My attribute of fast time travel is upside down

Chapter 593 Farming Shanlihan (158)

Not everyone is a saint, sacrificing oneself for others, especially for those insignificant people, making all the previous efforts meaningless, even costing one's own life, this is impossible.

Not being a saint is not wrong.

Although there was a vague guess in her heart, Qi Xue's heart still hurt uncontrollably when she actually heard the man say it.She felt sorry for his hiding life, more of a self-blame, and regret for the 'instinctive reaction' she had made that put him in danger time and time again.

Although that was not her true will, it cannot be denied that she was responsible.

It was her willfulness that led to the consequence of extreme weakness of consciousness, which gave the instinctive reaction a chance to control the body, resulting in today's situation.

In the final analysis, she is the initiator.

Qi Xue opened her mouth, and the phrase 'we're not going' that she wanted to remedy was stuck in her throat and she couldn't get it out no matter what.She knew that maybe the instinct in her body sensed her unwillingness to go to the crime scene, and came out again to make trouble.

She couldn't tell, she couldn't save the situation.

This recognition made Qi Xue feel extremely powerless while blaming herself. She hated such a feeling of powerlessness, regretted her self-willedness in the past, and even hated the person who paid for Zhang Yi's life, but had to succumb to it. Reality.This kind of helplessness is what she hates the most.

Her entanglement and pain are beyond words, and Zhang Yi regards this as her inner struggle.On the one hand, knowing the truth, she was unwilling to put him in danger again; on the other hand, she couldn't let go of Uncle Zhang's safety.

A warm feeling rose in Zhang Yi's heart. He couldn't bear to see her embarrassing himself. He put his big palm on her head and rubbed it lightly, "Okay, it's all decided. Do you have to go back on your word?"

He deliberately straightened his face, and said seriously: "If you really repent temporarily, I will be angry."

"Don't tell me sooner, don't talk about it later, I have been tinkering with this thing for a long time, but it has not been used at all, and now you say it is useless, so I am wronged for working for most of the day for nothing. .”

These words undoubtedly cut off all the ways for Qi Xue to retreat and regret.

Zhang Yi smiled and patted her on the head twice, his expression was no longer as serious as before, but more gentle, "Don't think about it, we will leave on time tomorrow."

"Don't worry about me. The worst possibility is that they find out. I've been hiding for so long, but I'm so useless. It's time to see the light."

"What's more, I have prepared so well, and if I really meet, it's hard to say who will suffer and who should be afraid."

Qi Xue knew that the man was comforting her, and she didn't want her to feel guilty.He must have seen her helplessness and embarrassment in his eyes, knowing that she couldn't bear him being hurt, but he couldn't let Uncle Zhang ignore it.

He didn't want her to be in a dilemma, so he took the initiative to help her out.

Such thoughts made Qi Xue's heart warm.

Her gaze became firm, she met his eyes straightly, and nodded heavily, word by word, as if she was saying an oath: "No matter what direction things develop, we will face them together." .”

Zhang Yi smiled, with a spoiled face: "Okay."

This sentence is sincere, just like his initial plan.

Compared with the hypocrisy of "I'm dead, you have to live well" in those stories, Zhang Yi is obviously more in line with his heart.

His heart told himself that since he was interested in her, so should she, so they should live and die together.

As long as he has one breath, he will never allow her to die.If he died, he would not leave her alone.

Qi Xue didn't know what was going on in the man's mind, and she didn't have the energy to guess.She has too many things to worry about now, and the string in her heart is tense.

She looked at Zhang Yi nervously, "Judging from the current situation, they haven't found you yet, have they?"

What she was worried about now was that those killers would accidentally discover some news about Zhang Yi when they were tracking the mission target.If so, Zhang Yi may be in danger.

Hearing the concern in her words, Zhang Yi was in a good mood, and answered with a hint of joy in his tone, "Don't worry, not for the time being."

Yes, temporarily.Now that we're at the crime scene, it might be difficult to hide it.

Qi Xue obviously thought about it too, her heart sank, and she said apologetically, "I'm the one who got you into trouble."

At the same time, she couldn't help cursing that damned 'gut reaction' secretly.

Zhang Yi couldn't help tapping her forehead with a slightly bent finger, and said in a doting tone, "Fool, it's none of your business."

"What I said just now is that I don't want to waste most of my hard work. I insist on going. What does it have to do with you?"

"Over the years, I've had enough of being chased and killed by them, and it's rare to have the opportunity to return it."

"No." Qi Xue didn't believe his words, "Your words don't make sense at all."

"You have been silent all this time, and you didn't report it to the Yamen, just to avoid being discovered by them and not getting angry. How could you be so obsessed with things like 'returning'?"

"You are just comforting me, and you don't want me to have a psychological burden, so you take all these responsibilities on yourself."

It's just that such an excuse is too clumsy to convince her.

Zhang Yi didn't care about the embarrassment of being exposed at all, his smile was still bright, "You are wrong."

"Maybe, I have the heart to comfort you, but these words are not comfort, but facts."

"You're right. I was really avoiding them before. One thing more is worse than one thing less. But that doesn't mean I'm really afraid of them."

"Keep silent, just because the people who will be in danger are not worth it for me. Compared with their safety, I value my own peace and stability."

"But you are different."

"You're worth it." Zhang Yi said the last three words with great solemnity, like a promise or a confession.

"No one can force me to make any decision I don't want to make."

"Every decision I make, it's because I want to."

"I am willing to go with you to the crime scene, take risks with you, and protect you. This is what I am willing to do."

Since it is willing, it means that it has thought about all the consequences that need to be borne, no matter what happens in the future, it is no different from others.

After listening to Zhang Yi's explanation and knowing his true thoughts, Qi Xue was speechless for a long time.

She didn't know how to describe her current mood, she only knew that her heart was no longer under her control, it was beating violently, thump, thump, thump.

"I..." She moved her mouth, wanting to say something, but she couldn't say a whole sentence.

She seemed to have lost her ability to speak in an instant, and could do nothing but stare at the man in front of her without moving.

After stammering "I" for a long time, Qi Xue finally turned her words into actions and rushed directly into his arms.

She was too moved to speak, so she had no choice but to express her attitude with actions.

Zhang Yi obviously didn't expect that she would make a sudden attack, and he froze on the spot for a while, with his two hands open in the air, one left and one right, not knowing how to move.

(End of this chapter)