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Chapter 81
I have no father since I was a child. My mother said that my father passed away early.

The father she spoke of was as perfect as a god.He is tall and handsome, talented and well-spoken. He is a dragon and phoenix among people, which is rare in the world.Whenever this topic was brought up, my mother always had a look of sadness and fascination on her face.

She always says that to me.

"You inherited him."

Yes, I inherited that man I never met.In terms of appearance, my facial features are sharp and angular, which is different from other children.I think, I am also smart, growing up so big, I have never bothered about studying, I only need to glance at the knowledge in the textbook, and I can probably make it out.

However, I am not happy at all, what is the use of these, I would rather become as ordinary as other children, but also want to have a complete family.

Two classmates were fighting in school. One of them pointed at the other's nose and said harshly:

"You fucking dare to hit me. Believe it or not, I asked my dad to come and beat you?"

Whenever this time, I feel bad, I also want a father.

It was probably when I was in the first grade of elementary school. That time I won the first place in the school without any suspense. When I was young, I didn’t know how to hide my inner joy. With the certificate in my hand, I was just happy.The second fat guy in the whole school suddenly rushed out, snatched the award from me, and crushed it in his hand: "Where did you come from, you dare to compete with me for the ranking."

I rushed up and beat the fat man, but he was no match for me.

"You made it clear to me that you are a fucking bastard. If you want to be the first in the exam, you should take the exam with your own ability. If you don't have that ability, don't talk nonsense here."

The little fat man was beaten severely, but he refused to admit defeat at all.

"I made it very clear, your mother came to our city with a big belly, who knows whose seed you are, what's wrong with saying you are a wild seed?"

This time, the anger in my heart could no longer be suppressed, and my fist fell down without knowing the severity. I couldn’t hear the screams and wails from behind the little fat man. I just wanted to scream for you. If you scream more loudly, I won’t say anything. Say more disgusting words.

When I found out what was wrong, the little fat man was already curled up on the ground and began to moan softly. I quickly let go, and the teacher rushed over. I was really ruthless. The little fat man went to the hospital and lay down for a week.

As a result of the fight, the parents were called.When my mother and teacher asked me why I wanted to hit someone, I lowered my head, bit my lip and refused to speak.

I matured earlier than my peers, and my thoughts are sometimes more delicate. I don't know why, but I think what he said may be true.Otherwise, why do I have no father, no grandparents, grandparents, relatives other than mother, as if they evaporated from this world, they don't exist at all.I didn't want to make my mother uncomfortable, so I chose to remain silent.

But she still knows, she is more sensitive than me.

She hugged me that day and cried for a long time without saying a word.This is the first time I've seen her cry. In the past, even if she showed sadness inadvertently, she would not shed tears.

From that moment on, I consciously closed myself off.I got good grades and was loved by my teachers. I studied, and I got praises. I was withdrawn, and I was isolated by the whole class and even the whole school. Even bad rumors about my mother began to spread. Maybe I thought too much. , but I always felt that someone was pointing fingers behind me. The more this happened, the worse my attitude towards all my classmates became, and it even became a terrible vicious cycle later on.I became indifferent. Even if I changed schools and was placed in a strange environment, I would still quickly become hostile to my classmates and be isolated.

The second time my mother cried was before she died.

For treatment, I spent all my savings at home.After the hospital squeezed out all the money, it declared that the treatment was invalid and asked her to go back and wait to die.

My mother lay on the bed with a dry figure, took my hand, and cried: "Mo Ran, the thing I regret the most is giving birth to you. I was too selfish. At that time, I only thought of myself and didn't think about it But, can I take good care of you?"

"Mo Ran, get along well with your classmates. Stop being lonely." At that moment, I saw the worry in my mother's eyes.I always thought I was hiding it well, but unexpectedly, she still knew about my situation in school.

That's right, I almost forgot that my mother is also a delicate person.Because I was too sensitive and self-respecting, I had to use being unreasonable and making everyone hate me and not approach me to cast a hard wall and a barrier of indifference to protect my fragile self.

My mother eventually left and I was an orphan.

I am finally the only one left in this world, with no relatives or friends.

The money left at home quickly ran out, and I began to go out to work.The teachers in the school knew about my situation and wanted to mobilize the whole school to donate money to me. They did not want to see a student with excellent grades wasting time on things other than studying.The thought of asking people who look down upon me to donate money makes me feel extremely uncomfortable.

I told the teacher, "I won't take their money."

As I was leaving, I heard teachers whispering in the office.

"It's good that this child has good grades, but his personality is too... I'm not proficient in human relations at all. What's the use of studying well in the future."

I sneered, look, you are also laughing at me.

I, Jun Moran, don't need other people's pity!
I never thought that one day I would have friends too.

Until a long time later, I couldn't remember the first time I met Luo Feng, what he looked like.

At that time, in my eyes, everyone was ugly without appearance.When Luo Feng was holding homework and asking me questions, I coldly pushed him away: "Get out, I don't have time."

Unexpectedly, he chased after me and shouted: "I know you are going to work. You can teach me, 30 yuan an hour?"

This price is higher than my salary outside, but how did he know that I have to work at this time.

I turned around and looked at him, judging by his clothes, he should be a rich man, he wants to use money to make me happy: "There are a few idiots with stinky money." I sneered, ignoring the voice of the young man behind me.

For a whole month afterwards, Luo Feng followed me.

I asked him, "What do you want to do?"

He said to me very sincerely: "I want to find a top student to be my friend."

friend?When this word was uttered, I was stunned for a moment. How could a person like me have friends?

Just in time, because of some things that day, I spoke harshly to the classmates in the class. He muttered and scolded me, so I smiled and looked at Luo Feng:
"You see, I have this kind of relationship with all the classmates in the school. You can be friends with me if you want, but you have to treat everyone in this school as an enemy and tie me up to fight with them." I am determined to win. Staring at him, I was ready to see him look at the psychopathic expression on his face, and then leave with a look of disgust.

However, I was disappointed. Under such a strange request, Luo Feng actually nodded.

　In the end, I decided to write a short episode, otherwise I'm afraid I won't be able to write the QAQ of the entertainment industry before it goes on the shelves.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)