you amaze me the whole time

Chapter 11 No regrets for the rest of my life

I went into the room and looked at them and asked, "What's the matter, it's starting to quarrel again."

He scolded his younger brother: "Do you not like me? Every time I come back, I either quarrel or fight."

Gu Che said: "It's none of your business"

I don't want to argue with him.

Mom turned around and went into the kitchen, and shouted after a while: "Xiao Lian, there is no salt at home, go and buy some."

"Okay, Mom"

Gu Che said, "I want to go too."

Mother Gu didn't want him to go, knowing her son was naughty: "What are you going to do, you'll have dinner right away. I'll find you from there."

"I'll be back in a while, with my sister."

"Then you go together, go and come back quickly."

As he walked, Gu Che slowed down.She knew that he was going to play with his group of cronies.

"Would you like to go back with me in a moment?"

"want!"

"I know what you are going to do. I can't control you. But you'd better wait for me here when I come back. "

After about half an hour, Gu Lian came back.

Seeing Gu Che and a group of people in the distance, Gu Lian stepped forward and said, "Let's go, go home."

"roll!"

Even though he knew what kind of character he was, when he heard this sentence, he couldn't help being touched in his heart.

Gu Lian left by herself, not waiting for him, nor did she want to wait.

In the evening, Gu Lian said to Gu Che: "You are already capable, what am I yours, sister! Please ask yourself, have I treated you badly for so many years? Don't tell me, you are joking. Then I'm afraid it's a joke, but I can't accept it. How many people have said so many hurtful words and done so many things through joking words. You think they are joking, but they are not. They just want to find an opportunity to bully You. That's all they really want to do.

Don't say I'm your sister, just say that I don't deserve your respect for everything I've done to you for so many years? "

"It's not the first time I've said that."

"Yes, it's not the first time. Let me tell you that I don't want to bear you anymore."

"Do you think that by saying this, you will appear more superior and have face. I tell you no, others will only think you are uneducated."

"I've disliked you for a long time. You tell me who owes you day by day. Why should others accommodate you unconditionally."

See for yourself, you don’t do anything without reading a book.Mother cooks for you every day and feeds you.Isn't she working hard?Do you think that you are still very young, you were born in a wealthy family, and you should be held in the palm of your hand?
In addition, you dare to provoke her, why, you want your mother to look at you and live your life.

Within a hundred miles, there is a family that dares to let their children be with you.What do you look like in their eyes, do you have no idea at all?

Obviously you said you wanted to be with me, why, could it be that I am shameless and force you.But in the end, I was wrong.

"I thought with joy that it didn't matter if others bullied me, because you are still there, and your preciousness is incomparable. Unexpectedly, I overestimated my position in your hearts. Like a fool, I deserve it."

I won't accommodate you in the future, and don't think about any benefits you can get from me.When I am used to you, you are a treasure.When you are not needed, you are worthless.You continue to do it, and I also want to see where my bottom line is for you.

After Gu Lian finished speaking, he turned and left.

Thinking of the boy I saved today.I took some food and went out with the medicine.

Gu Lian remembered that she put him in a pavilion, "Hey, are you awake?" Gu Lian called out not far away.

no respond.

When he approached, he saw his pale face and chapped lips, so he quickly gave him a little water.

"Well"

you're awake.

What's your name, how did you get hurt, do you need to call your family to report your safety?

"Mu Chen."

"what?"

"my name."

"What about you?"

"Gu Lian!"

He whispered: "Look at the shadow and feel sorry for yourself."

Gu Lian still heard it, and said, "Yes."

The atmosphere became warmer, and Mu Chen looked at Gu Lian.She looked very alluring in a loose pink t-shirt.Because of the height, I shouldn't look in my eyes accidentally. A butterfly, lifelike, is a birthmark.

After a long time, Gu Lian said: "I'm going back, I'll come to you tomorrow. Will you be okay here alone? Do you want to go home with me?"

"No, I've already caused you a lot of trouble."

After Gu Lian left, he watched the sky getting darker and darker.Knowing that it is not suitable to stay here for a long time, Mu Chen thought silently: "I will keep in my heart the kindness of today, and I will come to you in person in the future."

The figure disappeared into the night.

Early the next morning, Gu Lian came to look for the boy.Finding that he had already left, he said angrily, "It's really rude, I just left like this, without even saying thank you. Hey, forget it, just treat it as saving a self-obsessed wolf."

Walking on the path home, I feel happy.Both sides of the road are full of flowers, and the green grass under the shelter of the big trees is green and dances with the wind.

Gu Lian remembered a sentence said by Mr. Yu Guangzhong: "A ray of fragrance, self-purification, the pure land of the heart, a ray of moonlight, a drop of dew, a white lotus, a flower and a dust, a leaf and a bodhi to be holy, everything Flowers are like flowers, flowers are like everything. The clear water reflects the sky, and the flowers smile beautifully and calmly, like an old man in vicissitudes. The hardships will be resolved to be calm and contented.

Just like the Zen saying in the "Buddhist Code": One flower is one heaven, one grass is one world, one tree is one Bodhi, one side is one pure land, one side is one pure land, one smile is one world, one thought is one tranquility, the heart is like a lotus blossom.Repeatedly silently, my heart became clear.This is the best interpretation of this state of mind. "

Life is long. In this long journey of life, strangers, you might as well slow down your pace and stop more at the scenery along the way.

Those who say that they want to reach the top of the mountain cannot stop halfway up the mountain.If you are tired, take a breath.Give the mind a chance to relax and give yourself a chance to breathe.

Look at the story of "The Snail and the Eagle": "The eagle has an outstanding talent, and it reaches the top of the mountain with a wave of its wings effortlessly. On the contrary, the snail has no talent, so it can only climb slowly. It fell down countless times, but it did not lose heart. Instead, it adjusted its mentality and continued to climb slowly. Finally, with its efforts, it finally reached the top of the mountain.”

The scenery seen by the snail and the eagle on the top of the mountain is the same, but the scenery along the way of the snail is not what the eagle can see.

Stopping does not mean that we have to give up, but to prepare for a good move forward.

So, when the sun is not dry and the breeze is just right, go meet people you want to meet but dare not meet, say things you dare not say, and do things you dare not do.

Don't leave behind regrets as time goes by.

　This early stage is youth, and the latter stage is emotional disputes.

　　I hope you can have the patience to accompany me to the end, one book and one story, from beginning to end.Love you guys (><)!

　　
　
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