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Chapter 47 (Supplementary) Past Things (2)

Gu Tingchen rushed to the hospital until he was busy consulting people every day, disregarding his health, and was hospitalized with stomach bleeding from exhaustion.

He was talking to the doctor in the corridor, his tone was full of anxiety and worry.

Yan Qi was lying on the hospital bed, his eyes dim, and he could only hear intermittently the conversation between him and the doctor, and he almost felt that the ice in his heart was suddenly melting.

But when the hospital-specific smells of disinfectant, oxygen tubes, etc. rushed over his head and face, he suddenly remembered that when his mother died, there were many people in the emergency room, and he was standing alone in the corridor waiting.

He remembered very clearly that it was raining that day, and the raindrops hit the window sill of the hospital corridor, the sound was crisp and piercing, the sky outside was very gloomy, only a small light was turned on in the corridor, and the fog poured in from the window, Big balls, wet and cold, so blocked that people can't cry.

He hated Gu Tingchen very much.

He hated that he was flirtatious at the beginning, and with him, he hated that he had no ability to bring them back home, but what he hated even more was that he didn't love his mother at all, he didn't love her, and even hurt her.

He will never forget that he was standing outside the door, listening to his mother's sad and sharp voice: "You don't love me at all, you never loved me."

Originally, there was no status, no guaranteed marriage, and in the end, there was no love at all. So, what is left?
When the 16-year-old heard his mother's desolate cry outside the door, he felt very sad.

At that moment, he suddenly felt that his mother was stupid, as stupid as himself.

The hope for nearly 16 years is all - even if it is just a little bit, maybe he loves himself, and he has never disliked himself.

Mother was desperate after all.

She gradually became depressed, stopped talking to people, even stopped laughing, and couldn't even shed tears. In the end, she had to cut her own artery in the bathroom.

He still remembers that scene - his mother was lying in the bathtub, the water hose was turned on, and the water filled the entire bathtub until it overflowed, red blood, red water, red all over the sky and the ground... The tops of his feet, over his calf... everywhere was as red as blood.

Gu Tingchen killed his mother, so he will never forgive him, never.

After that, he changed the only name related to him, left the school he arranged, no longer took the subsidy he gave, and went to school by himself while doing odd jobs.

Only he knew how hard and difficult those days were.

He could never forget what his mother looked like when she suffered from depression, so in the end, he gave up business school with a full scholarship and switched to psychology with self-paying tuition.

"He asked someone to find me today and told me that he is old and I am his son, and he hopes to return to him." He paused and sneered, "I know, because Gu Yuheng has no management mind, and he doesn't care about things. Too soft-hearted, indecisive, and not like him. It is estimated that in a few years, the Gu family will be defeated. Therefore, he hopes that I can go back and inherit the Gu family. I know that instead of saying that he lacks a son, it is better to say that Gu Shi lacks an heir like him. It's ridiculous, a shrewd businessman, until the end, he didn't give up his wishful thinking."

"I told him that I would never admit our relationship unless I died. He could abandon his mother without hesitation back then, and I can abandon him without hesitation now. Anyway, I never regarded myself as It was to take care of the family."

He suddenly turned his head, grinned at Luo Fan, and said like an angry child: "You know, I even went abroad to consult on the whole-body blood replacement project, but they said that it can't be done for the time being, and it can't reach the technical level. But , I left my contact information, if they need experimental products when the experiment is carried out, I will definitely contribute myself without hesitation."

"How? Listening now, do you suddenly feel that your life is not so bad?"

Luo Fan couldn't help being stunned, "So, what you said is..."

"Re-examination, didn't I say so?"

He smiled at her, but his eyes were filled with sadness.

She didn't expect that he would talk about his past and his family in front of her, and she even didn't expect that he uncovered the healed scars just to comfort herself.

She felt that the softest part of her heart was a little loose, and she really wanted to say sorry, but the other party's attitude was relaxed, as if she just said a few casual words, and then she didn't know what to say.

Xu Shi sat for too long, and his tie was a little crooked. The small square grid pattern was slightly twisted into countless diamond shapes, and the loose Windsor knots set off his handsome face.His silhouette is very handsome, like a finely carved statue, with fine beads of sweat on the tip of his nose. In such a cold night, he is actually sweating, which adds a bit of realism to his person.

His eyes were full of bottomless abyss, like the deepest trench in the world, one could fall into it and never come out again.

She looked at him and slowly raised her eyes, her eyes flashing with heartbreaking sadness. In her deep black pupils, a heart-wrenching past was quietly hidden.

However, his seemingly calm, even ruthless and indifferent eyes reflected the light of concern.

She suddenly felt a little unsteady, and felt that the hard concrete floor under her body suddenly melted into a sponge, which was soft, and seemed to be floating in the boundless deep sea, dizzy.

She only felt a little fever in the pinnae of her ears, and tried her best to bring her thoughts back on track, so she half-jokingly said in a relaxed tone: "So, have you figured out how I want to make up for it?"

He turned his head and said slowly: "I think, I know."

When he leaned over, she was suddenly a little scared, but she didn't escape, she just closed her eyes slightly.

It was the same as the drunk kiss last time, very light and soft, like the tentacles of a butterfly. It was jerky, hesitant, and tentative at first, and then there was a burst of warmth and heat, and the scorching breath rushed towards her, tossing and rubbing Look for an exit.

Her mind went blank for a moment, and she felt oppressed and disturbed by the opponent's aura. For a moment, she was really stunned.

She couldn't breathe at all, her nails gradually sank into his arms, and his arms around her waist gradually became heavier, and she felt that she was about to suffocate and die.

Fortunately, he finally let her go, and both of them took a deep breath, his breathing was still rapid and disordered, through the coat she was wearing, and through his thin shirt, he could still hear his heartbeat, thumping It was pounding, fast and urgent, as if it would jump out of the chest at any time.

He said, "I'm sorry."

She was startled.

sorry……

These were not the three words she wanted to hear.

Her hands were pressed firmly to the hard flagstone floor.

what is this?
She wanted to ask him, what is this?But in the end, he just opened his mouth and didn't speak.

And he turned his face, not looking at her, but his chest was heaving violently, as if he was suppressing something.

He knew that if he didn't stop it and suppress it with all his strength, the situation would definitely go out of his control and slide into an unknown and terrifying abyss.

(End of this chapter)