fell asleep, but the exposed hand was still bleeding, and even a few drops fell on the floor.

(End of this chapter)