Fast travel strategy: the host is the black lotus

Chapter 300 The instructor is so fierce 30
The things he didn't want to clarify, now everyone has peeled off his scars.

He didn't want Ye Fan to be the one who didn't know anything and could feel his hot and cold.

Because Ye Fan is so similar to that person.

And Ye Fan himself never did anything wrong?
He shouldn't have to suffer his fits and starts, or his attitude changes.

He knew it was wrong for him to do so, but he just couldn't help it.

He couldn't help but want to get close to Ye Fan, and couldn't help but want to alienate him, because he was afraid that his heart would be lost.

He clearly knew that Dongyang Ye Fan in Dongyang City was Ye Fan, but he still couldn't help but get close to him.

He really did it wrong.

But so what, they have the same heartbeat.

He abandoned all the results, just to prove to his family that he loved Dongyang all his life, that he would only like men all his life, and would never pass on the family line.

But he didn't know whether it was right or wrong for him to do so.

His heart to stick to Dongyang must be strong.

After arriving at the agreed coffee shop, Ye Fan arrived early, and he has been waiting for Xia Liang.

He knew that Xia Liang would never be late, but he still came an hour early.

Because there are too many things he didn't understand clearly.

He wanted to take this opportunity to explain everything to Xia Liang, and also wanted to ask Xia Liang what his attitude was.

He could feel that his attitude towards Xia Liang was unusual. From the first time he saw Xia Liang, he felt that this person was very special, as if he broke into his heart with just one glance.

He didn't know where his emotions came from, and he didn't know why he was so familiar with Xia Liang, as if this person was his destined lover.

Xia Liang also arrived half an hour earlier, and saw Ye Fan sitting on the seat immediately.

This is his coffee shop, ordinary paparazzi and journalists will never come here.

They have professional and security personnel here, and it is also a private room.

"I didn't expect you to come so soon. I thought I'd arrive half an hour earlier and wait for you."

Seeing the smile on Xia Liang's face, Ye Fan couldn't hold back a smile. In fact, he had a serious attitude at first and wanted to deal with this matter, but later found that he couldn't be serious at all.

As soon as he saw Xia Liang, he couldn't help but smile, and couldn't help being sweet.

In fact, he didn't have any deep connection with Xia Liang, and he didn't even have any particularly thrilling things, but he just liked it.

That feeling of liking is not fake, and at the same time, that feeling of liking doesn't seem to just happen.

He felt that his liking for Xia Liang was the kind that had formed a habit and treated him well.

Every time I see him, my heart beats faster.

"I came here today because I want to ask you something, and I hope you can answer my questions, because I am so confused that I don't know what to do."

Seeing that Ye Fan really looked confused, Xia Er nodded, after all, he is quite good at this aspect
If Ye Fan really has something that needs to be solved by himself, he doesn't mind explaining it to Ye Fan.

And it seems that Ye Fan is on his itinerary, there should be something he doesn't understand, maybe he can help out, and it's a matter of terminating the contract.

"Is it about the termination of the contract? Regarding the settlement, I have handed it over to our lawyer, and the result will come out in about three working days. At that time, I can directly take someone to your place to terminate the contract. Don't worry too much, I will help you when I should help you, what else do you want to ask?"

After hearing what Xia Liang said, Ye Fan shook his head.

"That's not what I want to ask you, I just want to ask, why do you approach me?"

After listening to what Ye Fan said, Xia Liang's heart suddenly skipped a beat. He didn't seem to know why Ye Fan asked such a question.

"What do you mean?"

"I can feel that sometimes you are very close to me, but sometimes you are very indifferent to me. I really don't know what this feeling is? It's like the question I asked before if you like the same sex? In fact, it only represents myself, because I can feel that I have different feelings for you, so I just want to ask you, what kind of attitude do you have?"

Ye Fan threw out all his questions at once, and there was one question he wanted to ask the most, which he didn't ask.

He just wants to settle this matter first, what is the feeling about liking?
He seemed to remember that he had someone he liked a long time ago, but that memory was so vague that he couldn't remember it at all.

This feeling of liking has always been in his heart, no matter who he meets?He didn't even mention that feeling, but when he saw Xia Liang, he actually applied for the kind of love that he had never had before.

He felt that this matter must not be simple, even when he asked the brokerage company, the most the brokerage company did was conceal it.

He felt that these things must have happened before, otherwise it would never be like this,

"You like me...how can you like me? It is impossible for me to fall in love in my life, I don't know what to say to you? It is indeed a very shocking news that you like me, and I also I'm also very honored, but you shouldn't like me."

Xia Liang was only silent for a while, and then said the answer in his heart.

He didn't want Ye Fan to fall in love with him.

What's more, is it really worth it to like someone like him?

"Of course I know that it is impossible for you to accept me, because I followed you to the cemetery today, and you may not have found it. I want to ask, what is the relationship between me and the person on the tombstone? Why do we two The person looks so similar? Why do you approach me every time? It looks like you want to get close, but you can't help but stay away? Is it because I can never compare with that person? Is he your friend or your lover? ah?"

In fact, Ye Fan went back and thought about it carefully. If they were really just ordinary friends, Xia Liang wouldn't cry so badly, and even wanted to get close and run away every time he got close to him.

He could feel Xia Liang's mood, he knew that every time Xia Liang got close to him, there was actually a struggle in his heart, he didn't understand why at first, but now he actually understood.

He knew that every time Xia Liang approached him, the torment in his heart was simply because he looked so much like that person, and he really couldn't think of any other relationship.

What's more, those questions that Xia Liang answered before, just happened to be able to vaguely guess something,

It was probably because Xia Liang also liked the same sex, and there seemed to be something going on between the two of them, which caused that boy to leave Xia Liang.

When he saw those photos today, everything suddenly became clear.

That boy should be Xia Liang's deepest love, and he looks very similar to that boy, so Xia Liang can't help but keep approaching him.

Xia Liang resisted so much because he really couldn't forget that boy in his heart.

"So you can tell me, or tell us the previous story, even if you die, let me die to understand!"

Listening to Ye Fan's words, Xia Liang felt that all the energy and blood in her body rushed to her brain, and even her hands and feet began to feel cold.

He didn't know how Ye Fan knew about these things, but he knew that what he had done would never be hidden, after all, his feelings would sometimes be revealed.

Ye Fan has been in the entertainment circle for so long, how could it be possible that he doesn't even know what other people are thinking?

"Since you want to hear it, I'll tell you this story. In fact, I came here today to tell you about it, but I didn't expect that you discovered it one step ahead of time."

Xia Liang smiled helplessly, the cup of coffee in his hand had also started to cool down.

Very helpless.

But what can be done?

Just like what Lin Beixing said, there are some things that should be confessed.

"I have known a deskmate of mine since I was in junior high school. His name is Dongyang. He is a sunny person. Doesn't my name fit well?"

"Xia Liang Dongyang, when I first met him, I just thought he was a very arrogant person, because he had good grades and good looks, even many girls of the same age, or older than him, Those who are younger than him want to pursue him, and want to fall in love with him."

"I didn't like him at that time, just because I was just a dude. At that time, relying on my family's money, I often bullied others."

"It's just that people with our skin are quite annoying. My popularity at that time was not good, and my grades were not good. It seemed that everything was not very good, except for my face."

"At that time, he was a transfer student, and he was suddenly transferred to my side to be my deskmate. In fact, I was very unwilling in my heart, because I didn't want anyone in the seat next to me, and I would play a lot of weird things. Put the things on the table next to me, and I'll take them."

"But since Dongyang came here, he didn't look down on us students with poor grades because he was a good student. Instead, he patiently helped me with my homework over and over again. Only after class was over did he realize that his family and my family are actually the same. Neighbor."

"Since we found out that he and I are neighbors, the relationship between the two of us seems to be getting better and better. We go to and from school together, leave school together every day, and even go to the toilet and grocery store together every day. The most important thing in everyone's life Each stage is accompanied by the other party.”

"The two of us played very well, like brothers and sisters. Everyone thought I had changed."

"Actually, I knew that my feelings at that time had already surpassed my own expectations, and I never thought that I would fall in love with him."

"He understands so well, he is so kind, he carries all my hopes, appears by my side, and becomes the light that redeems my life, how could I not like him?"

"At that time, I didn't pay any attention to my studies. It was he who taught me carefully and told me that in order to be admitted to the same high school and the same university, we should be good brothers for a lifetime and stay by each other's side for the rest of our lives. "

"At that time, I was not reconciled. I was not reconciled. I just wanted to be friends with him, so I got angry for the first time."

"It's just that I know that if I don't continue to work hard, the two of us will not be able to go to high school and college, so I have been forcing myself to study, and even late at night, he is still making up for me, even though he is very tired. , but he is still willing to help me for my dream."

"He is so kind, so good that I don't know how to repay him, so I thought, then I might as well promise him with my body."

"This secret love has been maintained in our high school."

"The two of us finally got our wish and went to the same high school. At this time, the high school was very famous and it was in the next city."

"After getting rid of the entanglement of my parents, I finally feel that I am completely free, but there is still a little boy from the neighbor who has been watching me study."

"I don't feel irritable, and I don't feel very impatient. On the contrary, I like him to be by my side very much."

"And we have always lived in the same dormitory. The two of us are bunk beds. We play games together, eat together, and do everything together? Everyone praises us as the best and best brothers, but I'm really unhappy."

"I have put in all my hard work. How can the person I like really only be willing to be brothers with him? It wasn't until the division of arts and sciences that he chose liberal arts and I chose science that we knew that the two of us were really separated. .”

"At that time, he was in the liberal arts class and had another good friend, a girl. I never felt that my jealousy was so strong."

"I'm very afraid that that girl will be with him, and I'm also very afraid that he will choose that girl, so I have to check my presence from time to time every time."

"I thought our relationship would always be good, but until one day he told me that he didn't want to be friends with me anymore, because he thought it would be annoying for me to hang around in front of him every day, and now I have reached the best level in the department. It's time, so he wants to study hard and doesn't want to play with me anymore."

"I felt like the sky was falling, I didn't say anything, I just packed my luggage silently and moved out of the dormitory."

"At that time, I felt as if all the things I liked couldn't change my interest. It seemed that only after he apologized to me could I get serious."

"As he got closer to that girl, I became more and more jealous, but I didn't dare to say anything anymore, because I knew he didn't like me, what would he say, so every time I saw him Most of the time, it’s basically a detour.”

"It wasn't until later when we were admitted to the university that we were admitted to the same university, chose the same major, and even entered the same class and the same dormitory."

"He has never been absent from various important stages of my life, and I have always liked him, even in college."

"What kind of person is Dongyang? Dongyang is a very face-saving person."

"Sometimes I even feel that my liking has already disturbed him, I don't even talk to him, I don't communicate with him, even the two of us haven't spoken a word for a whole semester, and the WeChat contact information of each other is also in the There is dust in WeChat."

"At that time, everyone thought that the relationship between the two of us was not good, and even a mentor came to persuade the two of us not to have any disputes."

"Actually, I was quite helpless at that time, because I would never argue with him anyway. How could I be willing to hurt the person I like?"

"But at that time, my mother still had no communication. The girl who accompanied him in high school didn't know where she went."

"Actually, I was lucky at that time, because there was no other girl beside him, so I knew he must not like that girl."

"Because once Dongyang likes someone, he can't hold back. Even if he can hold back, he will confess his love to the other party after a long, long time. But that girl didn't appear by his side. I knew that Dongyang was actually doesn't like her."

"I still haven't had much communication with Dongyang, and my classmates organized an opportunity to go to KTV."

"They knew that our relationship seemed to be very bad, so they kept us far away."

"I don't know why, I seemed to be in a bad mood that day, so I drank two more bottles of wine."

"Until all the people left, no one said they wanted to send me back. The roommates in our dormitory looked embarrassed at both of us and didn't know which one to send first."

"Until the end, Dongyang still sighed helplessly, and then said to my roommates, send me back."

"It was only later that I found out that Dongyang had fallen in love with me very early on, and even paid attention to my whereabouts every day. He felt that his liking was not right, and he felt that he was a good friend with me, and I didn't like it. I will accept him, so I have been hiding it from me. He has a good relationship with that girl, because that girl knows that we both have feelings for each other, and wants to be a middleman, so Dongyang is willing. Talk to him a few more times."

"It's just that Dongyang deliberately entered the same university as me, and even assigned me a class and a dormitory on purpose. It's just that I didn't take the initiative at that time. Li Dongyang, but Dongyang didn't want to say anything more to me because he was very scared."

"He thought I would hate him, so he didn't say much. He pushed me away at that time just because he wanted me to be admitted to a school, and he also found out that his relationship was wrong, so he didn't want to drag me down."

"But how could it be? I obviously love him a lot, but he doesn't even know what I have done for him, and I don't want to say more about it, because love itself is mutual. Since I have already decided In order to pay for him, then I don't want to get something in return."

"Later, I told him all these things by drinking, and finally we were together. We have been together for two years."

"Two years later, when his parents found out about our relationship, they came to me hysterically, calling me a vixen, and asking me to leave her son and not to bully her son."

"That was the first time I heard the most vicious language, and it was also the first time I felt the warmth and warmth of humanity."

"We were separated, and Dongyang was sent to the precept center. I wanted to see him, but I couldn't see him at all. Later, Dongyang's family told me that Dongyang had passed away in a car accident."

"It's because Dongyang didn't want to receive treatment, so he ran out of the preceptor's office secretly, and was accidentally hit by a car on the road, so he just survived."

"Dongyang's last wish before his death is to donate his organs to everyone in need."

"But what about me?"

"I lost the person who loved me the most, and I also lost the person I loved the most. I will never let it go in my life, and I will never forgive my parents in my life. Parents, forcing me to do things I don't want to do, they have been like this since I was a child."

"My family life is not happy. For them, I am just a machine that can be used, so I have to fight."

"The reason why I don't find a girlfriend is because I can't forget Dongyang. I even want to keep our promise and die together, but there are too many places in this world that need me, and Dongyang also needs me to live. .”

"I had no nostalgia for this world until I met you."

"Your heart frequency is the same as Dongyang's heart frequency, so I knew Dongyang's heart should be given to you."

"And I also investigated, you have had a heart operation, so I am more sure."

"My purpose of approaching you is for Dongyang. You shouldn't like me, because I have already filled my heart with someone, and I will never be able to like another person."

Listening to Xia Liang's story about his past, Ye Fan lowered his head and clenched his fist tightly.

Sure enough, he would never be able to compare to that person. Ever since he saw Xia Liang being shed tears by that person, he knew that he was really important in Xia Liang's heart.

Xia Liang is a very strong person and will not shed tears for anything, but that was the most vulnerable time he had seen Xia Liang.

"Do I really have no chance at all? Even you can use me as his substitute. I don't mind at all, because I like you and I want to be with you."

Hearing what Ye Fan said, Xia Liang was stunned for a moment, but he soon smiled and shook his head.

"Dongyang is Dongyang, you are you, the two of you will never meet, the two borderlines, you will not be anyone's stand-in, because you will always be unique."

(End of this chapter)