I'm not saying, your IQ is really bad

Chapter 481
"Linghu Yifei, how did you hook up with that kind of brain-dead monster?" She stretched out his hand and patted my thigh, making a crisp sound.

"Don't talk about it, I feel that in the next few days, I will not be able to study hard and make progress every day." I removed the head's hand on my thigh.

"I think it's pretty good, at least you're still smiling happily now." Chen Yihao put away his smile after speaking, "It's just a smile that teases others, and it still scares me to look at it."

"What are you afraid of?" Wu looked up at Chen Yihao, "If you sit on my bed again, I will let you live in my fear."

"Look." After Chen Yihao met his eyes with the head of the house, he helplessly spread his hands and sighed.

"Which one are you looking at?" Li Ze finally came to his senses. I thought he was completely stupid after staring at the front without blinking for so long.

"Can you not eat on my bed in the future? It's more delicious to eat on my bed, right?" Seeing Li Ze gnawing crispy noodles on my bed, my mood was extremely complicated , what exactly is this person going to do...

"You..." Li Ze pointed at my hand which was hanging in the air and let it go again, "You should think about how you're going to deal with that plastic-plastic monster Huang Yuting."

This is……

This is when you point at me and freeze for five seconds, then stop for a long time before opening your mouth to say something, and finally you can only say one sentence after you organize your thoughts? !
"Chen Yihao, did you sell Linghu Yifei's WeChat account?" asked the sheriff.

"Yes." Chen Yihao responded quickly.

"I really hope that when I hit you, I also use this second speed to decide." I sighed.

"Oh! I have a courier here." Li Ze squeezed out a width of [-] centimeters from the [-] centimeter gap between me and the head of the house, and complained that he could still get through such a small gap. Squeeze out, "Fox, come with me to get a courier."

"why me?"

Before I got a reply, I was pulled out of the dormitory by him and walked all the way to the teaching building along the corridor of the dormitory.

I squinted my eyes and saw a girl at the drinking fountain in front of me. After filling the water, she twisted the cap on the bottle. She held the water bottle in both hands. The corner of the corridor is exactly the kind of place where the sun shines brightly, and the golden sun shines all over the corridor. The corner, shining on her flowing hair, I only saw her soft hair, and it took only two seconds for me to turn around like this. I stared at her back, and she walked into the classroom in a blink of an eye.

I followed Li Ze closely, and when I saw her disappear from my sight, my steps became weak, and a pain came to my eyes, even if I blinked slightly, I felt like I was running away in this colorful world , Everything I saw was taken away by her at that moment, and everything around me turned into black and white, and my heart was twisted like a knife. I wanted to reach out to cover my heart, but my palms and fingertips were trembling desperately.

Her name reappeared in my mind again, and all the memories related to her, all the things related to her that I had hidden in the depths, all surfaced at this moment.

Lin Feishuang...

Lin Feishuang, why did you appear in my sight again...

I'm sorry, I can't forget you no matter what...

In fact, I could have left this school, but because of your existence, I couldn't give up completely.

I like you, I admit that there is no way I can do it, I am humble enough to be able to linger by your side, I am extremely grateful, seeing the sadness in your eyebrows and eyes, isn't it...

Will it be...

all because of me...

A person like me who keeps saying that I want to make you happy every day finally let go, but I still can't bear it, can't bear it, and can't let go.

Is your name already engraved on my heart?

Since I still have feelings for me, that time when I played "All the Way North" by the top ten singers, I couldn't hear the miserable scream of my piano, and the sawing of the bow was really my heart... …

I'm kind of numb to the emotional thing.

In order to make myself completely forget about things, I have also devoted myself to endless work, and I have not been restrained by that kind of inexplicable kindness to hinder public and private affairs; I have never been disturbed by your affairs any more. Disturbing my mood at work by thinking about your business.

Is this really what I think?
I really can't do this kind of extreme hatred and put the fault on others. Even at the end of thinking like this, I am still immersed in endless self-blame.

Is this thinking good or bad?To put it bluntly, I was just looking for various excuses to avoid the facts...

Even if I dare not even think about it, it is just a delusion: I will still like you.

I tried my best to deny my own thoughts, I used various methods to escape everything from you, even why the male dormitory must be connected to the teaching building, why my dormitory floor must be on the fifth floor, I even thought about various ways to escape , but every time I pass by, I feel terrified, thinking about my normal heart, but I can't help it...

There is no way...

I just still like you...

I know you don't even greet each other, how much do you want to completely sever ties with me?Is it all because of me, I disrupted your life, you are angry with me, resent me, will you also regret it because of the impulse at that time, why did you fall in love with me back then, this secret love was carried out foolishly In seven or eight years, if this secret love was hidden in my heart, wouldn't it be like it is now.

Did I not fall in love with you at first sight back then, so I wouldn't be in such a mess like I am now?
Every time I calm down, I will think about your affairs. People like me must be crazy, right?I just want to see you more. Every time after class, I squat in the corridor and look at your classroom, just to see your figure. I don’t know if it’s joy or sadness. It’s mood swings. I……

I'd better give up...

This thought has appeared in my mind many times, but it was washed away by other waves. I think I still have a chance...

Heh... every sneer is mocking my own powerlessness...

I really shouldn't have followed Li Ze to get a courier, he was going to get a courier, but when he came out, you took his soul away.

I blame myself...

Still so sensitive to her...

When will this feeling end for me, at any cost, let it disappear completely, and I won't pay so much attention to her...

(End of this chapter)