Hold hands with you to the good day

Chapter 159 They (2)

"Thank you! Let me borrow your good words, I hope that person will appear sooner!" Xia Yuhan's smile was a little helpless, there are too many things that can't be obtained and lost in life, and you can hold me in your own hands There are even fewer things.

Lin Mu looked at Xia Yuhan in front of him, and suddenly thought of Wei Guangyuan.She didn't know if Xia Yuhan knew about Wei Guangyuan's coming out, and she was a little hesitant to say it.

"Have you... met Wei Guangyuan?" After hesitating again and again, Lin Mu still said Wei Guangyuan's name.

"The last time I saw him was before the recording of that program..." The previous incident has always been a black hole in Xia Yuhan's heart.She didn't know how to fill the black hole, and she didn't know that something had fallen in the black hole.

"...By the way, Lin Mu, there is one thing that has been pressing on my heart for a long time. It is like a scourge to me. I can't defeat it, and I can't live in peace with it. For a long time in the past, It pops out from time to time and bites me hard when I'm not paying attention. I've never told anyone about this, one is that I don't know how to speak, and the other is that I'm sorry for many people in this matter ..."

Listening to Xia Yuhan's description, Lin Mu vaguely felt that this incident seemed to be related to the banquet that night.It was the night when Wu Jiajia was drugged and taken away by Wei Guangyuan, which was also the beginning of Wu Jiajia's nightmare.

"You're talking about... what happened to Wu Jiajia and Wei Guangyuan at the banquet that day?"

"Hmm..." Xia Yuhan paused for a while, then nodded.She didn't expect that Lin Mu's words hit her heart, let alone everything that happened next.

"If you want to talk, I can listen to you. If you don't want to talk, I can also pretend that you didn't say anything to me just now."

"It's a long story, but it can be summed up in one sentence in the final analysis. I saw what Wei Guangyuan did, but I didn't stop him. Later, I was always worried whether he would involve me, whether I would Will ruin his career because of it. But in the end...he didn't say anything, he didn't say a word about me..."

Xia Yuhan was a little emotional, her hands were icy cold, and she was even trembling slightly.

"Actually, I thought about it before, would you know about that matter? After all, he is for you. I don't know what Jiajia thinks. Although I am her friend, I just spend time with her. It's been a tough time. I don't know if she thought about it, but I can only say that everyone has their own choices and everyone has to bear their own choices."

Lin Mu looked at Xia Yuhan's red eyes, and felt that she didn't know that Wei Guangyuan had come out of prison.Lin Mu could also feel the guilt in Xia Yuhan's heart, but the guilt was too great for her to accept it all by herself.

"I'm sorry for him. In the past, I only knew how to use him, thinking about his feelings for me, to get some information I wanted to know. It wasn't until this happened that I realized that when I gave my feelings recklessly, sometimes each other It is also a kind of harm. Sometimes when I think about it, I feel that I am not worthy of him to do this..."

Lin Mu didn't expect Xia Yuhan to burst into tears when she said this.With such an emotional burden, how can I be comfortable psychologically even if I am not in a cage?

"Lin Mu, do you know? Ever since Wei Guangyuan was imprisoned, I have been terrified and in a trance from time to time. What I am terrified about is whether something will happen one day and I will lose everything I own. The trance is that I always feel that everything is A dream, wake up from the dream, life is still the same..."

Xia Yuhan picked up the tissue on the table, wiped away the tears on her face, and let out a long sigh.

"...But everything can't go back, I know. So I spend all my time working except sleeping. Many people say that I have changed, that I am mature and sensible. But only myself I know, it's because I'm scared!"

Xia Yuhan still had the urge to cry, but she tried her best to hold back.Tears were not the way to apologize, and she hated the way she cried.

"Xia Yuhan, Jiajia is not the kind of person you think. You can sit down and talk to me like this. Why don't you talk to her? This is a matter between you, and the person who untied the bell has to tie it. "Lin Mu could see Xia Yuhan's inner struggle, but as a bystander, she had no right to make decisions for anyone.

"I understand the truth, but just talking to you like this, I've almost exhausted my courage!" Xia Yuhan didn't dare to face Wu Jiajia, even though she wanted to apologize in her heart.

"You're not right to say that, the Xia Yuhan in my impression is fearless!"

Hearing Lin Mu's words, Xia Yuhan laughed through tears.Thinking of those domineering days before, I couldn't help shaking my head again.

"The former Xia Yuhan should let her stay in the past. The current Xia Yuhan owes a lot to many people, so the future Xia Yuhan still has a lot of regrets to make up for."

Atonement...

These two words suddenly appeared in Xia Yuhan's mind. She owed many people an apology, a sincere apology from her heart.She also needs atonement, for the ridiculous self in the past...

Lin Mu's heart was deeply touched, every word Xia Yuhan said was like a drum stick, hitting her heart forcefully, making her speechless for a long time.

It turns out that one event can really change a person, and the previous event pushed all three people's lives to another direction.It was like a big fire, the fire spread extremely fast. Although the fire was extinguished, it was still a mess...

"He... came out..." Lin Mu looked into Xia Yuhan's eyes, and she thought that Xia Yuhan might want to know about Wei Guangyuan in his heart.

"What?" Xia Yuhan couldn't hear what Lin Mu said clearly, and it wasn't that she didn't hear clearly, but she couldn't believe it.

"I said, he came out." This time, Lin Mu didn't hesitate at all.

"He...Wei Guangyuan?" Xia Yuhan couldn't believe her ears. She looked at Lin Mu and asked again.

"Well, I met him in Yecheng before. He looks a little different." Lin Mu couldn't forget Wei Guangyuan's somewhat vicissitudes of face.

Hearing Lin Mu's answer, Xia Yuhan raised her eyes and looked up, but she couldn't tell what was going on in her heart.After a while, she turned her gaze to Lin Mu again.

"Walking through the prison once, anyone will change a lot! I guess he doesn't want to see me now, even if I go to him, he probably won't show up. What's more, I don't know what to do. Where to find him. So I still have something to say, just wait until he is willing to see me, and I will tell him in person!"

Xia Yuhan said it a little helplessly, because she has no better way now, so she can only choose to wait.Wait for an opportunity, wait for him to appear again...

(End of this chapter)