His little girl is not good again

Chapter 71 I Won't Let You Go

Chen Yanan's eyes were red, and she shouted angrily, "I never wanted you to love me, your love is just to strengthen my burden, and you forced me to do so!"

"Heh!" Zhou Yunsen sneered, clasped her head with his big hands, pressed her under him, and kissed her again.This time there was no tenderness at all, his kiss was like a storm, instantly drowning her. "Uh...uh..." Chen Yanan slapped him vigorously, but he was not moved at all, and the kiss became more powerful and domineering.He desperately wanted to get her goodness, hard, hard.

He stroked her waist with his big hands, Chen Yanan was gradually fascinated by his strong offensive, her body softened, her face flushed, Zhou Yunsen felt her movements, he was ecstatic, thinking that she was finally moved, and the kiss became even hotter.Feeling his movements, Chen Yanan suddenly came to her senses, and pushed him away fiercely.

Zhou Yunsen didn't notice for a while, and was pushed to the ground by him. Zhou Yunsen stood up and looked at her coldly, and Chen Yanan also looked at him without fear, "Don't force me, if you can't live like Xu Xiu, then die and do it." His ghost!"

Zhou Yunsen looked at her in shock, and was so angry that she couldn't speak. Her words pierced his heart like a knife.

He overturned the table violently and roared, "You love him so much! You love him so much that you can ask him to die, don't you? How can I not compare to him! I can do anything he can do for you, Xu Xiu has it , I have nothing now! I can give up everything! All I want is you! Why! You just refuse to love me!"

Chen Yanan stood up suddenly, looked directly at him, and approached him step by step with a sneer, "You know what? The biggest difference between you and him is that Xu Xiu let me go because he loves me. Forcing Xu Xiu away, you don't care whether I love you or not! You don't care about my feelings! And you dare to say that everything you get now is not stolen? The company, me, house, money, power , which one is not? Huh?"

Zhou Yunsen stepped back abruptly, Chen Yanan's eyes were so sharp and indifferent that he didn't dare to look directly into her eyes, Zhou Yunsen lowered his eyes and smiled wryly, yes, she was right, everything was stolen!Zhou Yunsen left in a daze...

Chen Yanan felt uncomfortable looking at the desolate and lonely back, she sat down on the sofa as if suddenly weightless, looking at the mess on the ground, she couldn't recover for a long time, yes, she spoke a little harshly just now, she knew that Zhou Yunsen was still kind in his bones Yes, she must have hurt him!But everything is not what she wants!

The back view of Zhou Yunsen when he left just now always appeared in Chen Yanan's mind. After all, Chen Yanan couldn't bear it. As soon as he walked out of the room, he saw Zhou Yunsen standing on the balcony smoking a cigarette, the ground was full of cigarette butts, in the dark night , looking extraordinarily depressed and lonely, making Chen Yanan's heart feel like being pricked by a needle, the soreness was severe, the person who cared for and pampered him so much in the past, the sunny and smiling boy changed, he used to not smoke or drink The Pianpian young man has changed and become strange, Chen Yanan doesn't want to see him going down the wrong road, Chen Yanan knows that he is still kind!She knew that he loved her, but he was blinded by obsession and dazzled by emotion. She wanted her former brother and wanted Zhou Yunsen to change back!
Zhou Yunsen coughed for a while, Chen Yanan rushed forward with tears in his eyes, wrapped his hands around his thin waist, and hugged him from behind, Zhou Yunsen froze suddenly, looked down at the pair of jade hands in shock, and felt what the person behind him conveyed to him. His warmth made his heart beat faster.Everything is like a dream.The person who wished to cut him into pieces just now was willing to approach him on his own initiative!Zhou Yunsen couldn't be calm for a long time, he stubbed out the cigarette butt, turned his head and looked tenderly at the little head attached to his back, his eyes became gentle all of a sudden, a cunning flashed in his eyes, and there was an unconcealable smile at the corner of his mouth!
Soft heart and kindness are Chen Yanan's eternal weakness, this silly girl will always be so stupid.

Chen Yanan wept softly and said, "Brother, change back, change back to the way you were before, okay, I won't recognize you soon! Brother, let's pretend that the previous things never happened, okay, I don't blame you anymore, I I can forgive you! As long as we go back to the past, okay? I know you have paid too much for me, so I will pay for you in the future, please return everything you have stolen! If you want, Nannan can work hard , let’s work hard together, fight for it! I’ll try my best to help you, okay? You change back! Change back! I don’t like your tyrannical and stubborn look now! I’m afraid of you now! You almost died because of me. I didn't even care... how much do you want me to hate you!"

Chen Yanan broke down and burst into tears, hearing her cry.Obviously she fell into his trap and he should be happy and laughing, but Zhou Yunsen's heart seemed to be torn apart, his heart ached to the point of suffocation.Zhou Yunsen turned around and hugged her tightly in his arms, rubbing her little head, sourness welled up in his heart, "Nannan, don't cry, brother feels bad, I am willing to tell my brother to die if you cry!"

His slender fingers gently wiped away the tears at the corners of her eyes. Her tears were like pearls with broken strings. No matter how much she wiped them off, she couldn't finish them. In the end, Chen Yanan wanted to kneel down to him. Angry, "What are you doing! Why don't you love yourself! I support you at all costs, do you lose your self-esteem so easily!"

"It's because of your affection! Because of your dedication and companionship for more than ten years! I don't want to lose you! What is self-esteem? I can give you my life. I just want my brother to change back to his original appearance! Become the one who spoiled me back then! Protect my brother! Brother Yunsen, don't make any more mistakes... okay..." Chen Yanan burst into tears
Zhou Yunsen looked at her, feeling very uncomfortable. He still couldn't see her cry, couldn't see her suffer, and finally he said helplessly, "Okay, brother promises you! Brother change back, brother will bring Xu Xiu back to you, okay, brother Return the company to your father and return everything, okay? Be good, don't cry... I will regret it if you cry again!"

Chen Yanan nodded desperately, laughed while crying, pouted and stretched out her hand, "Okay, Lagou, don't lie to me!"

Zhou Yunsen was angry and funny, looking at her cute little appearance, he couldn't help but stretch out his slender hand, and said with a smile, "Brother, how willing to lie to you!"

Chen Yanan pouted, and reached out to poke his thin waist mischievously. Zhou Yunsen looked at her with a smile, his eyes were full of doting, and hugged her tightly. Chen Yanan's tense nerves finally relaxed... ...Leaning in his arms with peace of mind, it seems to be back when I was a child...

Chen Yanan was lying on the bed, Zhou Yunsen sat quietly by the bed and coaxed her to sleep as before, and left after she fell asleep, but Chen Yanan couldn't fall asleep this time, maybe it was because she lost it for too long, Chen Yanan felt that she thought she would never sleep again. There will be time, which is extremely precious at this moment. Chen Yanan looked at him, and she suddenly stretched out her hand to hold Zhou Yunsen's hand. Zhou Yunsen looked at her with surprised eyes, gently massaged the back of her hand, and said with a smile: "Don't be afraid , Brother wait until you fall asleep before leaving..."

Chen Yanan looked at him firmly as if she had suddenly made up her mind and said, "Brother Yunsen, you can sleep with me..."

Zhou Yunsen's eyes widened suddenly, and he looked at her in disbelief. Chen Yanan suddenly buried her face in the quilt, and whispered, "It's fine if you don't want to! Just pretend I didn't say..."

Zhou Yunsen laughed suddenly, he lifted the quilt carefully, and lay down next to her, Chen Yanan felt the bed sinking, and felt the familiar aura from him attacking him, Chen Yanan couldn't help feeling nervous and afraid, Chen Yanan tried hard to force herself Don't think about that, force yourself to calm down

But she was still trembling uncontrollably, Zhou Yunsen felt it, and said with downcast eyes, "I'd better go... You probably won't sleep well when I'm here,"

He sat up and wanted to leave.However, Chen Yanan suddenly reached out to grab his hand, Zhou Yunsen looked down at her and remained silent, Chen Yanan said softly, "Don't go...stay here...that time...just treat it as my love for you for more than ten years Pay back... let's forget it together, don't mention it again, let it go together, and start a new life together, okay..."

Zhou Yunsen looked at her firm eyes, and lay down slowly. Chen Yanan turned around and took his cold hands, rubbed the back of his hands, and breathed into his palms. Zhou Yunsen looked at her action in shock, and was instantly moved into a mess. , Chen Yanan looked at his red eye sockets, and his eyes became moist involuntarily.
Chen Yanan smiled and said, "Brother Yunsen, didn't you always treat me like this when it was cold when I was a child? Since I was a child, you have always held me in the palm of your hand and never made me feel wronged. I won't say anything. But I have always kept it in my heart. Since I was a child, you have never lost my temper with me. No matter what I want, you will try my best to satisfy me and never say a word of no. You know that I am afraid of the dark, and you have always waited with me I don’t leave until I fall asleep. You know I like to drink milk. Every time I have a bottle in my schoolbag, from elementary school to junior high school to high school, it’s been like a day for more than ten years without interruption. No matter it’s windy or rainy, you will Come pick me up from school."

Chen Yanan picked up the Van Cleef & Arpels watch he was wearing, "Brother Sen, do you still remember that watch from the Amy Athens series? It was the birthday present you wanted to give me back then."

Zhou Yunsen was full of doubts, and Chen Yanan smiled and said, "Are you surprised why I know? You are a fool! Why didn't you tell me! You have worked hard for months to buy me a gift, why don't you give it to me, just because Did Xu Xiu buy the exact same one? You stupid, I didn’t ask for such an expensive watch, just because I took a few extra glances at the counter, you just went to work part-time so stupidly to buy it for me, Do you know how distressed I am when I sneak behind you and see you being scolded by customers and swallowing your anger?"

Chen Yanan's eyes were wet when he said that, and Zhou Yunsen couldn't help but his eyes were red. He hugged Chen Yanan tightly, and Chen Yanan choked up and said, "Brother, do you remember the last time I went to climb a mountain? When I was climbing the stairs, I accidentally stepped on the air." , you stretched out your hand and pulled me without even thinking about it, and we both fell into the valley together, and you still hid your foot injury from me, the branches went from your ankle into your muscle, and you couldn't bear it Shout out, and let me step on your shoulders and climb up to ask for help, and then you can no longer exercise normally like other people. And that time when I accidentally fell off the single-plank bridge, you saved me alone regardless of the rapids ... You are a big fool! You were before, and you are now! You can be stupid! I don’t even know how important you are to me! My heart is not made of ice! Even if it was ice, it would have been melted by you long ago! Although it has nothing to do with love, you have always been and will always be an irreplaceable existence in my heart! Why compare yourself to others! No one can take your place in my heart! You just have to go your own way!" Chen Yanan beat him on the back angrily

Zhou Yunsen smiled bitterly with tears in his eyes. For so long, he has been wrong all along. He just wanted to hear from her that she cared about him, and he just wanted to occupy a place in her heart!How wrong he was!
Chen Yanan looked at him guiltily, "Brother Sen, you have paid too much for me. After so many years, you must be very tired... I have never done anything for you..."

Zhou Yunsen shook his head with a smile, and said softly, "I do everything for you voluntarily. Without you, I would have died in that dirty and dark alley long ago. Maybe I can't even find the body...you are my Redemption! It is the warmth that I bury deep in my heart! With you by my side these years, I am very happy..."

"Brother Yunsen, I know that your experience is very unbearable. It forces you to work harder than others. All along, you seem to be invincible, but in fact, your heart is as close as you can get." You are as fragile as a child, and you also long to be loved and cared for, right? Every time my parents pamper and protect me, do you think I can’t see the envy in your eyes? But you never show it, you always They are all pretending and hiding themselves! Brother, I know that you are eager to be loved, and I know that you are tired... Let me spoil you in the future! I will treat you like a child in the future, and I will treat you like you That's good for you!"

Looking at Chen Yanan's firm eyes, Zhou Yunsen couldn't bear it any longer, and buried his face on her shoulder blades. It was the fragility that had been dismantled, and he was even more moved!This may be the reason why he loves Chen Yanan so much, no matter what he becomes, she will always be by his side, miss you warm and cold, and understand your sadness!

Chen Yanan patted his back gently, like comforting a child...

After a long time, Chen Yanan yawned, buried her face in his arms, and fell asleep peacefully.Listening to the regular breathing of the person in his arms, Zhou Yunsen smiled softly. Happiness filled his whole body. He was so rich that he had longed for this warmth for so long that his own heart became cold. The warm embrace that arrived late made him dare not close his eyes, and he was reluctant to go to sleep. He was afraid that everything was fake, and that everything would disappear after waking up...

He gently placed his hand on her lower abdomen, feeling this little life that was integrated into the flesh and blood of the two of them. He longed for his arrival, but he was also afraid, even at this moment. He was afraid that Chen Yanan would know his existence, and that she would Don't want this child, afraid that she will know that he is cheating on her at this moment.

He created a beautiful dream for her, but everything was a lie. He would not let her go, nor let her kill the child. From the moment he fell in love with her, he swore, Life after life, he had to bind her by his side and integrate her into his flesh and blood.

The first ray of sunlight in the morning shone on Zhou Yunsen's face. Zhou Yunsen raised his hand to cover it, and found that he was pressed by a huge object and couldn't move. Zhou Yunsen looked down at the person sleeping in his arms, sleeping peacefully
Like a koala, Chen Yanan hugged him tightly with all four limbs, laying on Zhou Yunsen's chest, seeming to be drooling, Zhou Yunsen smiled brightly, and smoothed her messy sleeping hair, Chen Yanan was still the same as when she was a child, she liked to hug the pillow , or sleep under the quilt, she has always been innocent and romantic, like a little friend who doesn't grow up.Zhou Yunsen kissed her forehead lightly, and said softly: "Nannan, I love you more than everyone and everything, whether you hate me or blame me, I will never let you go, never, we will With a lovely baby, our family of three will be very happy and will definitely..."

(End of this chapter)