Fast travel strategy: the host is the black lotus

Chapter 217
He could even imagine the pain of the five or six-year-old child after losing his mother through Tao Susu's words.

Before he had time to see his mother for the last time, he was sent to the woodshed.

I can't touch my mother in this life, and I can't experience mother's love and father's love in this life.

She was just a child then.

At the age of five or six, what can I understand, the only thing I can understand is that my mother has completely left me and will never come back.

But Tao Susu was really sensible at that time.

She remembered every word her mother said, and remembered the wise words her mother gave herself.

Even she knew that she sneaked out to clean up for her mother.

She was very young and couldn't walk alone, so she took the little girl with her and entrusted her mother to dig a pit in the suburbs and bury her in it.

Because when her mother finally died there, no one cared about her, and she almost rotted to death in the room.

Only the little child remembered his mother, and after laying his mother in the ground, he made a simple tombstone.

He even knew that Taosusu would visit that tombstone every year.

Taosusu at that time must have been very painful.

Should he break down with tears streaming down his face, or should he hold back his tears because he doesn't want to worry his mother?

It is estimated that there are.

That's why the little girl who followed Taosusu followed Taosusu so faithfully.

Tao Susu also really regarded her as a good friend.

"It's hard to imagine that you have lived such a hard life since you were a child. People like us have lived in rich clothes and fine food since childhood, eating delicacies from mountains and seas, and don't even know what hunger and beatings are."

"I have been disliked since I was a child. Although I am His Royal Highness, none of them like me."

"Everyone likes Lao Liu, and they all think that Lao Liu will be the future heir apparent. At that time, I had a very good relationship with Lao Liu, but I feel very uncomfortable being compared like this every day."

"Later, I began to gradually alienate Lao Liu! Lao Liu seemed to know my intentions and stopped disturbing me. Instead, we were all doing our own things, and we would still keep in touch anytime, anywhere."

"Lao Liu has disappeared recently. I think you should know about it, but I don't know where he went. I sent many people to look for him."

"Although sometimes I wonder if he will never come back? But I think about it again. After all, I am his own brother. How could I not want my brother to come back?"

"After all, if he comes back, I can have one more opponent and confidant, but if he doesn't come back, although I can get my wish and sit in this position, I feel uneasy."

"It's really hard for me to do it. In this position, I have too many things to do, too many things to consider, and it's really impossible to separate myself."

"But it wasn't until I met you that I realized that there are still many beautiful energies in this world."

"I know that I have always been quite decadent, and even used all means to plan."

"But it wasn't until you appeared in my life that I realized that none of my plans would work here, because I wouldn't use them on you."

"I don't want you to be hurt in the slightest, because I like you."

"As long as you like someone, you have to keep giving. In order to get her favor, I don't mind doing vicious things."

"I hope you don't think of me as a bad person, and I won't say that all this is for you."

"Because none of this has anything to do with you. I do this because I like you. It's just my wishful thinking. You don't need to feel embarrassed."

After listening to what Liang Chengyue said, Tao Susu froze.

Because this was the first time she felt that the person in front of her didn't use moral kidnapping to kidnap her emotions.

All of this is Liang Chengyue's self-payment, and has nothing to do with Tao Susu

This is also a point that makes Taosusu very confused. Is it really possible to like someone to this extent?

She no longer believed in love.

It's just happier being alone.

When she went back at night, Tao Susu was still thinking about Liang Chengyue's words in her mind.

"What's going on in your head?"

The system looked at Daixu as if he had something on his mind, so he couldn't help asking.

Because he had never seen Dai Xu look so listless.

In other words, I have never seen Dai Xu think about something, and he has been thinking for such a long time.

"I'm just wondering, is there really undying love in this world? But why is love more important than freedom? Isn't freedom the most important thing?"

"I'm used to seeing life and death, I'm used to seeing too many people, because I like to be together, but I'm separated because of inappropriateness, and I'm used to seeing a lot of people, who obviously like each other, but I still keep my mouth shut, and I miss it from now on. for a lifetime."

"I've seen a lot of people take advantage of it, and that's why they developed emotions. They want to use each other, and they end up chasing their wives at the crematorium."

"I've seen love but not more emotions, more and more friendship, that's why I advocate freedom so much, but what Liangcheng said now makes me doubt what I once believed in, and it's really true Is it?"

Dai Xu was puzzled, she didn't even know whether these feelings were right or wrong.

Everyone also has their own destiny, and a roulette wheel with a certain direction.

That red thread is tightly linked to the other party, and among the many messy red lines, one can always find the other party's trace.

This is what she really doesn't understand.

Are feelings really more important than freedom?
But why does she think freedom is more important?
Is it because she's in the wrong mood?
"I'm not a static person either? I just felt a sudden change in my heart during these face-to-face contacts."

After listening to Dai Xu's words, the system shook his head helplessly.

"Your trust always comes from yourself, no matter what you think? You are the right one after all. Don't think that you are thinking wrong? Is what you once believed in wrong?"

"As long as you believe in yourself, no matter what the final result is, you will always be the God you trust."

"Don't put too much pressure on yourself. The more Liangcheng really likes this, the more I can detect it."

"After all, when he said those words, he was connected to the lie detector I installed on him."

"There is no lie in what he said, so he knows that he really likes you."

Dai Xu became even more confused after hearing what the system said.

Do you really like it?

If this is the case, how should she repay this feeling?

(End of this chapter)