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Chapter 291 – Qualities of an Excellent Assassin (153)

When Pan Yuezhu realized this, her whole heart began to beat more violently than usual, and it was not the kind of nervous heartbeat, but the awareness of some special emotion Time, the subconscious feeling of heartbeat.

Pan Yuezhu was inexplicable, having such a feeling made Pan Yuezhu very insecure. In fact, before that, Pan Yuezhu never thought that he would miss someone so much, let alone miss someone, so Pan Yuezhu never I have never had the idea of ​​who I want to be with. After all, feelings are the most unworthy things in this world. No one will not change. After a period of time, they will become different from before. And since they changed, everything changed.

Pan Yuezhu didn't want to experience that loss, so she didn't want to start a relationship, but now it seems that Pan Yuezhu can't control it, some things have already happened, and Pan Yuezhu used the word "Missing" just now. Think of another word, that is "like".

Pan Yuezhu swallowed his saliva silently when he thought of this. Did he really fall in love with He Chen?Pan Yuezhu gently put his hand on his chest and felt his pounding heartbeat with his palm. This feeling was really wonderful. Pan Yuezhu had never experienced it before. This was Pan Yuezhu's life since he was alive until now. This is my first time feeling like this.

This feeling made Pan Yuezhu very insecure, and it also made Pan Yuezhu subconsciously want to refuse and escape, but the beating on the chest was very far away, very obvious, and Pan Yuezhu couldn't ignore it at all. Pan Yuezhu, even if he wanted to suppress those beatings in his heart, he couldn't do it at all.

Pan Yuezhu clenched his fists silently. This feeling was really not very good, but it was inexplicably reassuring.Pan Yuezhu knew that he was very insecure, so he also knew that it was difficult for him to like someone, and it was also difficult for him to accept a relationship. He and He Chen had chatted for so many days and said so many words before, and even they now felt sorry for each other. My understanding is no longer the same as before, it has reached a deeper level.

But Pan Yuezhu still never dared to like others, because Pan Yuezhu always felt that she was not worthy, and the feeling of inferiority that was always lingering in her heart made Pan Yuezhu very much want to resist these feelings.But now Pan Yuezhu feels that even if he wants to resist, he can't resist, because that feeling has been lingering in his heart, and he can't get rid of it no matter what. This kind of thinking makes Pan Yuezhu very dangerous, and it also makes Pan Yuezhu very sad. sense of security.

This feeling is actually very contradictory. Pan Yuezhu realizes that she likes synthesis, but subconsciously wants to reject it and likes synthesis. This kind of ambivalence is a subconscious psychology of Pan Yuezhu's self-protection. In the process, the brain directly made a decision for Pan Yuezhu.

Pan Yuezhu's hand was still on her chest, feeling the beating of her heart, and also feeling her truest thoughts. After a long time, Pan Yuezhu still couldn't recognize the throbbing in her heart, let alone get herself out of safety. Protective shell, open yourself to accept others.Pan Yuezhu only felt that she might be able to bury this liking, maybe ignore it, or maybe she could just bypass this liking and look at these things from another perspective.

Pan Yuezhu silently took a deep breath, hoping that she could do this, and only hoped that nothing would change her mood in the future.

Lying on the bed, Pan Yuezhu felt that the bed was quite comfortable and very clean. It seemed that the inn was doing really well. Although there were not many people, and they were all passing guests, there were many Everyone just slept for one night, but the beds and quilts inside were also very clean, so Pan Yuezhu accepted it very easily. After taking a deep breath, Pan Yuezhu closed her eyes and forced herself to have a good sleep. Sleep, as long as you fall asleep, you don't have to think about those useless things, and you don't have to worry about your contradictory psychology anymore.

Last night, Pan Yuezhu had a dream. Although it was not a nightmare, it was actually very scary to Pan Yuezhu, because Pan Yuezhu dreamed of herself, and followed He Chen's footsteps to a very magnificent and gorgeous building. Chen disappeared.

The moment He Chen disappeared, Pan Yuezhu woke up suddenly, and then realized that everything just now was a dream. Although it was very real, it was all fake. Pan Yuezhu touched her other end with her hand In a cold sweat, he sighed silently, it seemed that he really thought about it day by day and dreamed about it at night. He just thought of He Chen during the day and dreamed about him when he went to bed at night.

Pan Yuezhu sighed softly, now the sky is dim, that is, around four o'clock in the morning, this time is especially suitable for taking pictures of the moon and sending news to the Assassin Organization, so Pan Yueru checked out the room early, He left the inn directly with his horse.

Pan Yuezhu sent his avatar to check around, and asked Goudaner to pay more attention. It turned out that there was no man in black, and there were no other suspicious persons. Pan Yuezhu was relieved now. It seemed that the man believed He realized that he was here to find relatives, so he stopped following him and left Jia Yanzhou's side directly. There must be a master.

The person who appeared in the inn last night should be a master, but he should also be very confident and arrogant. If he hadn't been like that, he would definitely not have left just like that. He must have followed Pan Yuezhu cautiously for a while. OK.

But that person's arrogance just fits Pan Yuezhu's requirements. The more arrogant he is, the better. He'd better be able to convey his thoughts to Jia Yanzhou so that Jia Yanzhou also believes that he is indeed here to find relatives. .

Pan Yuezhu took the horse to the mountain forest, and then whistled, and a carrier pigeon flew next to him. Pan Yuezhu stuffed the written note into the very small bamboo tube tied to the carrier pigeon's leg. Then he patted the pigeon's wings, and the pigeon flew away.

Pan Yuezhu looked around again, but didn't find anyone nearby, so he rode his horse and walked towards Ping'an Valley.

Goudan'er didn't make a sound, and Goudan'er didn't make a sound, which proved that there was really no one around him looking at him.

(End of this chapter)