Fast Travel Guide: Where the Heart Goes

Chapter 2 Teacher, get to know me, I am your student. (2)

The first time Shen Zhiyuan met Wen Siyan was downstairs in the inpatient department.The girl was wearing a loose hospital gown, and her figure looked extremely thin, squatting in a small corner looking at flowers.

The corner was very dark, Wen Siyan was submerged in the darkness, staring at the flowers in the sun in a daze.

Shen Zhiyuan looked at her for a long time, and only came back to his senses when Wen Siyan stood up and saw her.

"You, did you see me?" Wen Siyan was very surprised. At this moment, someone was passing by, and she quickly lowered her head, "I just came out to take a look, so just pretend you didn't see me."

Weird girl.

Shen Zhiyuan thought.

When they met for the third time, Shen Zhiyuan finally couldn't bear it anymore.

"Why do you always squat in such a dark place looking at flowers?"

Wen Siyan glanced at him. After meeting him so many times, she was sure that Shen Zhiyuan would not tell the story of "there is a strange girl who always squats in the corner looking at flowers".

"Because I ran out secretly."

"?" Shen Zhiyuan was a little puzzled.

"What's your name."

"Shen Zhiyuan. What about you?"

"Let's talk about it next time you see me." Wen Siyan smiled at her, but the smile also sank in the darkness.

Later, Shen Zhiyuan really didn't see Wen Siyan again for a long time.

Is he discharged from the hospital?Shen Zhiyuan thought.

But one month later, Shen Zhiyuan saw her again.

It just looks thinner and paler.

"Why do you always come to the inpatient department? Are you also seriously ill?" Wen Siyan asked.

Her voice sounded light, like the sweep of a feather.

"My grandma is hospitalized here."

"Oh."

The two fell into silence, and just when Shen Zhiyuan was about to leave, Wen Siyan suddenly spoke out.

"I'm very sick. I'm going to die."

Shen Zhiyuan was stunned for a moment, but he had guessed it a long time ago.

"Maybe today, maybe tomorrow, you may not see me in the future."

Wen Siyan cried, but Shen Zhiyuan didn't speak. He didn't know how to comfort a girl who was facing death at any time.

"By the way, my name is Wen Siyan."

Wen Siyan loves to hide in the dark, whether he laughs or cries, his whole body will always be in the endless darkness.Even if it disappears, no one will notice.

Drown in darkness.

"Why are you here again? Is your grandma still ill?"

"Well, she's going to live for about a year."

"Oh."

"Do you like me? Actually, I like you quite a bit too. I haven't been in love yet, and I won't have a chance in the future."

"..."

"You'd better not like me anymore, otherwise you will be sad if I die."

"Let's try."

Wen Siyan and Shen Zhiyuan are together.

Shen Zhiyuan felt that this was a very miraculous thing, but it was undeniable that something else gradually appeared in his sympathy for the girl.

But Wen Siyan never let Shen Zhiyuan get close to him, there was always a distance between the two of them.

"Why do you like me, I may die tomorrow."

"Because Shen Zhiyuan is an idiot."

"If you don't like me anymore, what will you do after I leave?"

Wen Siyan often said this sentence, but later, when she saw the uncontrollable sadness in her lover's eyes and the tears dripping on her palm, she stopped saying it.

She said: "You are so sad, I'd better stick with you for a few more days."

Shen Zhiyuan didn't know what Wen Siyan's illness was, and Wen Siyan didn't let him ask.He could only helplessly watch his lover get thinner day by day.

That day, when he came downstairs to the inpatient department, he didn't see Wen Siyan.Shen Zhiyuan felt that all the blood in his body rushed to his head, and he dared not move.

Suddenly a pair of hands wrapped around his waist, Wen Siyan's voice came from behind: "I don't want to wait for you in the corner today."

"It's better to get more exposure to the sun." Shen Zhiyuan closed his eyes, feeling Wen Siyan's body temperature, only in this way could he feel that the girl was alive.

Wen Siyan was silent for a long time.

Hot tears wet Shen Zhiyuan's shirt, as if two holes were to be scalded.

"Shen Zhiyuan, in fact, I have never liked anyone."

"I know."

"It took me five years to accept my illness. But after I met you, everything was broken. I don't want to die, and I want to be with you every day, every day..."

Shen Zhiyuan felt that he was crying too, they seemed so small in the face of life and death.There was nothing he could do but watch her die.

The next day, Wen Siyan didn't come to the corner.

Until the next six months, Shen Zhiyuan did not see her.

Can't see it anymore.

Never see you again.

One day when Shen Zhiyuan came home, he received a tape from another place.

He put the tape into the laptop, and with an inexplicable agitation, he couldn't help wondering, could it be Wen Siyan?
Wen Siyan's face appeared on the screen, with a white ward in the background.

"Shen Zhiyuan, when you saw this video, I might have fallen into a long sleep."

"I haven't told you about my illness because of my own selfishness. I am an AIDS patient."

"It's surprising, I don't know how I got AIDS. I always wanted to hug you and kiss you like a pair of normal lovers. But there is no way."

"AIDS will not get better. One year after I got sick, my immunity declined, and a cold would kill me half my life. When you left, I saw you crying. You cry every day when you leave. I Isn't it too selfish? I'm going to die, and I want you to feel sorry for me. "

"Didn't you ask me why I always squat in the corner and look at the flowers? I'll tell you now, because darkness is my salvation. But it's not now."

Wen Siyan wiped away tears and smiled happily.

"You walked into my world with light, Shen Zhiyuan, you are my salvation."

"I love you."

(End of this chapter)