Fast travel strategy: the host is the black lotus

Chapter 240 The Actor and the Scholar 20
"Maybe this matter has been forgotten or even not remembered in your memory, but I will remember you forever."

Yu Tang's eyes looked extremely serious, as if she was telling Gu Nansheng her real request.

"I am very grateful for the hand you extended to me at that time, and I also thank you for not despising my origin at that time."

Yu Tang smiled.

"At that time, I just ran out because I didn't want to train, but I lost it and became a beggar. I was found back later. Before that, I always remembered your goodness and always wanted to find you. A true lifesaver."

"When I knew your identity, I felt that my own identity was not worthy of you, so I retreated behind the scenes."

"Actually, I never thought that one day I would be able to meet you. So when you ask me, I just want a pair of calligraphy and paintings from you."

"Everyone knows that if they want to invite me to sing in Fushan, they must spend ten thousand taels of gold."

"But I only gave you this privilege because you saved me before."

"But I can't be with you."

Yu Tang finally got to the most important point.

She would never be with Gu Nansheng, what's more, it's useless for her to be with Gu Nansheng.

Gu Nansheng has a better life of her own. After she leaves here in the future, the world will continue to run, and Gu Nansheng will forget her, so what's the use of the two of them being together?
Mainly also because she didn't want to be with another man, and she didn't want to have a relationship with anyone.

She was afraid that she would be reluctant, and she knew herself best. Although what she said was always hurting, all she knew was the softness in her heart.

She was afraid that she would be too soft-hearted, so she thought about what bad consequences would be caused to herself by staying.

"But why? I don't care about your identity at all, and I don't care about a thing you have experienced before. I only care about whether you can be with me?"

"Even if the two of us are together, no one can refute this relationship, and you can still live in my house with peace of mind."

"People outside are looking for you now, but if you don't stay with me now, wouldn't it be worse for yourself?"

After listening to what Gu Nansheng said, Yu Tang smiled instead.

"I don't care about my reputation long ago, I don't care about anything else."

"The person I care about most is you. Although I don't care about my own reputation, I do care about yours."

"I know that I should repay your kindness, but I will repay it slowly, and I will definitely not repay it all at once."

"I can't be with you. Another meaning is that I will never be with anyone, but I can always be with you."

In fact, it's not considered to be with you all the time, it can only be accompanied by the most difficult stage.

Some people can only share the pain but not the joys and sorrows.

Yu Tang naturally knew this truth in her heart, so she and Gu Nansheng only maintained a friendly communication part.

She is not good at dealing with boys, nor is she good at getting so close to Gu Nansheng.

She just wanted to live her life well and protect Gu Nansheng, and her wish in this life would be fulfilled.

"You shouldn't have me in such a great life dream."

"I am just a passing guest in your life. I will leave one day. I can't stay with you forever. I hope you understand this."

When Gu Nansheng was finally rejected, he didn't know what to say but refuted this point of view.

Yu Tang seems to have gone too far.

For some reason, he always felt that Yu Tang would be alone for the rest of his life, and he didn't even want to be with anyone.

He doesn't understand.

Mingming's wife Yu Tang is special, but why is Yu Tang unwilling to accept him?Is it just because of past injuries?

Or is it that Yu Tang actually has other dreams in his heart that haven't been fulfilled, so that's why he can't be with him.

Gu Nansheng, who was rejected, returned to his room disheartened, thinking about these questions all the time.

He has no mind at all to organize things at home, so that his father is too busy to start.

He didn't know what happened to his son recently, he always looked sullen, as if he had suffered the biggest blow in his life.

He didn't understand what happened to his son, after all, he didn't have much time to care about it.

These two days when Gu Nansheng didn't help him, he was really too busy. Only then did he realize that Gu Nansheng was actually quite busy every day.

It can even be tiring.

Compared to his son taking care of the housework, the old man still hopes that Gu Nansheng can live happily and not worry about these trivial matters in the family.

After Yu Tang rejected Gu Nansheng, he didn't know why he felt disappointed for no reason.

She attributes all these emotions to the emotions of the owner of the body.

Maybe the owner of the body is just not reconciled, and he really missed Gu Nansheng!

However, the system, which had already seen everything, shook its head helplessly.

Let Yu Tangai think what she thinks?Anyway, sooner or later, I will get the hang of it.

"Looking at your condition recently, there is something wrong. Is it a leg pain? Father is embarrassed to come directly to care about you, so please ask me to come and find out what's wrong with you."

Seeing the worried look on his elder brother's face, Gu Nansheng could only pull out a bitter smile.

"I don't have anything to do recently. Anyway, it's just annoying recently. Don't worry, everything is fine wherever I am."

After listening to what Gu Nansheng said, Gu Nanan nodded in doubt, but he finally reminded him.

"You don't need to lose your heart if you like it. You know, although the family doesn't object to you dating anyone, but as for Yu Tang's identity, there will still be some criticism and topics."

Seeing his elder brother's understanding look, Gu Nansheng frowned slightly.

"I'm indeed stupid, but I'm not stupid. Of course I can see your affection for Yu Tang."

"Actually, I also understand that Yu Tang doesn't want to accept you. She has too many worries. She is more important than you think. Besides, we have never had to worry about food and clothing since we were young, but people like them are different."

"They have suffered enough torture since they were young, and even if they become puppets of others, the crimes they encounter must not be something ordinary people can bear."

"They have seen through the cruelty of the world, so they are unwilling to give their heart to others."

"Take it easy."

(End of this chapter)