Fast Travel Guide: Where the Heart Goes

Chapter 192 High Wall.

The day he entered the palace was mid-December of the 10th year of Jianzhao's reign. The sky was filled with white snow, which melted in the palm of his hand.I looked out of the sedan window and saw the high palace walls through the heavy snow.

I feel sad, but I don't know why, maybe it's because of the tingling pain in my heart, maybe it's because I'm going to spend the rest of my long life in this deep palace.

I have been in the palace for several months and have not seen the emperor once.

I work hard every day to practice rhythm, dance skills, female celebrities, and literature.I like to go for a walk in the Thousand Carp Pond in the Imperial Garden the most, because there I will meet Jun Ye (the current emperor), even though he is always with other concubines.

I don't know how long it has passed, but one night, Eunuch Zhao suddenly heard the news that I will be in bed tonight.When I heard the news, I was stunned for a long time before I came back to my senses, and then I washed myself clean.When we saw Jun Ye, we chatted a few words casually, he frowned, and I felt like he was angry.

The moment I returned to the dormitory, I found that my expectations were shattered all over the place.In Jun Ye's eyes, I'm just one of the many concubines. I'm not outstanding in appearance, talent, and family background. Maybe after tonight, he will forget about it.

The life in the palace is very slow, the four seasons in the world have gone through several rounds, the snow outside the window has melted again and again, the first round of the sun in early spring can never shine into the bedroom.

The monthly salary is short of catty and two, and the maids beside her are bullied by the maids of other palaces. A Xing (big court lady) comes to report every once in a while which people the emperor has accepted into the harem.

When I went for a walk in Shanglinyuan, I met Jun Ye.He told me gently, let's go shopping with me.I feel like I'm worthless, but when he is gentle with me and smiles at me, I feel that he is good everywhere.

Since then, except for the Thousand Carp Pond, I have gone to Shanglinyuan every day.Occasionally, I would meet him, and gradually I remembered my name.

I will always remember the moment when he called me "Wei Meiren".

The number of times I went to sleep increased, I was very distressed, I seemed to fall in love, and I was the only one in love.

I found that I often went to Fengtianlou to pray for blessings, both for myself and for him.During the long pregnancy, he never came to see me, not even on the day the baby was born.

He is always absent, on the day of marriage, and also on the day of delivery.I just said to myself, it doesn't matter, it is the emperor after all, not an ordinary family.

Until the empress was happy, he went to visit the empress every day, accompanied her to see the scenery in the Thousand Carp Pond, and never left her on the day of giving birth.Only then did I realize that he didn't know how to love others.

He seems to be affectionate, but he is really affectionate.He can be extremely nice to the queen, but he loves other women.

After many years, I have two sons.But the empress had already changed, and the emperor's love was given to Concubine Wei again.

I wandered in the endless palace, the high walls on both sides were covered with snow.I once loved someone fervently, had a home with him with full expectation, and wasted my years in the deep palace for him.

What a failure I've had in my life.Inside the high wall is my body, and outside the high wall is my dead soul.

This palace wall is really high, so high that I can't see my future, the outside world, or the way home.

*"ordinary."

I walked countless times on the way to the hospital.The road is full of potholes, the sprinkler seems to have just left, and the ground is wet.Even though it was only nine o'clock in the morning, the road was still full of people and traffic.There are a few scattered shops around, barbershops and rice noodle stalls next to each other, the dirty water from washing vegetables gathers in potholes, and the water splashed by passing cars splashes passers-by's trousers.

　Huh, the last paragraph is to make up the word count.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)