See you next time, the male god of quick time travel

Chapter 769 Killing Depression (31)

"It's just that I don't understand, so I lose.

Brother, Ah Yue knows that you pay attention to many things about me, so you should also know about these things, right?
Hehe, do you think Ah Yue is stupid?Obviously, with just one sentence, such a moving lie, I can make them stay.

But you said, why can't I just say it?

Sure enough, Ah Yue is really stupid, so she has never been able to keep those who left.I told myself that I couldn't keep them because they were destined to be passers-by in my life.

But, I was just making excuses for myself, for my cowardice and selfishness.

I can't forget their disappointed looks, and the eager expectation in their eyes.

But all of this was destroyed by my own hands.

I don't like them, yet I want them to stay with me.I thought, maybe from that time on, I was crazy enough.

I fall into my own world and go on according to my own ideas. Those things and people that I think are wrong can be thrown away at will.

Ignoring those disappointments and expectations, I have become the extremely selfish person I am today.

Brother, do you hate Ah Yue like this?
I'm sorry, my brother will be very sad for asking such a stupid question.But you won't be mad, I understand.

You are not willing to be angry with Ah Yue, even if Ah Yue kills you, you will not be angry, I have always known and understood.

However, it is precisely because of this that I want to say, brother, don't let yourself live so tired.

Ah Yue knows, Ah Yue knows.Brother, you obviously don't want to hurt me...

The use of the word "unbearable" shows that Ah Yue is really put in your heart.

I don't know why, after suffering from depression, my emotions go up and down, and I can't control my emotions.

But for the emotional aspect and the details that were once neglected, it gradually became clear in the memory.

Ah Yue recalled that her former brother was really reluctant to say harsh words to Ah Yue, and he was never really angry with Ah Yue.

At that time, Ah Yue didn't understand or understand her brother's mood at that time.

I always feel that maybe it's because of caring and cherishing each other, that's why my brother is so nice to Ah Yue, right?
But now, I suddenly found a word in my mind, unbearable.

You can't bear to hurt Ah Yue, you know that Ah Yue is fragile inside.

You are not willing to say a heavy word, because you will think about it, will I feel uncomfortable or think too much because of this sentence?
But what about me?
I have always let my temper go, I have never put myself in your shoes, why do you always hold back when you are about to lose your temper?
Ah Yue finally understood, but she also understood the gap and difference between her brother and Ah Yue.

You see, we care about each other equally, but in completely different ways and degrees.Because it seems that the older brother always cares about Ah Yue more.

In the past, Ah Yue was ignorant...

Ah Yue admits that she is actually not good at communicating with people.

There are many times when the words spoken are not thought through by the brain, and they hurt my brother naturally.

It was one of the few fights we had until that day erupted.

You say, because I care about you, I never lose.

If it wasn't for you, I would have died long ago!
Brother, that was the first time you spoke your mind, and it was also your admiration..." Following Yan Yue's description, the scene of that day was shown in his mind like a movie.

　Zhang pushes a few books from friends, waiting for favor——

　　Gongsun Xiaoer's "Chief Female Supporting Role: Villain Boss Raiders Handbook", An Mo'an's "Quick Transmigration: Glory of the King", who is playing the demon "Quick Transmigration Game: There is always a male god to tease me! "

　　
　
(End of this chapter)