evening light

Chapter 160 Management
Guo Hongjing regretted all the time, why did she waste the time of the National Day, she shouldn't do this, if she continues like this, she will have no hope.

Now she is even dying for surfing the Internet. What will happen in the future? If she can't learn the ability of self-management and self-control, she will definitely have nothing to do in the future.

After deep remorse, she really won't go for a while later, her future, she finally got rid of that poor place and came here.

She was crying while eating, when did she become like this, isn't this the place she's dreamed of for five or six years?

She thought about looking for a summer job by herself before, she was so inferior that she didn't dare to go, any place with facial features posted on it, she only dared to go to some small restaurants and ask, do others want a summer job?
She still went with her former capable neighbor, and she was embarrassed to even enter some of the taller-looking shops.

If you don't study hard, you will only be able to serve dishes in the future, and you will be a waiter for a lifetime, and you will not have a bright future.How could she be willing.

She was crying and eating, and the boss asked her what was wrong.

She wiped her eyes, smiled reluctantly and said, "It's okay, I'm just not in a good mood."

"Why are you in a bad mood?" The boss is still a warm-hearted woman.She always liked to chat with guests, Guo Hongjing didn't want to tell her about it.

She continued to eat her noodles, she thought, if she has money in the future, she can go to a good school and get a better job when she comes out.

It would be even better if she could sit in an office and do everything. She would work harder for herself. She never dared to tell Guo Tingyu her thoughts.

He would definitely laugh at her, Chen Qun and Guo Lang said more than once that he was more mature and sensible than her.

Why do they always compare her with him, but she is not as smart as her, and this is not something she can decide, starting from practicing calligraphy in elementary school.

They were always like this, Guo Hongjing didn't cry because he was afraid of losing face.She thought a lot, took a sip of the soup after eating, and it tasted good.

They are often eaten at her house, and the taste is a bit tired.

Guo Hongjing thought it over clearly, she must work hard, what if she becomes a waiter in the future, what about her dream?
She also wants to rely on her own strength to buy a small house of her own, so that no one will think she is worthless, and she will have her own life.

The celebrity she likes has a cool supercar, and she wonders if she can earn a supercar in her life?In other words, she won a million-dollar prize.

She will have the money to buy a house and a car, and then she will have enough food and clothing for the rest of her life. What a happy thing it will be.

She daydreams like this a lot, but she never buys a lottery ticket.

She knew that her neighbors in Guangming City had bought lottery tickets for nearly ten years and hadn't won such a big prize. How could she be lucky.

After eating and paying, she went back.Brush your teeth, wash your face, wash your hair, take a shower.

She felt that she was dirty now, and she smelled of cigarettes when she came out of the Internet cafe.There are too many people smoking in Internet cafes.Sometimes Guo Hongjing's eyes were very dry due to the smoke.

After finishing everything, she found that her eyes were very red, and the whites of her eyes were bloodshot.It's scary, she looks like a vampire now.

Before her eyes were red, she said that she should not go to dirty places.She completely regrets it now.

Why did she do such a thing that is not worth the loss? There is simply something wrong with her mind.She constantly loathes herself.

She has the habit of writing notes. In a notebook, she writes down all her shortcomings and what she did wrong, but she hasn't corrected it once.

What is this, what is this.She tore up the notebook, why did she do such a thing, everyone looked down on her, did she even look down on herself?
It was so bad that tears came out of her eyes.While crying, she picked up the scattered pieces of paper on the ground and looked at them bit by bit.

Tears blurred her vision, Guo Tingyu watched without saying anything, he had no idea what was wrong with her, so he tentatively said a few words.

"What's wrong with you, go to the Internet, and you still have the face to lose your temper when you come back. If you have such a big temper, you still haven't read your book properly." This sentence again.

Guo Hongjing felt even more uncomfortable, so she knew to show off and stimulate her.Is he just the second in the whole grade?Not the first.

As soon as he said this, Guo Hongjing stopped losing his temper. It was because her grades were not good enough and she was not good enough, so it was useless to lose her temper with others.

She found these scraps of paper and burned them with a lighter. In the future, she would write more of her own better things in the notebook.

Don't affect yourself by writing negative things every day.She wants to make a plan and do it well.Thinking of this, Guo Hongjing's mood improved a lot.

Others say that hard work will pay off, won't her grades come up?Work hard now to keep from being squeezed out.

Don't be anxious.

Another unpleasant incident happened recently. She was too aggressive in cursing people in Internet cafes. She saw a man on QQ and told her not to appear in Internet cafes again.

Otherwise, regardless of whether they can beat a girl or not, they will beat her up.

After seeing this news, Guo Hongjing was terrified.Why did this happen, why did she curse so loudly, what should she do now.

She is now isolated and helpless, and the classmates who play better with her are very afraid of the boys who are acting as gangsters outside.Guo Hongjing couldn't fall asleep under the quilt.

Will she go to school tomorrow, will she be beaten?She fell asleep after being afraid for a long time. Recently, she was very tired physically and mentally.

She still went to school the next day, and she would be beaten up at worst. What was she afraid of? If anyone beat her, she would beat her back.

In her mind, she knew how to do light work and taekwondo. Even if dozens of people beat her, she could beat everyone like the protagonist in the story.

Hit them all on the ground, how prestige will be changed like that.

Unfortunately, she can't, she doesn't know any light skills, and she doesn't have the money to learn Taekwondo.She figured it out, as long as they hit her, she would be like the girl she was when she was a child.

They kicked them. They dared not bring a knife to beat her at the school gate. Her home was very close to the school.She just needs to run faster.They won't be able to hit her, and there are security guards at the school gate.

All said that she was relatively safe, and she felt a lot more at ease all of a sudden, and went to school with peace of mind.

There must be no class to worry about in the morning. What she is afraid of is when school is over in the afternoon.

She pretended she didn't care and went to school.She looked at the boy who sent her a message, but she didn't show any expression.

She doesn't show her fear.

(End of this chapter)