After wearing the book, I made the villains cry

Chapter 35 Obsessed with obsession (34)

【Su Xiuming's Confessions】

If I had to choose again, I might not choose this kind of life.

Note that I just said "maybe".

There is no replay of life, no rehearsal, every time is a live broadcast.

Therefore, the choices I have made are the ones I have made, and most of the time, they are the most correct choices for me at that moment.

Maybe some things I did wrong, but I don't regret it.

After getting married, Jing Xian asked me a question:
do i love her
I didn't give her an answer at the time.I said, I don't want to lie, I don't want my words to be a knife that hurts people.

After Jingxian disappeared from our lives for many years, one day suddenly, I recalled my answer at that time and realized:

Although I didn't say I don't love her, what I said actually caused irreparable harm, even more hurtful than telling her that I don't love her directly.

But she still gave birth to a child for me without hesitation.

Lingxi, this is the name my father-in-law and Jingxian chose together, and I haven't asked for my opinion.

They say that Lingxi is equal to "consonance", that we are made in heaven, a well-matched couple, a heart-to-heart, and love at first sight.

I thought, whatever, whatever.

My private relationship with Aqiao was finally exposed one day, and I knew very well that this kind of thing would not be hidden for long.

In fact, I also thought it didn't matter at the time, if she insisted on divorcing me, then the divorce would be fine.

Aqiao also gave birth to a girl for me, and in all fairness, I think Aqiao paid more for me.

In order to keep this child and raise the child better, she even wronged herself to marry another man. This should be regarded as some kind of sacrifice - for me.

In the final analysis, Jingxian married me out of her own will. She liked me and even got pregnant with my child before getting married. From the beginning to the end, I never forced her, and I didn't even deliberately hide me and Aqiao things.

But that's her choice.

I don't think I did anything wrong.

However, when things developed later, it was indeed a bit tiring.

Because I gradually felt that these two women were paying for me.

They were all hurting themselves in different ways, and told me:

All because of falling in love with me.

But what did I do again?

I didn't need so much at first. They made their own choices step by step. After all, everyone is thinking for themselves.

Don't talk about dedication or sacrifice, how can there be people in the world who don't do it for themselves?

Some things seem to be sacrificing someone's interests on the surface, but what she has gained is far more than what she sacrificed!Otherwise she wouldn't have done it - that's human nature.

In short, I spent most of my life in such a daze.

I am also old.

The children have grown up and have their grievances and hatreds.

Lingxi is a good child, as kind as her mother.

Chunchun may have had a hard life when she was a child, and her personality is somewhat narrow and dark.

Although it's a little heartless to say that, Jing Xian's departure is also a relief for her.

So, when Aqiao proposed that plan, I didn't object.

I don't think I'm really a good person.

Just because I'm not involved doesn't mean I'm innocent.

To condone evil is also an evil.

But Aqiao said that the matter will never be implicated in me. Even if someone suspects it, or even reveals it in the end, all the consequences will be borne by her alone. The most important thing is that she has successful experience!

I still say that:

I don't think she did all this for me.

She is for herself.

Well, maybe there is another point for the sake of purity, after all, they are the biological mother and daughter.

Hey, what is guilty and innocent.

It is useless to think about these.

At the end of everyone's life, there will be the most fair trial.

【Su Chunchun's confession】

When I was very small, so small that I hardly had any memory, I always had this picture in my mind:
My mom, lying on the couch with a man who wasn't my dad, cuddling and behaving intimately.

When I was a little older, I asked my mother if there was such a thing, and my mother flatly denied it.

But I think it must have happened, otherwise, that memory could not be so vivid.

I think, at that time, they might think that I was too young, only a few months old, or one or two years old, and should not remember anything, so they put me aside and made out with me as if no one else was around.

It must be so.

Later, my father died for no apparent reason.

The doctor said he had a heart attack.

But I know, and I guess my mother knows too, that he, who is usually as strong as a cow, doesn't look like he has a heart attack.

When he gets drunk at home, throws things, hits my mother, and hits me, he is serious.Where does it look like a bad heart?

At Dad's funeral, Mom didn't shed a single tear, and even smiled a little—sneaking when no one was looking.

I can probably guess how my dad died.

There is a kind of pickled dish on my table. My mother never let me eat it, saying that it was my father's favorite dish.

Once I was really curious and took a sip. My mother smelled the smell in my mouth and beat me up. She also told me to drink soapy water and spit it all out. Then she cried and hugged me tightly. , made me swear never to touch that pickle.

I was young then.

But now I understand.

If you ask me, who did I learn from for my narrowness, extremeness, and cruelty?
I think you are asking knowingly.

Su Lingxi, she is actually a good sister.

But her biggest mistake was being my sister.

I can't allow someone to take away what should belong to me.

My mother took me to Su's house and told me that my biological father is Uncle Su.

That is, her mom took my dad away.

Stealing other people's things deserves death.

I have no sympathy for that woman at all.

As for Su Lingxi, it was just a stumbling block, she should not have been born in the first place.

I am not wrong!
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After Su Xi submitted the autopsy report and recording materials in the file bag to relevant law enforcement agencies, Feng Qiao and others were punished as they should.

They will reflect on the crimes they have committed in prison.

Su Chunchun voluntarily left City C. As for where she went, she didn't tell anyone, and likewise, no one cared—Gu Jiangchen immediately cut off contact with Su Chunchun after hearing that Feng Qiao was in prison, wishing to smear her body with disinfectant to save her life. show innocence.

Su Xi completed the mission, solved the hidden plot, and sought justice for Bai Jingxian who was poisoned to death. She can leave without regret and go to the next mission world.

But, before that—

"Assistant Huo, I remember you promised to dance for me?"

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[——The end of the first world——]

(End of this chapter)