evening light

Chapter 244 Newcomer
The so-called new people laugh, old people cry?
While she was busy, she was actually looking forward to meeting a good person, someone similar to Ye Yaoyang.

She hoped that there would be such a person who could notice her unhappiness, the two of them were smiling every day, and she fell in love with a song recently.

Three wives and four concubines, the woman's singing voice is mellow and resentful, very much like her appearance alone.

You live in a flamboyant world, so you can have three wives and four concubines, copying and being considerate at random, and pasting a few of them.

Yeah, they used to sing for a month and along the way you turned into a joke, she turned into a joke.

That day, the pattering rain washed my body, and my heart gradually became cold;
Alone, lingering on the deserted street, sipping sorrow;

I heard that summer is wild and passionate, and the roses are delicate and charming;
You go, the day of resolute indifference and no turning back, defeating the desolate world;
It is you, the rose that makes the charm of the charming and passionate,
Sudden through an acid rain, dying in the rain.

She hated his appearance for disrupting her world, and she longed for him to appear exactly the same as before, he was so warm.

How could he let her forget the him in the past? Why was he so fragile for the whole life he had promised.

Could it be that the original love was so cheap?

She is so sad, she has suffered for so long without him, why did he get happiness so easily, she is not reconciled, how could she be reconciled.

She drank so much wine during the summer vacation, she found a place not far from home, bought a few bottles of wine by herself, and drank one after another.

She drank until she felt uncomfortable, drank until she felt like vomiting, but there was only one sentence in her mouth, Ye Yaoyang, you don't want me if you don't want me, what did you say at the beginning?
Ye Yaoyang, I miss you, I really want to add you.

Ye Yaoyang, you don't want me anymore, do you, you liar.

I smoke the cigarettes you like, too cheap to smoke the way I smell around you.

I'm smoking, why don't you come to stop me, why haven't you come to me for so long.

do you know?I hid in the quilt alone and cried for a long time. I also wanted to add you, but yours asked for a password.

Are you afraid that I will disturb you?Hahahaha, is your life like this?
I hate you, you shouldn't have provoked me in the first place, what's the matter with throwing me into the dark.

Don't you feel a little bit guilty about doing this?

Why do you have to sympathize with me? I don’t want your sympathy. What’s wrong with being poor in my family.It's not my fault that I'm poor, no.

It's really like the song is flying apart,
The rain is flying, flying in the sky are my tears, the tears are hanging down, hanging in the palm of my hand is your aftertaste,
Who knows, the exchange of sincere giving is parting,

I know that love will break your heart, I believe that love is not forever.

She didn't know how many times she sang this song, she sang it intermittently, drinking while singing, drank a lot, and one vomited.

She vomited it out again, she drank almost enough, she stopped drinking, she had to keep a little rational, and she had to go home.

She took a cigarette and smoked one after another, and several of her songs were still playing in a loop, and each song seemed to be singing about her.

Every song is the same as her mood.

She saw a story in a magazine about a woman who was going to be sad and gave herself three days to drink herself to death.

Try all the ways to stay, if it doesn't work, after three days, no matter what, forget about it.

Life will continue tomorrow, no matter how uncomfortable the past is, you have to learn to bear it, there is no going back.

No matter how hard you try to chase a kite with a broken string, you will never be able to catch it.

What you can do is just forget about this kite, her text message has been blocked, and her WeChat is like a non-existent number.

She couldn't find him. For three days, she told herself that she couldn't find him again anyway, and she couldn't be so humble in the future.

She gave him her heart, he hated it like dust, she regarded him as her life, he thought she was sick.

She studied desperately, just so that she would have no time to forget him.

Today is finally the first monthly exam.

This time, she had to stand up. Not only did she finish her winter vacation homework, but she also reviewed all the contents of the first semester of high school.

She has learned to a state of madness. The classmates in the class see her in a state of study at any time. They all say, "Guo Hongjing was hurt by love, addicted to study, and unable to extricate himself."

Bai Meng also asked her, "Are you crazy? You love studying so much."

Guo Hongjing raised his head and said, "I want to be the first in my grade."

Her ranking last semester was forty in her grade.To be the first in the grade is simply wishful thinking.

"Are you already crazy?" Bai Meng looked at her book and did several calculations. Do they have such difficult questions?

Why didn't she do it before, she suddenly believed her words a little bit.

"Then do your best." She turned her head resentfully, but she had already prepared for it. Where did she say these things, it was extremely embarrassing.

"I will." After Guo Hongjing finished speaking, she started studying again. She was in a state of madness, and she was studying all the time except going to the toilet.

She became the hardest-working student in the class, and even the teacher praised her for her hard work. In class, she would not listen to what the teacher said was relatively simple.

I did it with the questions I bought. The teacher saw that she was not listening to the class and called her to get up to answer the questions. She could tell the final answer at a glance.

The teacher would ask her to answer the questions whenever she encountered a problem. Some things she hadn't done before could be figured out after a few minutes on the blackboard.

The teacher gradually put up with the fact that she didn't pay attention to the class and had to write papers.Just wait for her to fail the exam, and then make things difficult for her.

The teacher dislikes this kind of self-righteous students who don't listen to the class the most. Is it amazing to memorize a few questions?

Sometimes she will definitely be slapped in the face. The teacher will be angry when she looks at her when she is giving lectures. Nowadays, students just like to belittle themselves.

The monthly exam finally passed sloppy, and after several days, the results finally came down.

Guo Hongjing's grades immediately became the No.1 in the class, but she is still not the first in the grade, she is the second in the grade.

Guo Hongjing almost vomited blood when he saw the result, because it was only a few points short.

This person's name is still relatively unknown, could it be said that someone works harder than her?

"Not bad, Guo Hongjing, you are the second in the grade, and you are still a few points away from the first. Work harder next time."

Bai Meng congratulated her on the side, and her mood improved a lot. After all, she has improved a lot. She will work harder next time.

Her mood immediately cleared up a lot, and the feeling of suppressing Ye Yaoyang and Wei Ziqin was really good.

She looked at the grades of both of them below hers, and felt relieved for a while.She couldn't be happier.Feel good.Today is really a good day.

(End of this chapter)