She is the villain Bai Yueguang

Chapter 355 What She Lost
Hua Zhixue didn't feel pain.

Qiu Chi was probably concerned about her last decency, and didn't seem to intend to make her die too ugly, so she still chose to end her life in this way.

Just in the process.

It can make her deeply feel that the air is gradually becoming thinner.

Qiu Chi was still too soft-hearted.

She couldn't bear to use the already strong power to end her life, but this soft heart was like a slow poison, making her savor this pain and die in the final torture.

but.

She didn't feel any pain.

Even though Qiu Chi's strength was increasing, she only felt that her chest was being pressed down, and she felt a little stuffy and out of breath.

Hua Zhixue has no nostalgia for this world.

Precisely because there is no emotion.

That's why we can be so decisive.

She probably understood what Peony said before that she was lacking. What Peony said was right, she has no heart.

There is no empathy or empathy.

She herself is a very indifferent person, and she is really not that kind. The so-called helping the other party is just a benefit given on a whim.

She does not do loss-making transactions that harm her own interests.

What does other people's likes and dislikes or difficulties have to do with her?

She can't even take care of herself.

Not to mention who she can lend a helping hand to help, she is an indifferent bystander.

Like most people.

After stepping into the real life composed of materials, she was slowly changed. She only cared about the present reality and future interests, as well as her own way out. She had already eliminated those messy emotions that were useless to her.

love.

The relationship without material basis is so fragile that she doesn't deserve it.

And it is common to see people around who get married early and have children.

In the end, when her husband cheated on her and endured such a life for the sake of her children, Hua Zhixue felt very sad.

But she will not feel sorry.

This is reality.

It is also their own choice.

They could have had a better future.

Destiny is not just about having children and raising children, taking care of the husband and raising the children, being dazzled by the unswerving love, thinking that they can stay together forever, but in the end they get betrayed.

And their own passing of youth.

There is no shelf life of love, no maintenance of youth.

Visible to the naked eye, I can see that my body is deformed, fat and skin is loose, but I am only close to 30 years old, and I have been fixed for most of my life.

I should have been able to have a successful career, I should have been able to take a trip as soon as I said it, I should have been able to work hard to this age, still maintain my beauty, eat well, drink hot food, talk to someone when I am happy, and break up if I am not happy.

The initiative is always in your own hands.

too stupid.

Therefore, Hua Zhixue never pins her hope of life on perfect love.

She armed herself fully.

She doesn't let anyone into her world, and doesn't accept anyone.

The price is the loss of love.

But not lonely.

She has her family behind her, like-minded partners and friends, all of whom are ambitious and want to make their own way in this chaotic world.

and so.

She has to go back.

She has no reason to waste her time here.Wasted in this world that would disappear at any time, wasted in this world that did not belong to her.

The memory of the past is like a revolving lantern.

At first, it was just a hazy memory fragment, but later it became more and more clear. In these memory pictures, she vaguely felt that her consciousness had touched something.

over there.

It seems to be able to smell a faint smell of disinfectant.

(End of this chapter)