I'm not saying, your IQ is really bad

Chapter 468 SMS
"Tsk. I suggest you stay away from me. If you approach me so obscenely, I'm afraid you will spread the virus." I stretched out my hand and pushed Li Ze away.

"Aren't you just thinking about Lin Feishuang? I understand and I understand." Li Ze patted his chest and smiled at me, "Need brother to prepare something for you? Brother will help you right away. Lin Feishuang also grew up playing with it."

"Why do I feel that Lin Feishuang is just pestered by you to play with, she doesn't take you seriously at all." Chen Yihao smiled contemptuously.

"Go, go! I'm comforting our leader, this is our soul, Linghu Yifei, do you know that you want to comfort him?!" Li Ze retorted Chen Yihao's words, and once again showed his That kind smile.

"I hope this comfort is not so strong, I'm scared of you..." Seriously, can you give up comforting me when you speak so horribly, maybe I can still see a little life in it or something... …

"By the way, what's the matter with you and Lin Feishuang?" Li Ze frowned and looked at me, "I was talking in the background at that time, and I ignored you, so you're already cold, aren't you?" Ze spoke and stared at me with wide eyes.

"Oh..." I couldn't say anything but just sighed. Seeing me shaking my head like this, he grabbed my arm in surprise, "Don't be so excited, I'm so calm, you are so excited..."

"You broke up?!" Li Ze said in surprise.

"No!" I immediately responded to his words, and my expression quickly dropped, "I think it's almost the same..."

"No way!!" Chen Yihao slapped the table and stood up.

"Calm down..." Why are these two people always surprised, I, the client, are so calm.

"Hey! No, Linghu Yifei, what are you going to do now?" Chen Yihao sat down and looked at me.

"What should I do? I'll live!" I looked at Chen Yihao with wide eyes.

"No, no, that's not what I meant." Chen Yihao waved his hand, "I mean, you've been chasing Lin Feishuang for so long, and after you finally get together, the result in exchange is that you let go?!"

Are you sure you meant the same thing when you just said back and forth...

"Otherwise, what else do you think of me?" I sighed after finishing speaking, "Can you tell me what to do? The three views of the two of us are completely different. I can't even read a girl's mind at the most basic level." No, I'm really not suitable for dating."

"That's right." Li Ze's tone was flat, "I can't think about what she is thinking in her heart. It feels like all my efforts are in vain."

"Everything seems to be self-indulgent. I really feel that I am tired. I can't do what she calls 'best' in everything. I don't even have enough time to accompany her. I have no qualifications at all." I slowly He closed his eyes, shook his head, and opened his eyes to find the pain coming from the eyeballs.

I have doubted my choice many times. Is it really good for me to keep Lin Feishuang by my side?
This question has been present since the first time I saw her.

Li Ze and Chen Yihao spent a lot of time on me, letting me get out of my low self-esteem. After I officially confessed to Lin Feishuang, I found out that she had already met me once, and her admiration for me was far greater than that of me. Me, but until we were really together, I felt that I was the so-called "toad". There were too many people around her, and I couldn't even compare to it. I watched her in the dense crowd , but can look up and see me, and give me that smile.

I really don't know whether to be happy or sad.

What kind of feelings do I have for her...

Should be able to enjoy campus life like ordinary girls, is it because after falling in love with me, it was completely destroyed in my hands?

What I caught in my hand was Lin Feishuang's teenage youth, and I was tortured by my ignorant and low EQ. How did I treat her...

"fox!"

"Hey..." I responded to Chen Yihao weakly.

"What are you thinking about again?" Chen Yihao sighed, "Seeing you staring blankly at the trash can in front of you, I thought you were going to pounce on it to eat trash..."

"If eating garbage can save me, I'd rather eat garbage..."

"What are you talking about..." Li Ze looked at me in confusion.

"Don't think about it." Chen Yihao patted my shoulder.

"En." I nodded in response to Chen Yihao's words.

But I kept passing by Lin Feishuang's feelings. Even though I was already with her, she nodded and promised to be with me, but I only felt the emptiness in my heart, and what I got was better than what I didn't get. more painful...

If liking someone is really so tiring, I would rather not like anything and leave me alone.

She once told me that as long as I'm with you, it's fine.

But why can’t I comprehend such simple words, but I just want to get rid of all the thorns around me, and I still...

Let go?

The happiness that was finally obtained, let go of it...

Is this really happiness for me?
The songs selected by the top ten singers happened to reflect my state of mind. I couldn't control my emotions at that time, but the sound of the piano played only sent chills down the spine of others.

If letting go can relieve me from this grief, I like everything about her, but I can't tell what I like about her, I really like it but I can't like her, I just like everything about her.

like to love...

Now I can't say the words "I love you" in front of her. It's not because of any reason. No matter how hard I try, I can't make a sound, and even the saliva I swallow hurts torn apart. My vocal cords are cracked, the air I breathe hurts, and the breath I exhale requires a sigh...

what……

I feel like my head is going to explode...

"Let me go out for a while." I stood up from the seat, and I felt that I was tied up with a heavy weight when I lifted my feet.

After walking out of the classroom, I still haven't thought of any other way to let myself get out of this negative energy...

"Om-"

I don't want to turn on my phone to read messages anymore. I started sending messages to Lin Feishuang from that day on. I apologized to her many times and explained it to myself from head to toe. She just believed in what she saw in front of her eyes. If I Pick up the phone and see what I shouldn't see...

Forget it, I pray that Lin Feishuang forgives my text messages.

I put my hand in my pocket, looked up at the sky, and sighed, this ominous premonition...

I took out my phone and saw the message interface that popped up on the lock screen, which was sent to me by Lin Feishuang:

let's break up--

(End of this chapter)