On how to save the world by defeating the protagonist

Chapter 41 Hunger
When Tong Lu opened her eyes in the morning, she felt dark in front of her eyes: the main god was crouching on the head of the bed with the quilt in his arms, and the two huge dark circles on his face seemed to have been specially effected by Meitu, and they were so heavy that they could fall off with a jingle.

"Are you awake?" There were tears in the corners of the eyes of this god who had experienced staying up all night for the first time in her life. She had no body and didn't need to sleep, but now this carrier couldn't stand the tiredness, even lifting a finger felt tired : "I tried all kinds of methods this morning, but I still can't get rid of these two circles of bruises on my face."

Because this is not a bruise.Tong Lu was both funny and had a headache: "You didn't close your eyes last night, did you? What did you do?" She sat up, stretched out her hand and stroked the two black circles carefully along the edge, as if admiring: "How did you make it so It’s so round? Why can’t you just use some spells and just remove it?”

The Lord God didn't hide either, he just bit the corner of the quilt aggrievedly: "I should have used divine power directly, but I didn't want to..." She has that kind of power, which can make herself taller and more beautiful, strong and strong. It's not poisonous, but she just doesn't like it.

The main god likes the most primitive and most human-like things, for example, she never thought of changing the current petite and lovely female "human" appearance.

"I don't want to do anything now, but I'm hungry..." Seeing the other's outstretched hand, she suddenly fell on the bed and started cheating: "Also, today I have to change the hay for Arjun's nest. I forgot to clean its cage, and I have to go down to get the special feed for rabbits. Also, the message on the phone is about to explode, I want to see it, but I am too lazy to move."

"Then don't look, it will save you a headache when the time comes." Tong Lu straightened the main god who was on one side, stuffed her with a pillow and pressed the corner of the quilt tightly, and did not forget to pat the person's belly when she got out of bed: "Wait, I'll cook some noodles for you to fill your stomach first, and then sleep after eating, you know?"

"Don't think about it, be careful that your dark circles will never go away."

Facts have proved that even gods are quite honest when they are tired.

Seeing the main god who was obediently lying down and sleeping, Tong Lu tiptoed to clean up the dishes and closed the bedroom door along the way.

I can't remember the last time I picked up a broom.When she started the routine cleaning, she realized that all the cleaning tools in the house were brand new.Combined with her recent happy life, Tong Lu slapped her thigh: By the way, she said how she had such a leisurely life recently:

This "home" is always clean and shiny, as if frozen on the day it was created.

Thinking about it, she began to resign herself to cleaning up the rabbit's nest: How could the main god have the concept of "cleaning"?At most, that little rabbit face will use a dust-proof spell, commonly known as mind cleaning, and all cleaning tools are probably some kind of strangely shaped decorations in the eyes of that person.

God's space is always spotless, only humans create garbage.

Re-holding the familiar broom made Tong Lu instantly feel at home: when she was a child, every Friday, she had to pick up these things, and then took advantage of the weekend before the adoption day came to the orphanage with her Clean it up yourself.

In fact, she doesn't hate this process, it's better to say she enjoys it: After everything is sorted out, the mother dean will hold their hands one by one, stick her warmed little cross to their foreheads, and give them Blessing: "May God bless you, my little pigeon, fly to your warm family, your parents will come tomorrow..."

It's a pity that she has been blessed countless times, but she has never been able to fly out of that short courtyard.

The cold memory of the past fell on her chest like a piece of lead, and Tong Lu scrubbed the bathtub without saying a word, trying to flush these things down together with the sewage.

She could probably guess what was causing the dark circles under the eyes of the man in the bedroom, and it was none other than herself.

The main god is ignorant and sensitive, even she who always talks about "not understanding people's hearts" can feel her own fear, and perhaps dissatisfaction.But this is out of your control.

After Tong Lu cleaned up the whole house, she went downstairs to pick up the courier, and bought some snacks by the way.On the way back, everything in the past flashed before her eyes like a revolving lantern.When she closed the door, before she had time to sit back on the sofa, she fell against the door panel:
Children who grow up in orphanages understand a truth at a very young age: there will be no things in this world that are completely their own, including clothes, food, and the love of their mothers.Mammy said they were a family and they had to learn to share because God hates selfishness.So all the kids there are incredibly well-behaved, at least on the surface.

But in private, they are often hungry.

If I hadn't died that winter, I should be back there by now, right?Following the appearance of the nanny in her memory, Tong Lu drew the sign of the cross on her chest: to take over from the old nanny dean, work hard, earn money to support the family, and support the children who cannot survive on their own, hoping that one day they will be able to relief.

But it is not only the orphans who are hungry, but also the orphanage itself.

It’s not that they haven’t received money, donations, or relief, but they can’t fill the holes in the hospital no matter what: there are always leftover children, there are always sick children who look down on doctors, and there are always people who secretly put children in the hospital. The doorway... that place will never be filled.

The more children grow up in hunger, the more they will demand from the world when they grow up.

Tong Lu closed her eyes and spread her hands and feet. She is this kind of person. The long-term disappointment and dissatisfaction made her worry about gains and losses, feel anxious, and gradually lose a certain kind of "courage".

So far, it seems that the task has been completed smoothly.She didn't move, and didn't even care if the rabbit ran to her legs: Ye Luoxi, who was a parasite selected by the plane, had already lost a lot of power, now she only needs to completely cut off her way to climb, for example, let her directly fail the competition And so on, it will be 100% successful.

It's just that, as a "savior" who spends almost no brains, she understands that all her current achievements are based on the backing of the power of the main god, rather than relying on her own efforts.This near-invincible power frightened her.

She is afraid that she will be lost in the illusion of strength, that she will be deprived of everything again one day, that her main god will see through her cowardice and hypocrisy one day, and that she will be reduced to nothing again...

She is afraid of everything now, this peaceful and peaceful life.But what she is most afraid of is getting used to the days when the little rabbit face is by her side, because she knows:

The unreal idea of ​​monopolizing the love of a god is a tragedy in itself.

It won't be long before I can go back.Tong Lu covered her face with her hands, and felt that something was pressed on her chest: Then, everything will disappear, just like those beautiful new clothes when she was a child, those toys donated by outsiders, those kind smiling faces and embraces... in the end , even if you have a rebirth adventure, you still can't catch anything.

This sense of loss even made her afraid to admit that she actually liked that little god a little bit, although it was really only a little bit.

"Hmph, what an irony..." She began to feel soreness under her eyelids, and just when she wanted to get up, she realized that the pressure on her chest just now was not an illusion, and there was really a ball of quilt pressing on her body.

"Is there anything uncomfortable about you?" In the middle of the quilt was the soft and puffy little face of the Lord God.She just lay there like this, without any intention of getting up.

(End of this chapter)