Marriage first and then love: the president enforces the pet

Chapter 371 Extra Monologue - Ding Moxi
I have been a princess held in my hand since I was a child. After I met Mu Wanqing, I realized that princesses sometimes get angry.

The Ding family is not as good as the Han family, and in front of Mu Wanqing, I am often under the control of others, but I can only compromise.

Everyone thinks that I am ruthless, but I don't think I am ruthless. I am just defending what I want to protect and fighting for what I want. Doesn't everyone have the right to pursue such things?
I don't know what kind of person is a good person and what kind of person is a bad person. I think good or bad, but everyone has a different outlook on the world and life.

Many people said that the women next to Ji Haotian were all because of me, and that most of those women were dead. I admit the first point, but the latter point has nothing to do with me.

Most of the women who appeared next to him were from low-born backgrounds and wanted to marry rich families. I actually just used some tricks to coerce and lure them, and they all left one by one. As for how things got worse and worse, I don’t care .

That's right, I don't care a bit about people saying things that are not made up to me, because I haven't done it, so I don't care at all.

But since when did his misunderstanding of me become so deep?He would rather love a woman who designed him to meet him than love me?
This matter has troubled me for a long time. I have wanted to tell him several times that we all slept together, but in the end I held back.

In fact, I am still very proud in my bones. My arrogance does not allow me to put my vulnerable side in front of him. Even if it can get his attention, I don't want to do it.

Give up on him, maybe it's when he made a move on the Ding family but didn't help!

Such a proud person like me knelt down to beg for mercy, but he still couldn't get his help. It wasn't until that moment that I was sure that some people really didn't love if they said they didn't love him.

From the moment I knelt down and was rejected, my love for him was dead, and there was no more.

So I chose revenge. I agreed to the alliance with Xu Feifei. I thought he would be defeated, but unexpectedly, I brought the entire Ding family into it.

Before I was taken away, I intentionally left a message for Mu Wanqing. In fact, I didn't know what I was thinking at that time, but I just thought I should go see her.

Although I didn't know if she would come like this, I did it anyway.

Maybe it's because we are all proud people in our bones, so we wanted to see her and tell her the story, but I didn't see her for the last time after all.

I don't know what method Xu Feifei used to make people threaten me. If I don't commit suicide, I can only let my parents be buried with me.

For my parents, I actually feel very guilty.

So when I was threatened, I didn't hesitate and committed suicide.

In fact, think about it, even if you die, you don’t have to be so tired in life, but you only hurt Zhang Jie, the big sister who supported you all the way.

Perhaps since I was a child, apart from my mother, Zhang Jie is the person who understands me best, knows my fragility, and understands my weakness. Even if I am accused by thousands of people, she will still stand by my side and accompany me to face all the difficulties. It's just a pity that I will never see her again.

Perhaps, the most regrettable thing in life is to fall in love with someone who doesn't love you, and to sacrifice your life on the way to pursue love.

I thought, if I could do it all over again, I wouldn't love Ji Haotian again, I wouldn't be so arrogant, I wouldn't be so scapegoat again...

But, is there a next life?Really gone.

(End of this chapter)