evening light

Chapter 177 Virtual Love
"You said him, he was only met online, I just felt sorry for him, but you know? I still have him in my heart. I used to think that I am with Feng Chen now."

"I should break up with him, but you know what? After I deleted him, he came to add me again. I still couldn't help but want to add him. I told him that it was impossible for us."

"He still said he wants to find me, wants to see me, what should I do, I'm so confused now, I wonder if I did something wrong, but he is online after all, I dare not let him come to me."

"What are you afraid of?" Guo Hongjing didn't understand.

"I'm afraid that my heart will start to shake again. I have feelings for him, you know, we have chatted online for so long. How could there be no feelings."

Cao Yu's expression was very desperate, and she even asked Guo Hongjing.

"Tell me, what should I do now?"

"You are too hesitant. You can't let go of both sides like this. If you want to be good, treat one person well."

"But I deleted him, he came to add me, I have to add." Cao Yu's words returned to the previous one.

"How much do you know about him now, what will you do if you don't delete it?" Cao Yu said up to this point.Her tone was a little soft.

"He asked me to come to him, and I want to go to him too, but I don't know how to tell Feng Chen. He has a very bad temper, and he will definitely be very angry if he tells me. If he doesn't let me go, I still want to go there Go to work with him in the factory."

"I'm in Sanjiang, I'm so useless. I don't have any money, I don't have anything, I want to go to work by myself. I can't rely on him at all. He just likes to drink with his cronies, and every drink can cost hundreds of dollars."

"Drinking. They always go out to drink together, and he used up the one or two thousand yuan that he finally saved." Cao Yu complained, and Guo Hongjing listened to Cao Yu while selling vegetables.

"Then he's too bad, why don't you talk about him." Hearing this, Cao Yu immediately put the potato back in his hand.

"I've said it many times, he won't listen to anything if he's a machismo for a day, and there's nothing I can do about him."

"Then why do you stay with him and don't complain about anything. I don't understand silently going through hardships with him." Guo Hongjing expressed his remarks appropriately.

"I don't understand either, so what should I do? I'm not together anymore. Life is really hard to explain in a few words sometimes." Cao Yu said with emotion.

"Forget it, let's not talk about it. It's not interesting at all. Let's talk about other things."

"You have to study hard. By the way, I hope you can meet a handsome guy when you go to the new school." Cao Yu suddenly thought of this matter.

Guo Hongjing also replied happily, "I also hope that I can meet a tall and handsome boy to be my boyfriend."

"By the way, you should stop being so gentle in the future, and be more fierce. Otherwise, you will definitely be bullied. You know, you have always been too kind."

"You're the only one who treats me so well. Now you are my best friend. It's great to meet you. Don't worry, I will take good care of myself."

After saying this, Cao Yu hugged Guo Hongjing directly.

"You are so good, Guo Hongjing. I envy you so much. I also want to go to school. If I don't drop out of school, I can go to a good school now. Thinking about it now, I still regret it a little."

"Well, Xiao Jing, tell me, what is love like? Why can't I let go of two people at the same time? I feel that I obviously have feelings for Feng Chen."

"But I can't let him go, Yang Jian, he is really a very good person, he will gently wake me up, talk with me, and let's talk about our hearts together. Do you know?"

"When I was with Yang Jian, I felt that he understood me. Now Feng Chen doesn't understand me at all. I feel like there is a generation gap between me and him."

"Sometimes, the fight starts after a few words, and it's annoying to fight every day. I don't want to fight with her at all, he always makes me angry."

"He can't do anything well. If I don't go to work, we don't feel like we have money to use. There was really no money at home before, so I had to sell ducks."

"Sometimes, I really want to just leave. This person is completely hopeless." It was the first time Guo Hongjing saw Cao Yu so unhappy.

She seems to never show a broken expression like her no matter what happens to her, she is always able to bear it.

Sometimes she looks very gentle, but Cao Yu is very clingy, Guo Hongjing sometimes feels a little unbearable.

When she was in school, no matter what she did, she would follow Guo Hongjing. People in the class even suspected that they were gay or something.

Cao Yu was completely indifferent, as if no matter how others ridiculed her, she would not get angry at all.

Guo Hongjing became friends with her, and for some reason, he felt that he was out of breath.

She didn't know why, for several moments, she didn't want to talk to anyone, let alone Cao Yu.

Sometimes, Guo Hongjing was even more angry with her for no reason. Guo Hongjing didn't know why, but sometimes she just felt that it didn't make any difference whether she had her as a friend or not.

This friend of hers doesn't make much sense. She saw something about Eileen Chang.

Eileen Chang once cut off contact with her former best friend. She said that there is no need for people in the past to make friends now, and time has changed a lot.

Sometimes Guo Hongjing doesn't understand what she thinks at all, why she is so indecisive, it makes people uncomfortable, she always hesitates like this.

Guo Hongjing is a short-tempered person. Sometimes, seeing Cao Yu's attitude makes her feel uncomfortable. She has analyzed all the good and bad things for her, but she is still so stubborn.

She couldn't listen to anyone's words, and she would comment on everything Guo Hongjing said, with a seemingly concerned tone, but Guo Hongjing didn't even have the thought of replying.

She also has a habit that Guo Hongjing can't stand, that is, she has to post a comment about her appearance every hour.Guo Hongjing's scroll down is full of her movements.

Either it’s a selfie with a variety of strange angles, or it’s a selfie with some strange filters, and dozens of photos are sent at once.Guo Hongjing felt uncomfortable watching it.

There are also some enlarged photos of various facial features, even if they are posted, she still uses the original camera, all with the same expression.Guo Hongjing was really uncomfortable.

She seems to be very idle every day, or a dozen times up and down from her hometown, she takes photos of grass, flowers, and trees.The most are her selfies.

(End of this chapter)