Fast travel: report to the host, the system crashed again!

Chapter 181 Crossing the Rollover Scene (24)

With complicated emotions, Lisa continued to turn down page by page.

April 8, overcast:
With Matthew running, the game has only just begun.

April 8, overcast:
There are a lot of things today.

Matthew actually got me hurt, it was my fault.

As always, I deepened the wound with the knife and she came in and asked me to put the knife down, which I did because she was important.

The look in her eyes when she looked at me was full of fear, good, and emotional, which at least proved that she was alive and not dead, unlike me...

Later, I heard her conversation with Yashana, she didn't seem to like staying with me, I won't let her go!But when she talked about her hometown, I have never seen that kind of tenderness. Should I let her go?

Can't sleep, I tied her to my side, but she seems to be even more misbehaved.

But I still can't bear to let go.

April 9, overcast:
I broke the chains that were tied between us, she said gender equality, I will try it.

April 9, overcast:
Matthew made a full set and asked her to compete, and I agreed, because I knew that the war between Matthew and me was about to reach its final moment. We still didn’t know whether we would live or die, and I couldn’t let her take risks.

If I use this method to give her freedom, she probably won't notice it, and even if she does, she won't care about me, anyway, it's good for her to live, um, it's better to remember me...

I asked her to fight for me, but she was not happy, I traded freedom, and she agreed, a little sad.

She was also hurt, badly, and heartbroken.

I was in a bad mood and drank.

Does she really hate me that much?
Well, I hate myself too…

So annoying.

He wrote the diary of this day in a mess, with no structure at all, but Lisa still understood it. It turned out that it was because of this reason that he made the bet that he had to play her, just to find a suitable one. The excuse to give her back her freedom... So arrogant is not cute at all!
Unknowingly, tears had already climbed to the corners of my eyes, and they couldn't wait to get out of my eyes, covering the entire notebook.
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September 9, don't know the weather:
She woke up, I asked her to go, and she left.

He didn't even say hello, he had no conscience, he was unhappy, he didn't want to eat, he didn't want to go out, he didn't want to do anything.

She should be very happy... I really want to go out and see her expression at the moment.

Forget it, she probably doesn't want to see me.

September 10, don't know the weather:
I lost, and Matthew threatened me with her, and I couldn't afford to bet.

Fortunately, I let her go, and didn't let her see me in such a mess.

That oriental girl who came out of nowhere asked me 'Is it worth it? '

I don't know, I may have a little understanding of what my mother meant when she said true love.

But now it's just my unilateral liking for her... There will be no chance in the future.

In the end, I told the oriental girl: There is no value in love, only whether you are willing or not.

She is the first person to walk into my heart, I am willing to give up everything for her, just that...

I suddenly remembered that I forgot to ask her name for so long, and it was a bit impolite to call her Xiao Liuer all the time...

Forget it, it's still Xiao Liu'er who sounds nice.

Although she can't see this, I still want to say:
Goodbye, Xiao Liuer.
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After that, there will be no more.

Lisa couldn't help crying when she saw it. She knelt down and hugged the notebook tightly, as if she had traveled through thousands of years and hugged a void soul.

(End of this chapter)