My attribute of fast time travel is upside down

Chapter 1038 Zombie Raising Daily (376)

The so-called "sick" is actually the unfortunate infection of a new type of virus and being forced to be admitted to the hospital.If Yan Dongqing had an impression and reaction to the term new virus, she shouldn't have no impression of her being admitted to the hospital for treatment.

Anyway, it's all happening at the same time.

Mr. Zombie wanted to hide his deep concern, but it was rare for the other party to change the subject in a sensible way, so he naturally followed the situation happily.

The pictures in his head flashed one after another, almost all of them were crammed in at about the same time, it was a mess, so many and complicated, it hurt his brain, he had to take some time to calm down and sort it out slowly rummage.

Seeing his pensive look, Qi Xue patiently did not disturb him.

After a while, Mr. Zombie's eyes gradually became anxious after finishing the slide show.

His eyes fell on the face of the girl in front of him who looked forward to waiting for the result, her heroic eyebrows gathered in the middle, she tilted her head and asked, "Ho ho ho?"

New virus, what is it?
That expression was not pretending, it was a genuine ignorance, a look of having never heard of it.

Qi Xue said to her heart, "You really didn't think about it."

She murmured in a low voice, feeling a little helpless in her heart.

In fact, in the process of repeated questioning, Qi Xue already had a faint guess in her heart when she saw the confused expression on his face, so when Mr. Zombie gave a clear answer, she was not too surprised in her heart, after all, it was expected thing.

However, her brows still couldn't stop gathering in the middle.

Mr. Zombie's memory has not been fully restored, but only a small part of it.

Logically speaking, no matter how much, Mr. Zombie can recall the past, which is the greatest achievement of blood treatment during this period, Qi Xue should be happy.But recalling these clips made her unable to laugh.

It's all the memory of 'her' doing something wrong!Without exception.

Go fucking selective memory!If this was really a random memory, Qi Xue couldn't help scolding her mother, she really should boast that she can remember!

Qi Xue has been forced to swear in her heart by Mr. Zombie's bad memories.

But from another perspective, if this is not a random memory, it is purposeful.

As for why such a choice was made, Qi Xue had a vague guess in her heart.

Once, when Xiao Liu mentioned knowledge related to human brain memory, she vaguely remembered that it was about the depth of memory.

Xiao Liu said that a person's life will produce many memories, some of which are like passers-by, flashing in the mind and disappearing.Some are like giant trees that have been around for a hundred years, and their roots are deeply rooted in the land of my mind, which will never disappear.

The reason why there is such a gap is that the most important factor depends on the person's own emotional level for this memory.

Some memories, such as what to eat, what to watch, these things that are experienced every day, have no special meaning to the memory owner himself, the degree of emotion is low, and it is even just a necessary daily activity, not even a trace of emotion. Never invested.

This kind of memory is very shallow and will not be firmly imprinted on the memory cells.It is simply attached, looking for a temporary carrier, and it will fade away after a long time.Until it completely disappears and there is no trace left, this memory will never be found again.

Such memory is also a kind of temporary memory.

There is also a kind of memory, such as the beautiful past sweet years between the owner and the beloved, or the object of vendetta that is deeply rooted in the flesh and blood. The owner of the memory has poured a lot of emotion, whether it is love or hatred, and he attaches great importance to this memory. .

This kind of memory is very deep, and there will be special memory cells to imprint it on it and keep it in the brain for a long time.Even though the memory is gradually covered by new memories as time goes by, it still does not disappear, but is deeply rooted in the depths of the master's brain, waiting for an opportunity to wake it up.

Yan Dongqing's current situation needs to be explained by the latter.

In Xiaoliu's analysis, deep-level memories also have their own strict hierarchy, which is also judged according to the degree of investment in the owner's own emotional value.

The more emotions invested, the higher the level, and vice versa.

The clearest manifestation of such a level on weekdays is how often you think about it.The higher the level, the more the frequency of recall, and vice versa.

Because the memories buried deep need to be triggered by chance. The higher the level of memory, the deeper the emotions invested, the more things can be triggered, just like every plant and tree in the memory, even if it is a very random Ordinary things, the similar and the same, can be the key to triggering memories.

Those with a lower level have much more emotional input than those with a higher level, so the degree of profundity is relatively low, and the trigger conditions are relatively less and harsher. It is likely that certain things that are relatively deeply related to the protagonist in memory can be triggered.

There are many memories in Yan Dongqing's mind, and many of them can be imprinted on the memory cells for a long time.These memory cells were deeply sealed in the depths of his brain after he mutated into a zombie, and it was difficult to be opened.

With the continuous infusion of Qi Xue's blood, the virus antibodies in it gradually took effect in his body.He recovered little by little, including the shackles that tightly sealed the original memory began to loosen, and the memory was awakened little by little due to certain specific triggering conditions.

A large part of why all the awakened memories are bad ones may be that these memories have caused too much harm to Yan Dongqing himself, and he has invested too much emotion, maybe it is hatred or resentment.

Such a profound emotional investment even exceeds the good times that Qi Xue traveled through and deliberately relaxed. Therefore, when receiving certain trigger conditions, those hurt memories were the first to break out of the shackles, forming the current situation. It’s just a case of the accumulation of negative images.

It was also at this time that Qi Xue really understood Yan Dongqing's heart.During the time when he was hospitalized for relief, he chose to forgive and accept, not to say that the pain in his heart was really erased, and there was no trace left.

Instead, he just sealed this part of the grievances deeply in his heart, and tried his best to influence and dissipate them with the love and warmth he felt in reality.

But this obviously requires a process, a very long process.Because, three feet of ice does not freeze in one day.Yan Dongqing has been wronged for so many years and has accumulated so much resentment in her heart, but Qi Xue's arrival only lasted a few months.The warmth and love she could provide were too little, not enough to erase the pain she had suffered.

Therefore, deep in Yan Dongqing's memory, the depth of those injuries is far higher than that short-lived sweetness.As a result, resulting in the current situation, he was the first to recall all the grievances and injuries he had suffered.

Pay for the sins you have made yourself.Although this "self" is not the real her, it can only be her now.

Qi Xue sighed faintly in her heart, even though she had no choice but to accept this dumb loss that she could only swallow.

(End of this chapter)