The protagonist of fast time travel Halo Crusher

Chapter 221 Let's Forgive the Lord Cap (Thirty)
"Yes." Zhao Mu faintly felt that he seemed to have been exposed, and Chu Mo had never arranged any important tasks for him.

Seeing Zhao Mu's hesitation, in order to dispel his thoughts, Chu Mo explained: "I lost my mother when I was young, and the only person who treats me well is Prince Qi. In my heart, Emperor Chen is not worthy of being my father, and he is the only one who treats me well. It's my father. Compared with the trivial matters of enthroning, this is the most important thing. I can only rest assured if I leave it to you."

Zhao Mu lowered his head even more: "This subordinate knows, it will be done well."

Chu Mo felt as if he was in a fog, his heart was at a loss, and he couldn't find a place to resolve it.

He could only talk to Lu Tingyi.

He also found it strange that at some point, Lu Tingyi seemed to have changed her mood. She became transparent and indifferent, as if she didn't like him at the same time, and she didn't like Chu Xi either.

In the past, Lu Tingyi would never treat him and Chu Xi fairly and justly.

But Lu Tingyi in the past had the arrogance and innocence that he liked, but now Lu Tingyi, although understanding, did not have the kind of ignorance of the world before.

He couldn't tell how he felt in his heart. Compared with before, he felt more relaxed and comfortable when facing Lu Tingyi now. He could say a lot of things in his heart without any restraint, and Lu Tingyi didn't speak too much, just like a tree hole .

As if in response to the saying "A gentleman's friendship is as light as water", he and Lu Tingyi really became friends.

But he didn't have the same heartbeat as before. He is a man who is proud enough, and he doesn't like to reveal all his wounds and embarrassments to others.

In the past, Lu Tingyi didn't care about his past, and treated him like a prince like Chu Xi, even though she didn't like him, and even treated him almost cruelly.

But the feeling of being treated as a normal person is what makes him most comfortable.

Seeing Lin Mu, Chu Mo said what was in his heart: "You seem to have changed a lot, you are not the Lu Tingyi I knew back then."

Lin Mu also knew that the difference between her and Lu Tingyi was too great, so he prevaricated: "Maybe one day I will change back to how I used to be."

"Then will you forget everything I told you?" Chu Mo didn't know what kind of psychology he was in, and he needed someone to understand. It was really hard to walk all the way alone, but he didn't want Lu Tingyi to be pitiful and sympathetic he.

Lin Mu is a transparent girl. She knows that some men like women who know all their pains, understand themselves, and love themselves.

But more men often don't like the woman who knows all their weaknesses and unbearables too much. They hope to be looked up to and admired rather than sympathized with.

She didn't want her troubles to end. When Lu Tingyi came back, it was impossible for Chu Mo to be with her.

She thought about it for a long time, carefully choosing her words: "My lord, the memory cannot be erased. But there are some things, if you want to forget, you will forget. The words you and I said are just a big dream. In Lu Tingyi's eyes, you have always been It's the refined and refined His Royal Highness King Xiang."

She thought for a while, and added: "My lord has suffered so much for half his life. But I don't think suffering is his weakness or weakness. On the contrary, I think it's his tenacity, his medal. Not everyone can go through it." Those dark days."

She finally concluded: "Suffering is not worthy of praise, but the prince is worthy of praise."

"But suffering makes me feel that I have ugly scars all over my body. I don't want anyone to see my scars." Chu Mo turned his head away.

He sighed: "I thought that if I covered up those scars, they would heal on their own. But I discovered that, in fact, if the scars are covered for a long time, not only will they not get better on their own, but they will also fester and become sores. I don't know why. From that moment on, you have a wonderful ability that makes people willing to talk and makes me willing to show you these scars."

"But every time I finish speaking, I dare not look into your eyes. I feel happy, but I'm afraid to see your sympathetic eyes." Chu Mo laughed at himself: "Tell me, am I quite pitiful?"

Lin Mu understands Chu Mo's awkward psychology. No one is an island, and no one needs the understanding of others.

She looked ahead and did not look at Chu Mo, "My lord, this is not pitiful. I have said before that we are roommates, friends in the same room. It is normal to talk to friends. Perhaps, we should also learn to make peace with scars Coexistence. I can't persuade you that it's not suffering but grinding, and that's not scars but reward."

"Suffering is suffering, scars are scars. This is something you can't refuse." Lin Mu doesn't like the words that glorify suffering, suffering is painful, "but through your own efforts, you may be able to turn suffering into tempering. Learn to live with your scars, it’s a part of who you are, accept it, and move on. The past is out of your control and out of your choice, but you are capable enough now that the future is yours.”

"You're right, I should learn to live with the scars peacefully." Chu Mo slowly turned his head, looked at Lin Mu's side face with firm eyes: "Thank you, I should learn to accept the past."

"Take your time, life is a long process of growth, and you are constantly learning new things. The prince has time to learn from now on. It doesn't matter if you can't learn it for a while, you still have a lot of long years to learn." Lin Mu comfort him.

Chu Mo hooked the corner of his mouth, feeling: "It's really different."

Lin Mu didn't answer.

Chu Mo stood under the window with her, looking at the flowers and moonlight outside the window, the years were peaceful.

After a long time, Chu Mo talked about the past few days: "The imperial edict was robbed, it should be the Shadow Gate."

"Shadow Gate?" Lin Mu was shocked. She thought the plot hadn't changed, but she didn't expect such a shocking turn in the plot.

In the original plot, it was Lu Tingyi who gave the edict to Chu Xi herself, and no one else had time to act.But this time, the edict was changed hands by Caiwei, but was snatched by the Shadow Gate.

The plot really changed.

Where did the Shadow Gate come from?

"I found out that several important ministers in the court are inextricably linked with the Shadow Gate, and those important ministers all support me." That's all Chu Mo said.

Lin Mu already understood: "So the Shadow Gate is going to play 'mantis catching cicadas, the oriole is behind'?"

"Yes." Chu Mo knows that Lin Mu is smart, so he must be able to understand the key points, "But I can't do anything now, I need to ascend the throne, and I want to justify my mother and King Qi. For this reason, I Willing to make a deal with the devil."

"Am I really despicable?" He still asked this question. On the surface, he was gentle and indifferent to all criticisms.But in my heart, I still wonder if I am really as dirty as they say.

(End of this chapter)