Fast travel strategy: the host is the black lotus

Chapter 48 Arrogant Youth 48
He now has a crazy idea, that is, he wants to find Bai Mumu.

He didn't know what kind of thoughts Bai Mumu had back then, but he knew that he really regretted it completely now.

But in the vast crowd, he didn't know where Bai Mumu lived, and he didn't dare to send someone to investigate.

He knew that if he really investigated Bai Mumu, Bai Mumu would be angry.

He didn't want to make Bai Mumu angry.

Xu Jinyan called Bai Mumu with trembling hands.

He didn't know what he was waiting for at this moment?
But he knew that it seemed that he would never be able to stand by Bai Mumu's side for the rest of his life.

But so what?

Don't you really give yourself hope at all?
impossible!

He will give himself hope, as for whether Bai Mumu can accept it?He doesn't even care.

All he has to do is pay!
Even for the sake of Bai Mumu, he is willing to never get married for the rest of his life.

Dai Xu suddenly received a call from Xu Jinyan while she was doing skin care at night, and she didn't want to answer it.

But after thinking about it, if it were a collapsed design, the gain would outweigh the loss, so she still picked it up.

"Are you alright?"

After hearing that familiar voice, Xu Jinyan swallowed.

He was nervous.

He was so nervous that he couldn't even hold his phone steady.

"I saw…"

Hearing what Xu Jinyan said, Dai Xu was at a loss.

What do you see?

Saw her changing clothes!
Still saw her wash her hair?

Why did this person suddenly call her inexplicably and say something she couldn't understand?

Neuropathy!

"I saw that you came to me desperately at the beginning. I was wrong. I was really wrong. Please forgive me. It was my fault. I shouldn't not listen to your explanation. I shouldn't have said those bad words that hurt me. As a human being, I shouldn't ignore you because of my own emotions. I really did something wrong. I really admit my mistake now, Bai Mumu... come back, okay? Please. "

Xu Jinyan broke down more and more, and even started to cry on the other end of the phone.

But so what?
Bai Mumu will never forgive Xu Jinyan.

Just like what Xu Jinyan said back then.

But it would have been nice if I hadn't said those words in the first place.

"We can't go back to the past, Xu Jinyan, can you be sober? Did you drink too much? When you said those words back then, we had no room for redemption. Did I give you a chance?"

Dai Xu took a deep breath.

This Xu Jinyan is really retarded!
I said it all, it was the last chance back then, why didn't he understand it?

So what if you regret it now?
Everything can't go back to the way it was before,
If Fan Fan could go back to the past, she would not have come here.

When I did those things at the beginning, I never noticed my mistakes, and even felt that what I did was right.

But now, don't you want to humbly beg another person's forgiveness?
Don't you think it's a bit late?

Still don't understand?
"We'll never go back, don't you understand? I told you to see my show once when you graduated, just for the last time, but you didn't give me face. I waited very late at school It's late, but you still haven't appeared in front of me. At that time, I was thinking, as long as you appear in front of me, no matter how hurtful what you said before, I will forgive you, and I will even go away desperately If you are by your side, you won't go abroad, and you can even go against your mother's wishes and stay with you, but you don't."

"You never cared about my feelings, and you never knew what I had done for you. Didn't you say you wanted to marry me and have children? But I have no fertility. What do you want me to do? You didn't mean to mentioned these words, but I have already told you clearly these words before."

"You never took my words to heart. If you really took my words to heart, how could you not know?"

"Do you really regret it now? Are you really in love with me now? Are you unwilling?"

"I'm not reconciled to the fact that I've been chasing after your ass for so long. I left you suddenly this time. You're not used to it!"

"I'm not reconciled. There is a person who has liked you for so long, but suddenly said that he wants to give up!"

"If you really like me, how can you not know everything about me?"

"We can't go back completely. I won't be with anyone, but it's not for you. I just don't want to be with you. You even make me feel that I am a very bad person. What happened back then I I'm really sorry for you, but I paid it off."

"You still pester me, how long will you pester me? I told myself in my heart that no matter how much resentment there is, I will definitely forgive you, but the result disappointed me!"

"That's it, don't call me again, it's late, I'm going to bed."

Dai Xu quickly hung up his phone and calmed down the anger in his heart.

Damn it, her mask is very effective. If she wasted the effect because of this phone call, she would definitely kill Xu Jinyan.

Xu Jinyan stood there blankly holding his mobile phone until the mobile phone dropped to the ground.

"Yeah, everything can't go back. Am I deceiving myself, or are they all deceiving me?"

He knew that all this was caused by his mother back then, but he didn't care about it.

That's because he knew that his mother would definitely not do anything more extreme, but he didn't expect that the threat was to leave him.

He was really too confident at the beginning, thinking that he could handle everything well.

But in fact, he doesn't have that ability.

Just like when he heard those two people arguing on the street.

No one's feelings can last forever.

Like it, like it, don't like it, don't like it.

A few years is more than enough.

I don't want to be so humble.

Yes.

Ever since Bai Mumu fell in love with herself, Bai Mumu has always been humble, and she has always been in a high position.

He looked down at everything Bai Mumu did to him, but he spurned it.

He knew that Bai Mumu was good to him and that Bai Mumu was interested in him, but he never stopped this behavior.

He clearly knew that as long as a glass of cold water was poured on it, Bai Mumu would stop pestering her, but he didn't do it.

What was he doing in the first place?

Why did he do it in the first place?

Now the person who is torturing himself is not like a human, nor is a ghost like a ghost. He misses Bai Mumu day and night.

He never considered Bai Mumu's feelings.

Xu Jinyan squatted on the ground in some pain.

what can we do about it?

What should I do now?

He really won't.

(End of this chapter)