Fast travel strategy: the host is the black lotus

Chapter 151
He admitted that when he first approached Li Ziran, he had a premeditated plan.

On the wedding night, he was very angry.

He said some insulting words to Li Ziran, then turned around and left, seemingly not considering the other person's feelings at all.

And he doesn't think there is anything wrong with Li Ziran, I also think, after all, what an honor it is to be married to him, the real dragon emperor.

It’s just that I can’t give Li Ziran love.

He doesn't like Li Ziran.

When he learned that he was going to marry a woman he didn't love, he was really angry.

But when he saw Li Ziran's face for the first time, he suddenly froze.

It does look a bit like the girl he saw before.

And it is indeed very beautiful, and it is indeed in his aesthetic point of view.

He even wondered if that girl had grown up?Pretending to be Li Ziran's identity and marrying him?
But he knew that this was of course impossible. General Li would definitely not let his daughter be replaced by others.

This made him even more angry.

He looked at Li Ziran, and when he saw himself, the love burst out of his eyes, and he suddenly felt a little headache.

There was something wrong in his heart, but he hadn't noticed it all the time.

He always thought that he would always hate Li Ziran.

From the day Li Ziran married him, he was already planning.

His plan was not behind Ye Yancheng's back at all.

Ye Yancheng knew everything, and at the same time, Ye Yancheng met Li Ziran.

It's just that he didn't know when Ye Yancheng was assimilated by Li Ziran, and he always felt that Li Ziran might have seduced Ye Yancheng.

Because Ye Yancheng is his best friend, no matter what decision he makes, Ye Yancheng will definitely support him.

But this time Ye Yancheng actually started to refute him, and also accused him of something wrong in his plan.

He was not because of his good friend who accused him of doing something wrong, but because of Li Ziran.

He knew that Ye Yancheng's changes were all caused by Li Ziran.

So he hated her even more.

But seeing Li Ziran working hard for himself every day, and always caring about his appearance, Ye Jingyuan admitted that he had fallen.

He looked at Li Ziran's face every day and night, and it was hard not to be moved.

It's a pity that it's too late now, the plan has already started to be implemented, and it can't be stopped at all. His plan is mandatory.

If he stopped, he would have to pay a high price. At that time, he felt that Li Ziran was not worth it.

So there was no turning off that plan all the time.

He always felt, anyway?He wants to gain power and wants to marry that girl.

But then he suddenly didn't have that deep obsession with that girl, and wanted to give up his plan, but he couldn't give up, so he could only take her out to Jiangnan without telling Li Ziran.

He has always been obsessed with the Lantern Festival that day, and he also liked it very much.

Never before has a woman been able to treat him like this.

He is sincerely thinking about him, and also sincerely wants to make him better.

When the spies reported that Li Ziran's parents had been successfully framed, he was flustered.

He wondered if Li Ziran would remember this after taking Li Ziran back?

He didn't know how he would explain himself after Li Ziran returned.

But it wasn't until Li Ziran took out the jade pendant he had when he was a child that he really felt uncomfortable.

He is suffering, helpless, and desperate, but who can help him?

Ye Yancheng had already broken up with him a long time ago, and he has no friends now.

Looking at Li Ziran's expectant face, he couldn't bear to tell the truth directly. Instead, he kept delaying her time.

But Ye Jingyuan never knew that Li Ziran already knew all his plans.

If it weren't for the fact that General Li and Mrs. Li were really dead, Li Ziran would probably hide it forever.

He didn't know that Li Ziran loved him so deeply that he could even hide these things.

He knew that Li Ziran forgave himself in the end, but she couldn't forgive herself.

So Li Ziran committed suicide.

Ye Jingyuan watched with his own eyes the girl who once loved him the most disappeared into this world, but there was nothing he could do.

He hugged Li Ziran's body, as if he felt that she was not dead yet, her voice and appearance were still in front of his eyes.

He even felt regretful about what they hadn't done before.

He knew that Li Ziran liked to release paper kites, and he also knew that Li Ziran had many little secrets of his own, but he never got to the bottom of it.

But later he discovered that Li Ziran's so-called little secrets were nothing but evidence of everyone's love for him.

For example...

There are a lot of purses under the pillow, and some portraits of myself, and I have been lighting myself in the room, the incense that she was asked to light before.

Those incenses have musk in them.

This was because he didn't want Li Ziran to be pregnant with his child when he first had Li Ziran.

It's just that when he saw Li Ziran's familiar face on the wedding night, he ran away without doing anything.

Before Li Ziran confessed all the truth, he had been alone with Li Ziran. Li Ziran gave birth to a child for him, because he knew that only a child could bind the relationship between them.

Because at that time he felt that something was wrong with Li Ziran.

She looked like she knew everything, and she looked like she was depressed. He wanted Li Ziran to get better.

The only way is as simple as having a baby.

But he also suddenly remembered the musk he had put down.

He did this desperately just to impregnate Li Ziran's already infertile body.

He knew that what he did was futile, but he still wanted to keep the only good memory between the two of them.

But later, he didn't even have any memories.

The body was taken away and buried.

While everyone was not paying attention, he secretly exchanged the ashes.

He put the ashes in the urn and held them in his arms every day.

Everyone said he was crazy.

But he knew he wasn't crazy, he just missed that person too much.

He missed that person for far too long.

Until one day, I realized that I was reborn on the night of his and Li Ziran's wedding.

He couldn't believe what happened in front of him, and he promised that he would treat Li Ziran well.

But he didn't think of it.

The scene he had done once again appeared before his eyes. Even though his consciousness didn't want to do it, his body couldn't help but control it.

Seeing Li Ziran's pain and despair, he wanted to commit suicide.

He watched Li Ziran fall in front of him again and again for an unknown amount of time.

Finally...he became numb.

He really didn't want to live, but he couldn't commit suicide.

He thought...he should have really entered hell.

But none of this was as terrible as the pain of losing Li Ziran.

It will take him a long time to survive...

No, maybe I won't be able to get out for the rest of my life.

(End of this chapter)