Chapter 602 Quasimodo's Heart (13)

The streets of Seoul in October are filled with fallen leaves of plane trees.A woman with bright makeup and a girl with a rather strange appearance stood silently beside the newsstand, much like the upright but silent phoenix tree beside it.

Jin Xianzi lit a cigarette and was about to put it into his mouth when Shi took the cigarette away.She smiled and didn't mind, instead, she asked a passerby to ask for another one.

"Look, with a pretty face, it's very convenient to do many things." She lit a cigarette and put it into her mouth in one go, without giving Shi a chance to smoke it away.She took a deep breath, then let it out lightly and slowly, shrugged her shoulders mockingly, and said in a hoarse voice, "I thought I would never tell anyone about my past." Without this Slap words.She didn't say the second half of the sentence.

Shi Yi stood next to her, quietly admiring the scenery of falling sycamore leaves, and listening to her tell her story.

"I became the mistress of a rich man when I was 16 years old." She thought the Chinese girl next to her would be shocked, but when she glanced at her face from the corner of her eye, she saw that her mood was light and her expression did not change at all.

"He was old enough to be my father, but he gave me a lot of money. I was short of money at that time. He told me that as long as I stayed with him, I could spend the money as I wanted and buy whatever I wanted. Then Sometimes I thought, how nice it is for girls to have money, not to mention that I have a beautiful face, so I should spend a lot of money. I thought stupidly at the time, thanks to my beautiful face, I attracted the money I lacked. .”

"At that time, I was only 16 years old, but I thought I knew a lot. After being brainwashed by him, I felt that life was just like this-who should I sleep with? What's more, he gave me so much money, I still have A certain amount of freedom. So, I fell happily every day, never thinking about the future and the future. Until one day, I found a family photo in his wallet."

"His wife is very beautiful, but she is no longer young, and her wrinkles can even be seen in the photo. His son is obediently nestled between him and his wife, which reminds me of my parents abroad. For the first time, I feel guilty , He took the initiative to leave him. He seemed to know that I was leaving, and he didn’t call me or send me a text message. Until a long time later, a large amount of money was charged into my card by a stranger, and his wife gave me I called and I found out he was dead."

The cigarette had been burned, and Jin Xianzi pinched the tail of the cigarette with his thumb and forefinger, crushed it against the plane tree, and threw it into the trash can.

"You hate him." Shi Yi took the initiative to return the confiscated cigarettes to her, with a calm expression, "He ruined your yearning for love."

Jin Xianzi broke the cigarette in his hand one inch at a time, and his pretty face was full of hostility: "He thought that the last sum of money could make up for me. But all these years, I only hate him. He ruined my most precious life as a girl. What made me dare not fall in love with men or get along alone.”

Only he died.She could never look back to him again and return all the slaps and hatred.

"Life is your own." Shi handed it over, held her slender fingers, and said in a calm tone, "For those things that have hurt us, we don't have to pretend to be magnanimous to forgive those things that have hurt us. You Hate it generously. You can even regard his death as your curse on him taking effect. You just need to remember that the most precious thing in life is yourself. Bad guys deny everyone they meet in the future.”

Jin Xianzi smiled, but the smile was as bitter as coptis, "He lied to me. He lied to me that I was not married and that I had no children. I always thought that I was the only one harmed by my depravity, but when his wife called me , I know that I will never get relief in this life - I not only harmed myself, but also harmed another innocent woman."

"That's why you have such a cold personality, that's why you pay for yourself, that's why you're beautiful but never have a boyfriend." Shi Yi gently hugged her into his arms and comforted her in a low voice, "It's all in the past. .Now you are so new that everyone looks up to you and envy you."

"Even so, the past still exists like a haze in my heart. I hate men." Jin Xianzi raised his hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and whispered to himself, "I also hate my vain 16-year-old self."

"Forgiveness is something God will do. What you have to do now is to move forward. Xianzi, you have to move forward as before." Shi Yi patted her thin shoulder and said gently, " Beautiful but inexperienced girls have always been the prey of those wretched and despicable men. You shouldn't blame yourself."

"I feel dirty." Jin Xianzi pinched the base of her thigh heavily, "The more I grow up, the more I don't understand why I was so stupid at the time. I hate him, but sometimes I feel that the person I should hate the most It's me. If I hadn't been out of vanity, I wouldn't have been fooled by him. If I could do it all over again, I wouldn't have been deceived. I'll start from the first step down-to-earth."

As soon as Shi Shi understood, she was not telling her past to find comfort, but she had been holding it in for too long, and she was about to collapse, so under the stimulation of today's slap, she had a reason to pour out her emotions.So Shi Yi quietly listened to her talking to herself, knowing that she had stopped talking to herself.

"I'm sorry. Just pretend you didn't hear me say anything today." Jin Xianzi broke away from her embrace, took out the powder and lipstick from her bag, and began to touch up her makeup. Her calm appearance did not reveal her previous fragility at all.

This is the life of an adult. Even if you have been hurt, even if you have wounds in your heart, as long as you still deal with people, you have to be careful to cover up all the scars.Because you don’t know if your scars will be used by people with ulterior motives.She was a bit as impulsive as Hou Hai just now.

Shi Yi turned around and nodded heavily.Kim Hyun Ja must have regretted telling her her secret at this moment.But she will forget all this.

When the two returned to the company one after the other, Kato Koko was a little surprised.Obviously these two went to buy medicine together, didn't they?Why is the atmosphere so unpleasant when you come back?There is also Xianzi's face, why is there no slap mark on it.She scratched her hair, stared away in a daze.

For the next few days, Jin Xianzi didn't take the initiative to talk to Shi Yi again.Shi Yi also tried to avoid talking to her.That's it, it's the weekend again.

(End of this chapter)

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