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Chapter 192 When Two People in the Darkness Meet (End)
"It's okay, as long as I can see." Gu Siyuan smiled, "With me here, you don't need to see the world clearly by yourself." He will help her explore all the ways ahead, and then spend the rest of her life with her
In fact, Chi Xiaoyu doesn't have to be afraid that Gu Siyuan will dislike her at all, because the original Gu Siyuan's situation may be worse than hers.

A person who can see but has a dark heart is far more terrifying and pitiful than a person who is in darkness but has a bright heart.
Gu Siyuan can see, but he can feel everything in this world.The brightness of the world hurt his eyes, so he voluntarily locked himself in a dark corner.

It was Chi Xiaoyu who brought him out of that world.She was like a ray of light, illuminating his surroundings and also illuminating his heart.Even if he would be burned, Gu Siyuan would put her in his heart, because he couldn't do without her.

So he will also be Chi Xiaoyu's light in the future, illuminating her way forward and preventing her from being harmed again.

To be honest, Chi Xiaoyu was quite moved. Although these words sound a little strange——

She didn't expect that in this world, Gu Siyuan's 360-degree all-round nanny system has a paralyzed mode. Before, it was only disabled, and at most it could move its hands and feet; now it's okay, you don't even need to move your eyes?If it was more perfect, she could have passed away peacefully.
"So, will Xiao Yu'er agree to my marriage proposal?" Gu Siyuan was eager to find an answer.

"En." Chi Xiaoyu nodded with a smile, she had nothing to say no to.

In fact, Chi Xiaoyu didn't say that she was afraid that Gu Siyuan would dislike her because of low self-esteem.But this is a lifelong event after all, she must inoculate with Gu Siyuan.

Even if this is just one of her n times in life, but for Gu Siyuan, this is only his first time.Although Chi Xiaoyu believed in Gu Siyuan, she always believed that no one is perfect, and both Gu Siyuan and herself would make mistakes in judgment.

Of course, maybe all of this is just because Chi Xiaoyu wants to get an obvious answer
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When Gu Siyuan was ten years old, his mother suffered from severe depression.In order not to worry her family, she struggled with the illness alone for six years.

Depression is actually a terrible disease, because the patient's enemy is themselves.When a person no longer likes and loves themselves, they may have no time to care about others.

Therefore, returning home from school every day, taking away the knives from his mother, and taking care of his emotionally broken mother became Gu Siyuan's normal routine.The mother never resisted, and would only smile and say to Gu Siyuan afterwards: "Welcome back." However, this smile has always been a sharp weapon that hurt Gu Siyuan's heart.

Gu Siyuan is in fear every day, he is afraid that his mother will die suddenly in the blink of an eye
But when he actually saw his mother's body, he was surprised that there was no ups and downs in his heart, probably because his heart had already been numb.Witnessing his mother's life was worse than death, when she left, Gu Siyuan felt relieved.

His mother was alone at home that day, and when Gu Siyuan heard the news that she had sent all the servants away, he had a premonition of what was going to happen——

When he hurried home, he only saw his mother who had already taken a lot of sleeping pills and was lying on the bed with abdominal pain, which was so painful that it convulsed.Originally, Gu Siyuan might still have a chance to save his mother, but the last thing she said to him with her eyes closed was "Don't save me".

In the end, Gu Siyuan put down the phone in his hand and just looked at her bit by bit without making any sound.
He counted the time, called his father who was at work, and locked himself in a dark room forever.
Of course, Gu Siyuan didn't suffer from any depression, and he wouldn't hurt himself, he wouldn't let himself become like his mother.He just couldn't figure it out, what exactly did he want?What is he living so exhaustedly for?
Until Chi Xiaoyu opened the door of his room, a ray of light from outside shot into the room and hit his heart.

It may be because Chi Xiaoyu's situation is worse than his, so Gu Siyuan let down his guard at first.But he didn't expect that after this unloading, not even his heart was left.
Gu Siyuan noticed his heart very early, but Chi Xiaoyu was still young at that time, he knew that he could not hurt her, so Gu Siyuan has been patiently patient with himself.

Fortunately, the little girl did not reject his approach, but liked to stay with him very much.This is Gu Siyuan's luck and misfortune, the breath on Chi Xiaoyu's body is the deadliest poison to him.
When Gu Siyuan learned that Chi Xiaoyu was blind, he felt distressed and angry.He was the last to know about it after all, and he didn't like being kept in the dark.

But when he saw the little girl standing in front of him again, he couldn't get angry anymore, and the anger in his heart instantly turned into distress——

Some time ago, Gu Siyuan might still feel the injustice of fate, and he resented why all kinds of misfortunes happened to him. But those are not as painful as he is now.

Gu Siyuan was actually a little thankful for what happened to him and Chi Xiaoyu, otherwise he wouldn't have met his little girl because of it.Gu Siyuan began to feel that this was a trial left for him by God, and meeting Chi Xiaoyu in the end was the greatest compliment to him.

He only regrets that he didn't meet Chi Xiaoyu sooner, so that he could take her home earlier and make her suffer less
But to be honest, Gu Siyuan actually didn't want her to suffer at all.How could the little girl he held in his palm since he was a child be bullied?
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Chi Xiaoyu slowly wakes up in the system space
In this life, she left first, but later Gu Siyuan followed her closely.

Originally, Gu Siyuan was in good health. If there were no accidents, he should be able to live several decades longer than Chi Xiaoyu. So Chi Xiaoyu seriously suspected that this person had a premonition that her time was running out, so he pinched it himself.

It is very troublesome to digest the deeds of a life, so Chi Xiaoyu slowly submerged into the fish pond, and slowly fell asleep in her most comfortable form.
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When Chi Xiaoyu woke up again, there was already a clean and comfortable bed under her body.

She rolled her eyes—

This broken system, I thought it was too troublesome for her to sleep, so I just kicked her here to sleep
Because she just woke up, the memory of the previous world was still accumulated in her mind, so that when she opened her eyes and suddenly saw Gu Siyuan, she thought she was dreaming.

"Brother?" Chi Xiaoyu stared.

Although I don't know where this name came from, but it's rare to be able to take advantage of Zhanchi Xiaoyu, and Gu Siyuan was secretly happy.He just smiled, what to say——

"You came into my dream right after you died?" Chi Xiaoyu asked in a daze.

"." Gu Siyuan's smile suddenly froze on his face, and he took a deep breath, "Who the hell is dead!"

(End of this chapter)