Hold hands with you to the good day

Chapter 43 Xia Yuhan's Helplessness
Xia Yuhan stood on the stage with a smile on her face, and took the runner-up trophy with both hands.

The trophy was heavy, and she felt sour when she saw the words "runner-up" on the trophy.

At this time, all the flowers and applause had nothing to do with her. She had planned and planned for so long, but she failed in the end...

Xia Yuhan felt that she was very like a clown at this time, and wrote, directed, and acted a whole show by herself.In the end, until the curtain call, until the audience left, no one remembered who she was...

Wu Jiajia was still enjoying her moment of glory on the stage, but she was already preparing to leave.

Ren Tiankuo was standing under the stage, his gaze was like a torch, and his gaze was still only for Lin Mu.

Xia Yuhan looked around for the last time, this stage that she loves and hates...

next time……

Next time, she will definitely take back this honor that belongs to her with her own hands!

Leaving the stadium and getting into the nanny car, Linda was arranging Xia Yuhan's belongings.

"Yuhan, go home tonight and have a good rest. You have worked hard during the competition!" Linda knew that Xia Yuhan must be in a very low mood right now, so she could only try to appease Xia Yuhan's emotions and minimize the negative impact.

"Well, you too!" Xia Yuhan lay in the car with her eyes closed, nodded slightly, and didn't open her eyes until the door of the house.

As soon as she got home, Xia Yuhan took out two bottles of red wine and two goblets, locked herself in the room, and sat in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows.

She poured herself a glass and another in another empty glass.She herself doesn't know who this other cup is for, or for another self.

Gently shaking the wine glass in his hand, he raised his head and drank the red wine in the glass in one gulp.

Xia Yuhan also couldn't remember how many glasses she drank, only that one of the bottles of red wine was half drunk.

She was already a little drunk, and she remembered a lot of things in the past...

Xia Yuhan's parents were very busy when she was a child, and they hardly had time to play with her.

One day, she ran to play in the garden near her home and met a little boy who was just like her.

It seemed that this little boy was a few years older than her, and also taller.

At first she didn't dare to speak up, but only dared to get closer to the little boy.Later, the boy noticed the little girl and took the initiative to talk to her.

"Are you playing here alone?" The little boy's voice was clear and bright, like the wind blowing through a wind chime.

"Aren't you too?" The little girl was a bit submissive, and she was tugging at the corner of her clothes while talking.

"Ok!"

"Do you come here to play every day?"

"Almost!" The little boy thought for a while and nodded.

In this way, the little girl remembered what the little boy said, so she came here to play with the little boy at the same time almost every day.

Sometimes, she just watched the racing car brought by the little boy, and if she didn't know how to play, she quietly watched him play.

Sometimes, the little boy would bring her a lollipop, which she always remembered was grape-flavored.So she always thought that little boys like grape-flavored things the most.

Sometimes, two people just sit on a swing in the garden, one in front of the other, wandering around...

Until one day, the little girl suddenly lost sight of the little boy.She waited in the garden for more than half a month, but the little boy never appeared.

Then she thought, the little boy might have moved...

Time flies, and after many years, the little girl who was not that old has grown up.

At a press conference, she finally saw the little boy who had grown up back then.

When he said his name clearly, she was even more sure that she had finally found him...

"What's your name?" The little girl tugged at the hem of her clothes and asked the little boy who was playing racing.

"My name is Ren Tiankuo, what about you?"

"My name is Xia Yuhan..."

Looking at the handsome and suave man on the news, Xia Yuhan decided that she only wanted to be by his side in the future and never let him leave her world.

But she didn't expect that when she came to Ren Tiankuo's side, he would not remember her for a long time...

"Brother Tiankuo, do you remember me?"

"You are……"

"When we were young, we played together in a small garden for a long time. At that time, we were all alone, and our family didn't have time to accompany us!"

"It seems... I have a little impression, what's the matter?"

what happened?
Xia Yuhan was stumped by Ren Tiankuo's question...

"Brother Tiankuo, I have already signed a contract with Hongyuan, and we can be together again in the future!"

"Don't call me that in the future..."

"I don't! You are my brother Tiankuo!"

Xia Yuhan knew that she was a bit thick-skinned like this.But facing her brother Tiankuo who she has been thinking about all the time, she doesn't know what is the best way to do it.

As she wished, she came to Hongyuan to be a contracted model, but things were not as Xia Yuhan originally thought.She didn't see Ren Tiankuo every day, even when she was busy, she didn't see Ren Tiankuo once or twice a month.

Once, before Ren Tiankuo's birthday, she asked for leave and ordered a piece of fruit and grape cake.He stood guard at the door of Ren Tiankuo's office early in the morning, preparing to celebrate his birthday.

But when Xia Yuhan put the cake in front of Ren Tiankuo, not only was he not surprised, he even just took a bite of the cake.

"Brother Tiankuo, don't you like grape flavor the most?"

"Me? I didn't!"

"Then why did you always bring me grape-flavored lollipops when I was a kid?"

"Uh...Xia Yuhan, I really can't remember. Maybe someone came to my house as a guest and brought me a gift!"

It was such a beautiful misunderstanding, but Xia Yuhan remembered it in his heart for so many years.

The truth is often naked and cruel. You don't want to accept it, but you have to accept it.

Later, the company began to praise Xia Yuhan, and her work became more and more busy, and the time to find Ren Tiankuo became less and less.

That being the case, she seized every opportunity to travel with Ren Tiankuo.

She went to find professional paparazzi, and sent them the time and place where she and Ren Tiankuo would show up.As a result, pieces of gossip about himself and Ren Tiankuo began to spread.

But Xia Yuhan forgot that just because Ren Tiankuo has no intentions towards her doesn't mean he has no intentions towards all women...

The appearance of Lin Mu made Xia Yuhan completely confused.

She panicked, even at the expense of making something out of nothing.

But again and again, Ren Tiankuo's heart was like a rock.No!But when facing Xia Yuhan, his heart was like a cold and hard stone.

She could only watch silently, watching them open their relationship, watching them form a couple, watching them snuggle up to each other...

At this moment, one and a half of the two bottles of red wine on the ground had been drunk, and two lines of hot tears were streaming down the corners of Xia Yuhan's eyes.

"Tiankuo, why? Why have you refused to look at me for so many years? Why..."

Xia Yuhan was completely drunk, and fell asleep on the carpet beside the bed.When I woke up again, it was already ten o'clock in the morning the next day.

She had a splitting headache, and the downturned wine bottle and glass were by her hand.

It turned out that I drank so much last night!
Xia Yuhan packed up her wine glasses, changed her clothes, stood in front of the mirror and looked at her pale face, and couldn't help smiling wryly.

Who can understand the helplessness in her heart...

(End of this chapter)