His little girl is not good again

Chapter 92
At night, Li Nian was reading a book, Li Yan stared at the B-ultrasound photo for a long time, Li Nian couldn't help but said, "You've been looking at it for half an hour."

Li Yan said with a smile: "I was thinking, does the child look like you or me? I was also thinking, will the child kiss you more or me? When I think that it is our child, and that it will call me Dad in the future, I can't be happier." After speaking, he kissed the photo.

Li Nian didn't say anything, just lay down and closed his eyes silently...

Late at night is the time when a person's mind is the most fragile, and it is also the time when missing is the craziest. When he wakes up in the middle of the night, Li Nian looks at the watch in his hand, unable to suppress the longing in his heart.

I used to think that it is not easy to have, but after I fell in love with him, I realized that it is even more difficult to give up, and time will only wash away love more clearly.Li Nian couldn't help taking out his mobile phone, flipping through their photos one by one, recalling their little by little, Li Nian looked at it over and over again, the strong longing hurt Li Nian's heart, and the tears couldn't stop flowing.

Li Yan didn't know when he woke up, he watched Li Nian quietly flipping through his photos over and over again, he finally couldn't help but reached out and snatched Li Nian's phone, Li Nian reached out to snatch it, Li Yan Angrily smashing the phone to the ground, Li Nian looked at the broken phone with hatred in his eyes, looked at him coldly, and got up to pick it up.

Li Yan pressed Li Nian's shoulders tightly, and shouted angrily: "Chen Yanan! I can accept that you don't love me! But how do you want me to endure you lying next to me, looking at another man's photo, missing him to the point of crying! "

"Then what do you want me to do? I know I'm dirty and I'm not good enough for him! It's normal for him not to want me, and I really want to let go! But what should I do? I can't let him go, I think He thinks of going crazy! Love him more than myself, he has been imprinted in my heart, how can you let me let go and not love him?" Shouting and screaming, he covered his face and burst into tears...

Li Yan froze for a moment, hugged Li Nian tightly in his arms, choked up and said: "Nian Nian, you are not dirty, it is really... It is my fault, it is none of your business, you can do whatever you want, you can retaliate to your heart's content Me, just don't go to him, can you?"

Li Nian shouted angrily: "Li Yan! I hate you! I will never love you!" Li Yan's heart was stabbed fiercely, his eyes were scarlet, and he said with a wry smile: "If you don't love, you can't love you!" Well...you and the child are just by my side, you don't know, right? Xu Xiu is getting married! One year later!"

Li Nian's heart twitched suddenly, and the pain was severe. Li Nian stared at him closely, with red eyes, "Li Yan, you lied to me, didn't you? You must have lied to me, I don't believe it! He didn't Yes...it must be fake! I won't listen!" Li Nian covered his ears excitedly.

Li Yan pushed away the hands that Li Nian was covering, held Li Nian's face, and said seriously: "Nian Nian, I didn't tell you because I was afraid that you would be sad. Xu Xiu is getting married, and the wedding date is one year later!"

"No! Impossible!"

Li Nian beat him desperately, and shouted angrily: "It's all you! You and Zhou Yunsen ruined everything I have! My home is gone, my husband is gone, and everything is gone... I hate you, and I don't want to die in the next life Meet you and Zhou Yunsen!"

Li Yan let Li Nian vent without moving. After a long time, Li Nian slumped on the bed in despair. Li Yan said: "Nian Nian, it's late, go to sleep, stop making trouble, it's not good for the baby..."

Li Nian sneered: "It's better if it's not good, let it decide whether to stay or not." Li Yan trembled all over, looked at Li Nian in shock, Li Nian looked at him coldly, and said with a smile: "What? Is it vicious? If you didn't force me, how would I have it? If you didn't force me, I wouldn't want it!"

Li Yan squeezed Li Nian's chin angrily, bent down and sealed Li Nian's lips, plundering and biting desperately, Li Nian struggled desperately, directly took the pillow to protect Li Nian's stomach, pressed Li Nian On the bed, Li Nian couldn't break free, so he simply gave up and let him manipulate him.

After a long time, Li Yan buried his head in Li Nian's shoulder, and said softly: "Nian Nian, you are angry at me, the child is right, don't be like this..."

Li Nian's tears fell silently, she turned around and ignored him...

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Li Nian walked past Li Yan's study with hot milk, suddenly there was a "bang", Li Nian hurriedly opened the door to look, Li Yan fell to the ground, Li Nian stepped forward in a panic, Li Yan vomited blood, the blood stained him Li Nian patted his pale face, and shouted in panic, "Li Yan?" He didn't respond, Li Nian hurriedly called 120 with trembling hands.

Li Nian panicked, took a pillow and put it under his head, tilted his head, afraid of the backflow of blood, put on his clothes, and waited for the ambulance to arrive. Soon, Li Nian and others rushed to the hospital, and Li Yan was Pushing into the operating room, Li Nian waited anxiously. Not long after, the doctor came out, and Li Nian stepped forward and asked anxiously, "Doctor, how is he?"

"He has a gastric ulcer, severe gastric bleeding, ulcer perforation, and urgent subtotal gastric resection. He wants his family to sign, is that you?"

"Yes, I'm his wife." Li Nian quickly signed with a pen.

After a long time... the operation is finally over.

Li Yan was lying on the hospital bed with a pale face. Li Nian was one of the few people who saw him so fragile and vulnerable. Li Nian wiped his face with a hot towel and sat quietly. The attending doctor came over .

Li Nian got up quickly and greeted him with a smile: "Hello, doctor."

The doctor nodded and said: "After the operation, the patient should take a pillow-lying position with his head turned to one side. He should not stay in bed for less than 6 hours. After waking up from anesthesia, he may feel cold and painful, which is normal. If he has any difficulty breathing, tell Li Nian immediately!"

Li Nian nodded, and asked again: "Doctor, why is he so seriously ill? He vomits blood."

Doctor: "His life and rest are very irregular, so he should often stay up late and drink alcohol. He has had a gastric ulcer for a long time. When the blood vessels are about to break, drinking strong alcohol will cause the blood vessels to rupture. This is the reason for vomiting blood. There is also Stomach ulcers cause long-term erosion, and when encountering tantrums or violent resentment, the blood will spurt, and the same will happen. So he can't be stimulated and keep his emotions stable."

Li Nian nodded, "Okay, thank you doctor!" The doctor left, Li Nian looked at him quietly, Li Nian suddenly felt guilty, Li Nian seemed to be angry with him all the time, she was responsible for his serious illness.

Aunt Zhang brought dinner and some supplies to Li Nian. Aunt Zhang said, "Ma'am, I will take care of your husband. You still have children, so let me take care of your husband."

Li Nian smiled and shook his head, "Aunt Zhang, it's okay, the child is more than six months old, I'm not that fragile, I'll come by myself, I'm sorry to ask you to come so late, you go back and rest first."

Aunt Zhang smiled and said: "Madam, you are good to everyone, why don't you love Mr.?" Li Nian sighed slightly, and said with a wry smile: "It's a done deal, it doesn't matter whether you love it or not..."

After Aunt Zhang left, Li Yan woke up, and Li Nian came forward. He weakly held Li Nian's hand, and Li Nian asked him anxiously, "Are you cold? Li Nian asked Aunt Zhang to take a blanket, a hot water bottle, etc. Would you like it?" cover you?"

Li Yanqiang smiled and said weakly: "Nian Nian, did you say you loved me just now? Maybe it was my dream again..." Li Nian's eyes were inexplicably misty, and Li Nian did not expect that he spoke the first sentence The words are not to shout pain, but to say this...

Li Nian suppressed tears, hurriedly opened his eyes, and wanted to get a blanket to cover him, but he suddenly held Li Nian's hand tightly and shouted: "Nian Nian don't go...don't leave me..."

"I won't go, I'll be with you all the time, I'll get you a blanket later." He smiled, let go of his hand, Li Nian took the blanket to cover him in a panic, Li Nian sat next to him, Li Nian Seeing that his lips were dry and peeling, Li Nian dipped a cotton swab in some water and applied it on his lips.

Li Yan looked at Li Nian affectionately, Li Nian suddenly felt a little embarrassed, and Li Nian said, "Go to sleep for a while..."

Li Yan said weakly: "I'm hurting, I can't sleep..." Li Nian comforted him, "Be patient, close your eyes, and the pain won't be so bad when you fall asleep."

Li Yan frowned, Li Nian must be very uncomfortable seeing him, Li Nian said: "Then let me tell you a story, if you distract yourself, it won't hurt so much."

Li Yan nodded with a smile. There was no book, so Li Nian searched Baidu to find stories for him. He didn't dare to find funny ones, so he found a heart-warming bedtime story, but he finished telling him. He was still not asleep, so Li Nian couldn't bear it. I kept asking: "Is it still so painful that you can't sleep?"

Li Yanqiang smiled and said, "No, I can't bear to sleep. If I fall asleep, these beautiful things will disappear..." Li Nian felt so sore in his heart that Li Nian wanted to pat the back of his hand, but he raised it in the air, but there was nothing in the end Do it, comforting: "You can sleep peacefully, I will tell you stories every day, you should have a good rest."

Li Yan smiled slowly, and stretched out his hand weakly, Li Nian immediately understood, Li Nian sat by the bed and put his hand on his stomach.Li Yan smiled and asked, "Is the baby good today?"

"It's not good, he kicked me a lot, maybe he was worried about you."

As soon as the words fell, it kicked again, very hard, Li Nian couldn't help hissing, Li Yan smiled, "Baby heard you say bad things about it..."

"Okay, you have to sleep well, get well soon, and the child will worry about you." Li Yan nodded with a smile, and slowly closed his eyes.Li Nian sat for a while, and only took his hand away when he really fell asleep.He lay down on another bed, not daring to sleep too hard, and showed him the medicine.

After a few days, Li Yan got better. He passed the fasting period, but he could only eat liquid food. He always said: "Nian Nian, I'm hungry..."

Li Nian sighed and comforted him: "You can't eat those things, just wait, it will take a while."

He didn't make a sound anymore, seeing his face as thin as a knife was even more sunken, Li Nian felt uncomfortable and didn't dare to eat in front of him.

Li Nian couldn't help but said: "Li Yan, I have already given all the wine in your wine cellar to Mama Zhang, don't even think about drinking in the future!"

Li Yan looked at Li Nian in shock, "Honey, I've been collecting wine worth several million dollars for many years, and you just gave it away to me?"

Li Nian stared at him, "Your body is more important than your money! Look, you're already lying in the hospital! You're still thinking about those wines! I don't want to cut your stomach next time, just cut off your tongue!"

Li Yan laughed, and Li Nian said angrily: "You are still laughing! Do you know that the probability of death from stomach bleeding is still very high! Your problem is still old, and it becomes so serious when it breaks out. You usually don't care about it. Myself! Why do you desperately want so much money and power? Be careful not to spend your life!"

Li Yan suddenly calmed down, and said gently to Li Nian with a smile: "My wife, for a moment, I really felt that we are a couple who have loved each other for many years. What should I do? I don't want to get better for the rest of my life, just keep being happy like this. In this way, Even if I die in the hospital, I am willing..."

Li Nian hurriedly staggered his eyes, "What are you talking about! What are you going to die..." Li Nian ran away...

When Li Yan could go to the ground, he accompanied Li Nian for a walk in the grove of the hospital. Li Yan was a patient, but he supported Li Nian the whole time, and Li Nian sat on a bench to bask in the sun.

Li Yan said with a smile: "Nian Nian, these days in the hospital are the happiest time I have been in the past few years. I have always fantasized that one day you will become my wife, and we will hold hands and go for a walk together, starting from dawn At dusk, cuddle up to each other.

In fact, I met you a long time ago. I was trained as an heir since I was a child. I have endless tedious classes every day, and I am under tremendous pressure to move forward, but I am still happy because there is always a silly girl who is afraid of me. My elder brother is alone, and she will take the bus for more than an hour, always carrying fruit milk or snacks in her bag to pick up her elder brother who is a bit taller than her.

I envied Zhou Yunsen very much at that time, there was such a silly girl who treated him so well.And me, no one has ever asked me if I would like to?All I can do is obey orders.
I was sick and my parents never came back to see me.And even if Zhou Yunsen gets a cut on his hand, you will bring him soup and take care of him tirelessly.You fool stay with Zhou Yunsen all night, learn how to make soup for him, and do things she shouldn't do... Looking at that silly girl who fell asleep on his desk, I suddenly realized that at some point, you occupied It has become my heart and my whole world.

I have secretly sworn that I will do my best to give you a happy life in the future.I seize every opportunity and work hard to climb up. I don't have so much time and energy to accompany you, so I have to let go of my personal feelings.I want to wait until I get everything right and you grow up.

But I did everything well, but I still missed you in the end.I thought the person you fell in love with would be Zhou Yunsen, but I didn't expect it to be an outsider. "

His words made Li Nian unable to calm down for a long time. Li Nian felt as if a hand was tightly restraining his throat. Li Nian smiled wryly and said, "Li Yan, you are really no different from Zhou Yunsen. Whoever said you want to give me happiness It's you, it's you who ruined all my happiness with your own hands!" Li Nian slowly got up and planned to leave.

Li Yan suddenly hugged Li Nian tightly from behind, he choked up and said, "Nian Nian, I have everything now, money that others can't earn in a few lifetimes, and power that others can only dream of, but I still feel Lonely! I can bear falling from the top of the pyramid, but I can't bear the pain of losing you! Without you, everything I have worked so hard to build over the years is meaningless. So you can hate me, you can not love me, but don't leave me, okay?"

(End of this chapter)