Fast travel: The host is too crazy to shoot, the system can't stop it

Chapter 190 Ending ([-]) No Regrets Ahead

Inside the black hole is a complete darkness, the surrounding darkness is almost solidified, and the black tide envelops everything, and the feeling of suffocation hits, making people unable to breathe.

Yan Nanxu was dragged by the soul, and after a moment of trance, he forced himself to come back to his senses immediately. The dark and cold tide around him stimulated his nerves, and he tried his best to open his eyes──
This is like a black ocean, huge and empty, and under the cold tide, there seems to be a barrier that separates the sea water, a scorching flame burns in it, and the blood-red flame is reflected in the water, spreading like blood.

A barrier, two worlds, two heavens of ice and fire.

As soon as those souls that were inhaled fell into the sea of ​​fire, they turned into black smoke and disappeared without a trace in an instant.

But there are exceptions...

Yan Nanxu saw that in the sea of ​​flames, besides the red flames and black smoke, there was also a human-shaped shadow, only the outline of the shadow remained, and the flesh on his body was scorched and peeled off again and again, and the cycle went back and forth. Better to die!

The barrier probably also cut off the sound, but just by looking at it like this, one can imagine the heart-piercing scream!
This is a powerful soul body that has just fallen into hell, if nothing else, it is Elder Xuan!
A sane soul falling into such a place will suffer the most painful destruction, and the stronger soul will suffer the longer.

Yan Nanxu froze for a moment and immediately came back to his senses. The soul was still grabbing him, but the huge impact of the tide also made it not enough force, and the grip was no longer so tight.

Yan Nanxu kicked the soul directly, hoping to get rid of it, but the soul did not feel pain, and once it caught the prey, it would not let go, and did not let go.

After trying several times in a row, he failed to achieve his wish. Seeing that the sea of ​​fire was approaching, the fiery air seemed to be rushing towards him!

At the very moment, a small part of the soul had already entered the barrier. Yan Nanxu saw the timing, turned the direction of the water and stepped on the soul, and immediately jumped up quickly with his strength!

Combined with the suction of the barrier itself and the impact of the jump, one of the soul's arms was simply broken, and the restraint disappeared instantly.

The soul was about to stretch out the other hand to grab the person, but was kicked away by Yan Nanxu immediately, and could no longer hold on.

The cold tide invaded his mind, but Yan Nanxu knew he couldn't stay, so he made a little identification of the direction, and then swam upward with all his strength.

The water is heavy and viscous, and it is several times harder to swing your arms in it than in normal water.

After a while, Yan Nanxu felt sore all over, and the surrounding water was oppressively dark, and his mood was easily affected by it, and then fell into darkness.

The tide brought a sound, like the sound of running water and like a small whisper, rustling, like a cold curse.

Yan Nanxu closed her eyes subconsciously, trying to ignore these voices.

The sound of water flow gets louder as you go up, and finally the surrounding area is surrounded by the noisy sound of water flow, which is chaotic, complicated, and endless!

The right hand finally broke free from the water, and immediately grabbed the cold rocks on the shore!

The tide receded, the sense of suffocation disappeared, and the ear became quiet for an instant, Yan Nanxu left the dark sea.

The shore was full of jagged rocks, Yan Nanxu lay exhausted on the shore, his headache gradually disappeared, and his vision became clear.

The sky above is surprisingly not scary, there are countless magnificent blue-purple lights floating in the sky, just like the aurora in the North Pole, mysterious, distant and beautiful.

Having just experienced the state of life and death, seeing this ethereal light at this moment makes one feel unexpectedly peaceful.

Yan Nanxu sat up slowly.

There is an endless sea in front of me. At this moment, the pitch-black sea has no more waves, and it is as quiet as a mirror, silent.

Everything looks slow and quiet, and a thousand years of loneliness can be seen at a glance.

The system said that the soul will be brought to the boundary of the world when it enters the black hole, so is this the boundary?
Yan Nanxu stood firm and turned around to look at the back. Behind him was a scene where the virtual and the real intersected. He could vaguely see all kinds of bizarre scenes, including jungles, grasslands, towering buildings and exquisite and elegant pavilions... If you look closely, it seems that there is nothing, the false and the real are mixed, everything is a mirage.

This is the boundary of the world, the end of countless time and space, and the realm of nothingness.

Yan Nanxu was in a daze for a long time, and finally had only one thought: I want to go back, to my own world.

The lonely soul falls to the border. If you can't find your way home, you can only wander and get lost here forever.

Yan Nanxu walked into the reality.

Grasses and trees appear faintly around, as if in the mountains, and the fragrance of flowers and birdsong can be heard in a trance, but in fact there is nothing, the pleasant scenery is repeated constantly, as if entering a circular space.

Without guidance, Yan Nanxu couldn't find the right direction by himself.

I can't go home...

At this moment, Yan Nanxu finally felt a sense of sadness in his heart, even with a little grievance, he sat wearily under a tree by the roadside and stopped moving forward.

regret?Not to mention, Yan Nanxu didn't regret anything, just, just very sad... He thought he could go back.

Why in the end, still can't go home?

"Nan Xu."

A voice came from not far away, the tone was gentle and familiar, Yan Nanxu froze for a moment, and forgot to react for a while.

The hem of a person's clothes appeared in front of him. The person stood still in front of him, then slowly bent down and stretched out his hand, and said softly, "Get up quickly."

That hand had distinct joints, and the fingertips had a thin layer of calluses from holding the sword all year round. Yan Nanxu looked up along the palm—
The person in front of him looked dignified and handsome, looking at him with a gentle smile.

Yan Nanxu was a little dazed, and after a long pause, she said in a hoarse voice, "...Honor?"

Xiao Yi didn't seem to feel any problem. Seeing that Yan Nanxu hadn't moved, he grabbed his hand and pulled him up.

"Is Nan Xu lost? Come with me, and I'll see you off."

Xiao Yi dragged Yan Nanxu out of the mountain, and the surrounding scene changed into a plain.

Yan Nanxu looked at the person in front of him and didn't know what to say for a moment. The memories of the past appeared in his mind over and over again. After several times of hesitation, Xiao Yi suddenly stopped, turned around and said, "I'm sorry, Nanxu, I'm sorry. It can only be sent here."

The flowers and plants in the plain were swaying like a wind blowing, Yan Nanxu didn't answer, Xiao Yi didn't rush, just waited quietly.

"My lord, I..." Yan Nanxu subconsciously wanted to explain something, but Xiao Yi interrupted him directly.

"It should be called 'Senior Brother'."

Yan Nanxu paused and said softly, "But I'm not."

However, Xiao Yi didn't have much reaction to this sentence, he just smiled and said: "I won't admit my junior brother, you just forgot some things, and then experienced some more things."

"What do you mean?"

Xiao Yi looked at the person in front of him and said seriously: "A person's face, voice, and identity can all change, but the soul is eternal, and I can recognize it."

"Now, Nan Xu, go home quickly," Xiao Yi pointed in the direction, "go over there, it's time to say goodbye."

Yan Nanxu looked at the road ahead, then looked at Xiao Yi again, his eyes were always trusting and warm, never lost.

"Brother, goodbye." Yan Nanxu gave a last salute and said goodbye softly.

The look in Xiao Yi's eyes became brighter, and he stood quietly on the edge of the plain, watching Yan Nanxu go on a long journey, without holding back or reluctantly, smiling peacefully, it was a blessing and expectation.

Walking into the plain, the scenery of the mountains in the distance disappeared, and Xiao Yi's figure disappeared together. Yan Nanxu was stunned for a moment, and without looking back, he walked towards the direction just pointed out.

The plain gradually disappeared, and fragments of light and shadow appeared in front of them. The two lights and shadows were blurred, and Yan Nanxu didn't know which way to go.

While hesitating, there was the sound of hurried footsteps, accompanied by a shout from far to near: "Elder Yan──"

The man ran so fast that he almost didn't fall when he got there. Fortunately, Yan Nanxu helped him up in time.

The visitor was panting, raised his head and smiled embarrassedly and said, "I'm sorry, Elder Yan, I'm late."

Shu Xinghe immediately stood firm, pointed to one of the lights and shadows and said, "Go from here."

The person in front of him was still young and full of vigor, as if nothing had happened, just like the first time he saw him.

Shu Xinghe looked back at Yan Nanxu again, thought of something, scratched his hair and said, "I'm sorry, Elder Yan, I said before that I would take my sister to Jiange once, I'm not as good as others... I missed the appointment."

"No," Yan Nanxu subconsciously said, "I was negligent."

Shu Xinghe turned to smile and said: "Don't worry about the past, now my task is to send you back, Elder Yan, go here, but unfortunately I can't continue to send you, blame me for being late, I can't make it over there."

Yan Nanxu paused and asked softly: "Your sister..."

"I saw her," Shu Xinghe smiled freely, his eyes were clear and spotless, "she is very cute, and has been living a very happy life, thank you Elder Yan for the jade pendant, she likes it very much."

Yan Nanxu froze for a moment, met Shu Xinghe's happy and respectful eyes, finally nodded slowly, and smiled back.

"Then Elder Yan, goodbye." Shu Xinghe saluted and said goodbye solemnly.

Yan Nanxu bowed back, stepped into the light and shadow, and the plain disappeared.

What appeared this time was a small path, like a country path, where we can see the smoke from the cooking houses in the distance, full of human fireworks.

A boy on the side of the road was playing glass balls. When he noticed someone coming, he immediately looked up. When he saw Yan Nanxu, he laughed, then stood up, and took the book that was put aside.

"Teacher Yan," Qi Yu came over and said, "I'm here to show my friendship as a landlord, let's go together."

"Where is this place?"

Qi Yu said bluntly, "It's my hometown."

It is the hometown of the past, the hometown before the end.

Qi Yu led Yan Nanxu on the country road, introducing the scenery and culture of his hometown while walking.

"Our family's pears are quite famous. The county often uses them for publicity. I guess they want to make them a tourist attraction. In fact, the pears are not delicious at all, and they are expensive. Purely false propaganda, everyone who comes to travel is cheated... ..."

Speaking of this, Yan Nanxu couldn't help laughing out loud, saw the textbook Qi Yu was holding, and asked, "That book..."

Mentioning this, Qi Yu's expression changed, and he said vigilantly: "Mr. Yan, you don't want random checks, do you?"

Seeing Qi Yu's reaction, Yan Nanxu felt a little playful, and asked along the way: "You don't forget everything, do you?"

"No, no," Qi Yu said cautiously, "It's just that I haven't reviewed it, and I'm a little rusty."

Yan Nanxu smiled, but thought of something again, paused, and said slowly: "You haven't finished your studies yet."

"It's okay, Teacher Yan, I will finish it." Qi Yu stopped, turned around and said seriously: "It's like I can see the fireworks all over the sky, everything is in time, don't worry."

The smell of the countryside is the most complex, with the smell of rice, flowers and rice... all kinds of flavors, together outline the scene of a happy world.

"This way," they came to a fork in the road, Qi Yu pointed in one direction and said: "I can only go here."

Qi Yu took a deep breath and said with relief: "You will have more students, and I will have different teachers, but I will always be your student and you will always be my teacher."

"Teacher Yan, goodbye."

The boy said his final farewell and smiled calmly.

Yan Nanxu returned the same smile, said goodbye and left.

The country road was interrupted, and the smoke from the kitchen cleared away.

The fog around suddenly rises and disappears, and when the eyes are clear again, they have come to a willow forest.

Thousands of blue colors, willow silk like smoke, flying catkins like snow.

"Brother?" A child poked his head out from behind a willow tree, and rushed over happily after seeing Yan Nanxu, "Brother!"

Yan Nanxu took advantage of the situation and hugged him.

Yan Yousi said cheerfully: "Brother, isn't this place so beautiful?"

Yan Nanxu looked at the happy child in front of him, reached out and brushed the catkins off his head, and said softly, "You like it best."

"Of course I like it. Father and mother are here too. We live in the forest!" Yan Yousi pointed in one direction excitedly, but immediately paused, put down his hand and regretted, "But brother seems to be going to another place." place."

"Feel sorry……"

"It's okay," Yan Yousi cheered up and said, "Brother, don't worry about me. This place is very good. If you want to go there, go there, go this way."

Yan Yousi pointed to a path, and then took the initiative to push Yan Nanxu to walk there.

Yan Nanxu turned around and wanted to ask something more, Yan Yousi hurriedly replied: "Brother, don't forget me, but don't worry about me, I believe that I am doing well, every day is good!"

After pushing for a while, the child ran back by himself, stood not far away and waved loudly: "Brother, goodbye!"

Yan Nanxu also waved goodbye, but soon the scene of the willow forest disappeared, and the surrounding area became a courtyard.

There are gurgling streams, pavilions and rockeries, which are very elegant.

There are many paths in the courtyard, Yan Nanxu stood at the intersection trying to identify the scene in the distance.

"I'm lost again. Your sense of direction is really bad."

Someone came over while complaining and said disgustedly: "Can you still find the north?"

Ming Qi's face was full of helplessness and disgust, his brows were tightly frowned, as if he was very dissatisfied, and beside him was a woman with an ordinary appearance, but her eyebrows and eyes were very gentle.

Listening to his complaints, the woman couldn't help but smiled, and pointedly said: "Why do you say that, you said before that you like this brother the most, besides our child, you miss him the most."

Ming Qi paused, and immediately retorted to the woman: "I didn't."

The woman emphasized: "You have."

Ming Qi shifted his gaze to Yan Nanxu subconsciously, and then immediately looked away, trying to cover up: "Okay, let's turn this matter over."

The woman smiled even more, looked at Yan Nanxu and said softly, "Hi, nice to meet you."

Yan Nanxu nodded subconsciously to say hello, and then blurted out, "Nian'an...he will grow up well."

The woman froze for a moment, nodded with downcast eyes, and said softly, "Well, thank you."

If you can't accompany your children to grow up, as a mother, you will be more or less lost.

Ming Qi embraced the woman's shoulder, patted it lightly, then noticed Yan Nanxu's gaze, raised his eyebrows and said, "How is it? Is the wish still the same?"

Yan Nanxu smiled, "No, it's different."

"Have you found out what your wish is?"

"It's always been there, but I forgot it before."

The two looked at each other for a while, Ming Qi finally laughed, raised his eyes to indicate a way, and said slowly: "Go there, go, goodbye."

The husband and wife bid farewell together, Yan Nanxu looked back at them for the last time, and walked into the winding path.

The further you go in, the surrounding vegetation slowly decays, just like from summer to autumn, everything withers.

But autumn is also the harvest season. Yan Nanxu walked to a field ridge, and the autumn air was crisp and the rice was fragrant.

There was a person walking steadily from the field in front of him, and after standing still, he saluted respectfully.

"His Royal Highness."

Yan Nanxu was stunned for a moment, and immediately replied, "Master Cao."

There was a peaceful smile in Cao Yushi's eyes. He looked up at the ridge of the field, and said with emotion: "I really like this scene. The grain is plentiful, and the country is peaceful and the people are safe."

"Besides," Cao Yushi withdrew his gaze, "I should be more happy to see my son again today."

Cao Yushi made a gesture of invitation and led Yan Nanxu on the field ridge.

The golden wind is refreshing, and the faint sound of children playing in the fields can be seen as the scenery of Haiyan and Qinghe.

"Lord Cao," Yan Nanxu asked softly for some unknown reason, "Have you ever regretted what happened in the past?"

Cao Yushi stopped when he heard the question, looked back at the person behind him, and said solemnly and calmly: "Whatever your heart desires, naturally you will have no regrets or regrets."

"Your Majesty, go this way," Cao Yushi pointed forward, "Forgive me for not being able to accompany you, please head in this direction, don't stop or deviate."

Cao Yushi saluted one last time, and said in a deep voice, "His Royal Highness, goodbye."

Yan Nanxu returned the gift, "Thank you, Mr. Cao, goodbye."

Tianlong disappeared along with Gu Xiang, and the road ahead was no longer filled with various scenery and scenes, and it became a vast expanse of whiteness.

The surrounding temperature dropped, as if entering winter, the snowflakes fell quietly, and soon the world was completely white.

Keep going, don't stop, don't drift...

Yan Nanxu has been thinking silently in his heart, but this icy world is really cold, a cold that the soul cannot resist.

Thousands of miles of snow, thousands of miles of people.

Nanxu won't lose his way at this banquet, but he is too cold and tired, and it is difficult to walk on the road with no end in sight.

Trekking hard in the white snow, suddenly staggered, Yan Nanxu was unsteady and fell directly.

However, the expected coldness did not strike, a hand firmly supported him, the hand was warm to the touch, and immediately dispelled part of the severe cold.

Yan Nanxu caught a glimpse of the hem of this man's clothes from the corner of his eye, and was taken aback for a moment, then immediately looked up──
But the man moved faster, and the other hand covered his face first, covering Yan Nanxu's eyes.

Yan Nanxu couldn't see this person, but could only feel a warm breath, which gradually dispelled the coldness of his soul.

The man supported Yan Nanxu to stand firm, and when he let go of his hand, he walked directly behind him without showing his face.

Yan Nanxu couldn't see him, and didn't hear any sound. Immediately afterwards, he felt that the person behind him pushed him gently.

Yan Nanxu subconsciously wanted to look back, but stopped quickly - he didn't want to meet for the time being, otherwise he wouldn't have covered his eyes in the first place.

The man pushed again, this time with more force, but his attitude was still gentle, and then he sighed softly with the wind: "Goodbye, Xiao Xuer."

Yan Nanxu pursed her lips, took a deep breath, didn't look back, and murmured: "Goodbye."

Then he walked out of the vast white snow and walked into the peach forest.

The cold breath disappeared instantly, and the peach forest was full of spring, warm and refreshing.

The environment here is very comfortable. Yan Nanxu walked forward for a while, and looked up to see a huge peach tree. That peach tree was taller and more lush than the others, and it belonged to the flower tree in memory.

Yan Nanxu seemed to be inspired by something, and immediately ran in that direction, passed through the sea of ​​flowers, and pushed aside the last bunch of flower branches, and the peach tree completely appeared in front of her eyes.

A man and a woman sat facing each other under the flower tree, talking in a low voice. The man among them saw Yan Nanxu from a distance and immediately stood up.

The woman turned her head with a sense of feeling. After seeing the person, her expression was blank for a moment, then her eyes were moist, and she covered her mouth and tried her best not to cry out.

Yan Nanxu was in a daze for a long time, countless things flashed through his mind, and finally it became blank again. He tried his best to adjust his emotions, but his voice was still hoarse when he spoke.

"Mother."

The woman ran over in a hurry and hugged the child she hadn't seen for a long time. She didn't want to cry at this moment, bit her lips tightly, smiled slightly, and said in the most loving and gentle voice that belonged to a mother: "Xiao Xu, Xiaoxu is already this big."

The woman looked at the child's face over and over again, and murmured, "It's been so long..."

It has been so long since my death, so long that the child has grown up, so long that I almost didn't recognize it...

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry Xiaoxu, my mother didn't want to leave at the beginning, she didn't want to..."

"Don't say that," Yan Nanxu said immediately, "I know." Her mother's illness back then was irreversible, and she was tortured instead. She had endured it for herself for a long time.

The woman's teary eyes seemed to want to say something, but she pursed her lips, and finally just hugged the child tightly.

"Only I should say I'm sorry," the man behind who had been silent all of a sudden said, "I'm the one who's sorry for you."

Yan Bai seemed to want to reach out to touch the child, but his hand stopped in mid-air, and finally retracted.

Yan Nanxu froze for a moment, then subconsciously said: "You didn't do anything wrong..."

For the country and the people, Yan Bo has done his duty.

"No," Yan Bai shook his head and said, "I am ashamed of you."

No shame for the world, no shame for the people, no shame for responsibility, but facing his wife and children...he is a sinner, no matter what sentence his wife and children give him, he will accept it without hesitation.

The woman frowned slightly when she heard this, and gently held Yan Bai with one hand, without saying much.

Yan Bai looked at his wife, then turned his gaze to Yan Nanxu, waiting calmly for his answer.

"For you, I actually only have one regret," Yan Nanxu said slowly, "I just regret that I couldn't call 'Dad' at that time."

This may not represent a full understanding, but it is an understanding and acknowledgment.

"So," Yan Nanxu took a deep breath, his eyes were moist, and he said helplessly, "Dad, you really failed as a father, but you are indeed my father." It is the father I am willing to admit.

Yan Bai's heart is beating very fast at the moment, the judgment has been passed, it is not a cruel sharp edge, but sometimes being merciless hits the mind more than ruthless, all emotions are surging, he is crying and laughing, intermittently said: "Indeed, it's so bad, how could it be With a father like me..."

No one punished him, but in fact he has already judged himself. Who is more painful than the other who has lost his company for 20 years?

Yan Nanxu looked at his father who was a little incoherent, and took the initiative to hug him. This was the first time the father and son met and hugged each other.

It may be a blessing to be able to reunite here after being separated in this world, surrounded by the beautiful peach shadows.

"Host."

Suddenly a voice came from a distance, Yan Nanxu was taken aback, subconsciously looking for the sound──
A shimmering barrier appeared not far away. The world inside the barrier was noisy, and people passing by and vehicles driving could be faintly seen.

Here is a quiet and peaceful peach forest, and there is a bustling and noisy world, as if two worlds.

"Host, host..." The voice of the system kept coming from that world, and then it seemed to try to come in, but was blocked by barriers and knocked away again and again.

"You can't get in."

Someone came slowly, it was the mysterious person back then, he waved his hand, probably to make the system retreat, and then raised a peach blossom branch in his hand, the flower branch passed through the barrier, connecting the two worlds.

The mysterious man looked at Yan Nanxu and said softly, "Now, child, it's up to you to choose, this shore or the other shore."

Should we go back to this shore and continue our life, or stay on the other shore and stay with our parents.

Yan Nanxu paused, and looked at his parents involuntarily, but the mysterious man continued: "Don't ask anyone for instructions, it's entirely up to you to choose."

The parents took a step back, and the mother said softly: "We will support any of your choices, and no matter where you are, please believe that we will always be with you."

After that, everyone kept quiet and waited quietly for Yan Nanxu's choice.

The other side is peaceful, but it always represents the past; this side is complicated, but it can write the future.

Yan Nanxu raised his eyes to look at the beautiful flowering tree, and finally set his eyes on the peach blossom branch leading the way.

"I thought, look into the future."

This is Yan Nanxu's answer.

The parents didn't seem too surprised. The mother stepped forward and stroked the child's face, and said softly: "Then go and have a look. We will always be with you and wait for you."

The three looked at each other speechlessly, hugged for the last time, and separated again.

Yan Nanxu walked up to the barrier in the eyes of her parents, stared at the peach branch, and smiled at her parents with her eyes back, tears flickering, not sadness, not joy, but the experience of thousands of sails, and her thoughts are eternal.

In the end, Yan Nanxu grabbed the flower branch──
Peach Blossom led him to take a step forward, and directly crossed the barrier. Everything was broken and reassembled, and he returned to the human world under the eccentricity.

(End of this chapter)