Fast Transmigration Boss: Raiders of SSS-level Blackened Villains

Chapter 136 Diary and Her
Cheng Yu was taken aback.

His Adam's apple moved unconsciously, his eyes were deep and scrutinizing.

"Why?" He asked gently, raising his hand to touch her head, "Didn't Ayin say that he would never hug her brother?"

Ye Yin choked, and dug up this incident from her memory. Yes, when she became an adult, when people around her went to college and began to fall in love, she had no feeling for those boys who ostentatiously showed off their charm. When I fell, I was hugged by my brother, and I had a different thought.

She felt her heart beat faster, her adrenaline hormones surged, and she was pumping more dopamine than ever.

She knew that she realized that she had developed a love for this gentle and alienated person, the kind between the opposite sex.

She began to pay attention to the other party uncontrollably. In the past, she only thought that the other party had a good temper, but now she wondered what he would do to his girlfriend, would he spoil others like he did to her?
The results she got were disappointing.

So, in order to prevent the other party from being disappointed like her, or from doing something irrational in the bitterness and jealousy, I erased the last trace of friendship.

She started avoiding each other.

Breaking free from the memories, the girl pursed her lips and insisted, "Give me a hug."

"Okay." Cheng Yu stretched out his arms, but stopped when he got close to the girl's body, "Then you won't be awkward with brother?"

Ye Yin responded with a muffled voice, and was immediately embraced. She felt the warm body temperature of the young man through the thin clothes, and her eyes welled up with enthusiasm. They have been together day and night for so many years, even though the other party does not know the original owner's affection, but still The original owner's bad temper and inexplicable alienation were easily forgiven.

Such a person, even if he is only her brother, will treat her very well.

This time it was still a step up, so maybe her guess might be right.

She was lying in her own room after taking a shower, and the phone rang again persistently. Ye Yin turned her head and saw that it was still No. [-] fool.

She pouted and didn't pick it up.

The next second I was stunned.

She seems to be somewhat affected by the emotions and memories of the original owner. Is this a good sign?

Ye Yin was so upset that she simply got up and looked around. In addition to all kinds of soft and cute dolls in the room, there were award-winning awards on the entire wall. There were even award-winning certificates for participating in the competition in the showcase. She glanced at these , easily opened the locked cabinet, and took out a codebook from inside.

After she opened it, she flipped through it page by page.

The memory of the original owner became a little blurred after the long distance, and she needed a more complete one.Soon she found the key.

The diary reads:
On September 9, the weather was fine.I seem to like him.I like to see him, like his voice, his appearance, his every frown and smile, and I like him calling me by my name dotingly. I should be the person who knows him best in this world. I know his interests and hobbies. I like a person. Stay reading, don't like to go out, hate eating bitter melon
I want to be his girlfriend and confess to him, will he agree to me?

Should be?
He dotes on me so much.

On September 9th, the weather was fine. We went outside to play. My brother is really a gentleman and gentle. He always takes care of me. I also want to take care of him and make him happy.But he said that I just need to study hard!Learn to learn!I can't keep up with him in my studies. I heard that he skipped several grades and got a double degree. There are many seniors who like him!I'm so mad, why did he start working when I just started college!

Forget it, he likes me to study, so I will work harder.I prepared my heart well, and when I came out of the dessert shop, I saw a girl hooking him up!She is from the department next door to our school. She was seen hanging out with different boys on this street all the time, but now she still pretends not to know her way? ? ?

I exposed her on the spot, and went to see my brother excitedly, like a warrior asking the king for a reward.

But he said.

"Ayin, don't do this."

I saw that Cha quietly blinked red eyes, and then left my brother's contact information. For the first time in my life, I was so wronged and sad, crying more sadly than the tea girl who left.

My brother didn't coax me, and even reasoned with me that he couldn't do this in the future.

I knew from that moment that it was impossible.

He doesn't like me.

Not the kind of liking I was looking for.

His gentleness.

It's for everyone.

I'm just occupying a place near the water, but I'm no different from her or them.

I can't get the moon. (There are traces of tears here)

I didn't give up, and apologized flexibly when I went back, asked him what kind of girl he liked, acted like a baby as usual, and jokingly asked him if he would like A Yin.

My brother was silent for about half a minute, then gently touched my head and said with a smile.

Ayin deserves to be pampered by better boys, and my brother will always protect you.

I don't know why he said that, I suspect he knows something, so gentle is not a kind of rejection?
I was so upset that I fell asleep with my head covered without saying goodnight to him for the first time.

I make up my mind before bed.

to leave him.

In October, my brother didn't come back very often, he was busy with his work all the time.

On November 11, the weather was cloudy.I heard my brother from my parents, they still praised him, I echoed absent-mindedly, and just happened to run into my brother who came back.With a click, my spoon fell, and I hurried to pick it up, one step faster than my brother's hand.

Will he find out that I'm alienating him?Will it be lost?
The elder brother opened his mouth and said, be careful.

My depression, resentment, and jealousy all came out at that moment, and I exploded directly, venting to him, and I couldn't even remember what I was talking about, as if I said it too late, why should I blame me, etc. .My parents comforted me, and my brother looked at me quietly, without losing his temper, and spoke for a long time.

"Sorry, I'm late."

He was about to turn around and walk away.

I grabbed him faster than my parents. For the first time, I felt extremely frustrated in life. I said I would go to live in school because I was under too much pressure recently.

They all forgave me, no one doubted, no one understood how I smiled when they heard that they were going to introduce my brother to a girlfriend.

He said yes.

Agree to meet.

On December 12st, I followed them like a thief, and saw that they had a happy conversation. She was a sister with a bright smile, gentle, intellectual, and beautiful.but me--

I saw my face through the glass, all the beauty of the past twisted together.

As if mocking my stupidity and paranoia.

I ran away defeated.

On December 12, I heard that there was no call.I breathed a sigh of relief, but at the same time it was not a taste.My brother told his parents that he is not interested in dating, and now he just wants to focus on his career and let me grow up happily.

I don't know if he's lying or telling the truth.

But my weird thoughts appeared more and more.

Want to see him angry.

Want to see him hate me.

Watch him cry.

These few lines of words were crossed out heavily, tearing the whole paper, obviously the protagonist fell into a state of anxiety.

On December 12th, I couldn't stay away from my brother, but I couldn't get close to him either.

The closer you get, the sadder you get.

I met that tea girl again today.

She was showing off her little brother who struck up a conversation with others a few months ago, took the initiative to invite her to dinner, and asked them how to dress best.

I thought about my brother, and I thought it was impossible.

I followed the past in a strange way.

I saw her walking towards her brother.

I'm in so much pain!
He lied to me! ! !
The next few lines were blurred by the water, and it was completely unclear, leaving only the last sentence.

【I want to make him regret】

(End of this chapter)