you amaze me the whole time

Chapter 46 No, you lied to me!

"I said, Gu Che, you are too ruthless, you speak so cruelly, and you act so ruthlessly."

Lu Zhou didn't like it anymore.

"What? You like it?" Gu Che remained expressionless.

"do not like!"

"Then what else did you say?"

"Okay! It's so heartless, I curse you to be lonely forever."

"It doesn't matter."

Gu Chehao doesn't care
Bar room
"Come on, today is my birthday, just drink, I'll treat you."

"Brother Chen is mighty!" Lu Zhou raised his thumb.

waiter, another case of beer

"Please wait a moment, it's coming soon!"

Lu Zhou said, "Come on, let me order a song."

In the box, it was very lively, and there were not many worries on the young man's shoulders.

"Let's go! I'm going back, I drank the wine and ate the food, it's almost done."

"Ok!"

Gu Lian has been free for the past few days, but she still has a part-time job. It can only be said that it is a little more relaxed than before.

This morning, Gu Lian planned to go to the hospital to accompany her mother.

Still like before, I bought a lot of delicious and nutritious things.

"Mom! I'm here to see you!" Gu Lian happily said to her mother as soon as she entered the ward.

"Lianlian, you're here, come and sit down." Mother Gu patted the seat next to her.

"Okay, I'll put things down first."

After Gu Lian packed everything up, she started chatting with Gu's mother.

"Lian Lian, have you taken good care of yourself recently?"

"Of course, mother, you see that I have gained weight."

Gu Lian complained, "If I had known, I would have eaten less every day, and I wouldn't be as fat as I am now, and I wouldn't look good."

"That's right, it's good for Lian Lian to be fatter, and besides, my mother thinks Lian Lian looks good no matter what she looks like."

Mom, you will tell me good things, so that I almost think it is true.

Gu Lian is like a chatterbox, saying everything, doing everything possible to make Gu's mother happy.

"Mom, you should take your medicine. I'll get you some hot water."

"it is good!"

"The water is coming!"

Gu Lian looked at her mother who lived on medicine every day, must she be numb?He asked distressedly, "Is mother suffering?"

In fact, this question is a bit knowingly asked, and the medicine will not be bitter.

"Mother is not bitter."

"Mom, you lied to me again, saying that good medicine tastes bitter."

"However, I bought you candy, the kind you used to like most. If there is no accident, it will be enough for you for a month."

Gu's mother is always moved by Gu Lian's attention to detail.

"Silly boy, why spend money on those things? It's a waste. Besides, mother doesn't like candy anymore."

Gu Lian felt a little sad.

She knew that when her father chased her mother back then, candy accompanied them throughout their relationship.

Every time my mother is sad, my father will appear in front of my mother like a magician, give her candy, and make her happy.

"Mom, you are talking nonsense again. How could you suddenly not like something that you have liked all your life?"

In fact, what Gu's mother said was true. Since Gu's father died, Gu's mother didn't eat sweets much.

According to people, go too, keeping old things is just to increase troubles.

"However, today she is willing to eat for her daughter and regain this happiness."

Gu Lian took out a few candies, "Mother, open your mouth, I'll feed you."

"it is good!"

After that, Gu Lian continued to chat with Gu's mother.

dong dong dong~
"Room rounds."

"Mom, I'm going to open the door."

The mother's attending doctor said happily, "Gu Lian has come to see your mother."

"Ok!"

A group of people looked at it, then walked out.

Gu Lian wanted to know about her mother's situation, "Mom, I'll go out for a while."

He seemed to have known that Gu Lian was coming to find him, so he didn't leave, outside the door of the ward.

"Hello, doctor, I want to ask how my mother is doing."

He looked at Gu Lian who was much shorter than himself, he actually admired her, a girl who worked hard for his mother.

He knew that it wasn't that Gu Lian was not fragile, but that she had to be strong.He had also seen Gu Lian crying secretly in a corner alone.When meeting someone, I hurriedly wiped away my tears, raised a smiling face, pretended to be very happy, and greeted warmly.

From then on, he swore that he would protect the girl in front of him.

He didn't know if he liked it, all he thought was, "I don't want life to exploit her again, she should be happy and carefree."

He took off his mask and his face darkened.

Gu Lian suddenly didn't want to know anymore, she was afraid that what she would get was an answer she didn't want to accept.

"You have to be mentally prepared. Your mother's disease is rare, and I can't do anything about it. It will take half a year! You should spend more time with her in the future, so as not to leave regrets."

Gu Lian took a few steps back, her body staggering, "How is it possible, you have nothing to do, so my mother is really hopeless."

"Tell me, are you lying to me? I remember what you said, it can be saved."

Lin Hechen also didn't want to see Gu Lian's lifeless face.

"Your mother's heart is about to dry up, but because of your mother's special physical condition, we couldn't find a suitable heart for her."

"Use mine, I'm her daughter, mine will work for sure."

Lin Hechen selfishly didn't want Gu Lian to do this. He wanted her to live, and it didn't matter if she didn't have relatives. He would become her relatives in the future, and continue to love and take care of her instead of her dead relatives.

"You are crazy!"

"I'm not crazy, that's my mother, how can I just watch her die. You know, my father is dead, and he died in pain. He said he regretted it, but there is no medicine for regret in this world. , I wanted to die instead of him, but I couldn't. I watched him die in front of me. I will never forget that feeling in my life.

I have never understood why God is always so unfair. We have a peaceful life, but we have a kind heart.

But, why can't we get a good ending!
My father died, I accepted it, but why did my mother leave me.

Therefore, it is impossible for me to watch my mother die, even if I give everything, even my life. "

Gu Lian usually doesn't cry, she thinks crying is a very weak and ugly act.But today she was crying like a child, she didn't want to pretend to be strong anymore.

This was the second time Lin Hechen saw her cry.

Lin Hechen felt distressed for a while.

"I can understand your current mood. On the road of life, you will meet many people on the road. They may accompany you for a ride, or they may accompany you for a lifetime. On the road, you have to accept whoever gets off the bus. And be grateful. You can’t just give up halfway because someone else left, and you have to continue with your life later on.”

"No, no one can understand my current mood. Have you ever experienced parting from life and death? Have you ever experienced that I don't eat all day long for money? Have you ever experienced being treated specially by others?

Your family is happy and happy, and you were born with no worries about food and clothing. This world has let you go even if it is extremely difficult.

So you can say these words with ease.Thankful?Should I be happy when my mother is dead?
People who have not experienced it themselves are not worthy of saying what empathy is.

(End of this chapter)